Volume 3 Episode 15 – Love must surely be a desire


I Just Wanted to Call Off the Arranged Marriage With the Princessโ€”Someone I Could Never Possibly Be a Match Forโ€”But for Some Reason, She Took a Liking to Me and Is Now Closing in on Me


What a cruel personโ€ฆ

I was lying alone on a sofa in the school lounge, which was completely empty. My skirt had ridden up a little. It looked like anyone might be able to see inside, but since no one was around, I didnโ€™t care.

The connection Iโ€™d gone to all that trouble to set up with Lucian would be meaningless if he didnโ€™t show up.

โ€œโ€ฆHe really is a cruel person.โ€

I muttered under my breath.

Those words, which sounded like a lament, reached no one and faded away into the darkness of the night.

Lucian is impartial.

He treats everyone without distinction.

Unbound by prejudice, social statusโ€”or even genderโ€”he was utterly impartial.

โ€œHuh, what a kind person.โ€

And yet, itโ€™s cruel.

Hearing that, he might sound like a good person, but in reality, it simply means he doesnโ€™t make anyone special.

That equality felt comfortable.

Even though Iโ€™d only met him three times, I found myself longing to experience that exhilaration again.

I find myself wanting to be special to himโ€”to Lucian.

Thatโ€™s why I started to see the equality I once found so comforting as cruelty.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆHaha.โ€

Iโ€™m truly selfish.

I canโ€™t help but laugh at myself.

But even so, Iโ€”I want to be your special someone.

Please donโ€™t be equally kind to everyone.

I want you to look only at me.

I want you to smile only at me.

I want you to fall in love only with me.

โ€œHehe.โ€

I hold up the letter sealed with red wax.

Itโ€™s a love letter.

You took advantage of the guilt I felt for having lived like a manโ€”Iโ€™ve decided on you, so please take care of me, fiancรฉ.


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