I’m Incompetent and a Failure, and My Childhood Friend, Who Is a Beautiful Kyoto Dialect Vice President Idol on the Outside but in Reality Is a Menhera Yandere, Is Dependent on Me, but Please, Leave Me Alone!
I was now lying on my bed in my room, just staring at the ceiling in a daze, doing nothing.
In my head, Akemi’s words from earlier are running through my mind.
Even now that I have heard the reasons for what is going on in her head, which is difficult for ordinary high school students to understand, it is still too difficult for me to catch up with her understanding.
I am sure that it is not only because I am an ordinary person.
Even though I tried my best to catch up with her, it is difficult to be on par with someone who has a different set of values.
After all, we don’t understand each other.
It may not be an option.
On the contrary…to be honest, I felt awe…even fear.
I was told that the only reason she had followed me around all this time was to see my humiliated face.
I really don’t want to understand it before I don’t understand it.
The question in my mind is whether I can walk the road with her as it is now…whether I can make it….
To put it bluntly, she is a pervert….
Even though she is being hailed by those around her as a sensible, brilliant, and beautiful girl, inside she is, in a sense, rotten.
But…even though I know it’s so……
“I think that girl is still big inside of me…”
Yes… she still remains as a big presence in my mind without any change.
I still want to be recognized by her…and I still want to be with her.
To be honest, I am very happy that I am deeply involved in her sexuality, no matter what form it takes.
I think she is a pervert….
She… and I… and each other…
Normally, I would have been tempted to distance myself from her if I knew that she was a pervert for some unknown reason, but I wanted to be with her as always.
“Akiru, good morning~”
“G…..Good morning.”
“Ufufu~”
“Um… can you move out of the way?”
“Eh~ you want me to move out of the way?~”
“……”
When I woke up in the morning, she was on top of me.
Morning is a difficult time for boys.
Why?
I’m not going to tell you until you’ve heard it all.
Anyway, it is not good for my mental health to have a beautiful girl on top of me in such a state.
I am a normal boy.
“I don’t think it’s interesting to see my sleeping face, right?”
“I wasn’t looking at your sleeping face, I was looking at the moment you woke up and were surprised by my presence.”
“That’s…”
The only thing that has changed since then is that she now teases me directly without hiding anything.
Sometimes it’s mental, and sometimes she uses her own body.
“Well, let’s go to school~”
“Wait downstairs while I get ready…'”
“I’ll take care of your clothes, so don’t worry about it.”
“I’ll take care of it!”
I’m sure that my relationship with her as a childhood friend will continue, but it may result in a complicated relationship and estrangement from her again, or on the other hand, it may continue as it has in the past, with this distorted relationship.
I don’t want to break up with her and I don’t want to see her go to someone else.
But…still …… I am still disproportionate to her and I will not be able to stop her…so in the end I will have to leave it to fate.
Hopefully my relationship with her won’t get too messy.
[TLN : This is the final chapter, I believe it’s been rushed, but idk…thank you for following this series!]
Well. That is… something. This kind of relationship is never a healthy one, but hey as long as they are happy. And hopefully will lasts forever