I Got Into a Secret Relationship With a Girl Who Was Out of My League
What exactly is falling in love?
Does your heart race? Do you find yourself constantly thinking about the other person? Or is it a special feeling that makes the world seem to glow?
—At least for me, Yagami Subaru—it was a world I had no connection to.
There were no sweet, romantic manga-like developments, nor any moments where I felt a sense of destiny with someone. Even when my classmates were excitedly talking about someone they liked, it felt like a distant world to me.
But what if.
What if love were to come to someone like me—what form would it take?
“Hm…..”
I woke up with a small groan and slowly sat up, holding my head.
The room was already dim, and the faint evening sunlight streaming through the curtains was signaling the arrival of night.
I yawned softly and checked my condition.
I wasn’t wearing any of the clothes I should have been wearing, and I wondered why I was naked.
And next to me in bed was another warmth.
“…..?”
I thought about it with my still sleepy head.
Why? I’m supposed to be living alone. Just as I came to that conclusion, the person next to me slowly sat up.
“Hmm…..ah. Good morning.
Seeing her wrapped in a sheet, smiling gently, he recalled the events leading up to this moment.
I had had sex with her—Nanamori Hosnia, the girl known as the most beautiful in his grade.
“What’s wrong? why are you forzen? Were you remembering something?”
“No……”
I was glad the room was dimly lit. I tried to answer while averting my gaze from her, but I couldn’t find the words.
She was absolutely right, it was exactly what she said.
Remembering the heat and warmth from earlier, my cheeks and lower body grew hot.
“Do you wanna do it again? That.”
“Um, well…yes.”
I didn’t care anymore. It was already over. There was no point in trying to cover it up now.
“Fufu. You’re so energetic.”
“I’m surprised too. Probably because Nanamori is beautiful.”
“That’s all?”
“You have a good figure too.”
“Pass.”
“And big breasts.”
“Fufu, you were so into it.”
It’s really embarrassing to say it out loud.
“So…what should we do? Do it again?”
“…If Nanamori is okay with it.”
“This time…yeah. It should be okay. If it’s Yagami kun, it’ll be quick.”
“Hey, what does that mean?”
“It means exactly what it says—-hm…”
Before Nanami could finish, I pushed her down.
She looked surprised for a moment, but quickly closed her eyes and covered her mouth.
I caressed her gently from above.
“Mm, ah…”
As she let out a sweet sigh, I pressed myself against her and slowly became one with her.
I held her tightly while I was lost in the moment, continuing to move my hips until I came.
This was the beginning of our relationship.
It was the moment we became casual sex partners, a relationship based solely on satisfying each other’s sexual desires.
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Half a year had passed since I became a high school student.
Before I knew it, so much time had passed.
The environment had changed drastically from middle school, and the confusion I felt back then had turned into a nostalgic memory.
After school, I was asked to run an errand for the teacher, so I left school a little later than usual.
Fortunately, it was still daylight.
On my way home, walking a bit hurriedly, I saw a classmate girl looking gloomy in the park.
She was swinging on the swing, her expression as if she were about to cry.
No, maybe she had already cried.
That classmate—Nanamori Hoshina—was a beauty who was loved by everyone, one of the most beautiful girls in school.
With her lustrous black hair like obsidian and her dignified posture, she had an air of elegance and purity.
She had a friendly personality, was from a good family, and was good at sports and academics.
With nothing but likable qualities, she was always bright and at the center of the class.
Seeing her with such a gloomy expression was something I had never seen before.
“…….”
And then our eyes met. She was staring straight at me.
Maybe I should have pretended not to notice?
I thought about just walking past, but I stopped.
Because Nanamori was smiling with a worried expression and beckoning me over.
“What’s wrong? What are you doing here?”
I said as I approached her.
It came out a little blunt, but we weren’t that close, so I didn’t think it mattered.
“Fufu. Sorry for stopping you on your way home. Please sit next to me.”
She led me smoothly, and before I knew it, I was sitting on the swing next to her.
In the unique atmosphere, I could hear the “creak” of the swing.
“Haa. Do you have a girlfriend, Yagami kun?”
After a small sigh, that question came out of nowhere.
I was a bit surprised by the suddenness of it, but I answered calmly.
“No. I don’t think I’ll be getting one anytime soon.”
“Oh, really? Why is that?”
Why…well, that’s just how it is.
[ [Because I’m not interested in relationship.] ]
Our voices overlapped. It was as if she already knew my answer.
“What do you mean?”
“Fufu, sorry. I just had a feeling. I can tell by watching the usual Yagami kun.”
I don’t remember ever giving off such a clear “I’m not interested in relationship” vibe. What’s the usual me like?
“I’m the same.”
“Huh…”
That was unexpected. Because Nanamori is always at the center of the class, someone everyone likes. She has a wide social circle and gets confessed to a lot. There are quite a few boys who say they like Nanamori.
Some of them are good-looking, and others are athletically gifted, like those who compete in national tournaments for their clubs.
It’s hard to believe that Nanamori, who is in a position to choose, has no interest in romance. If the boys at school heard that, they’d be shocked.
Maybe she’s just overwhelmed by the number of options and has grown tired of it.
“So, I have something to talk to you about. Is that okay?”
“To me…?”
Even without any flashy gestures, there’s something about her that catches your eye. Maybe it’s the unique aura she exudes.
Finally, she got to the point. With a serious expression, she said to me,
“Will you have sex with me?”
“……”
I couldn’t believe my ears.
The most beautiful girl in the grade, known for her good behavior, said that? Saxophone? Is she going to start a brass band or something?
I mentally inserted a classic joke and asked again.
“Sorry, can you repeat that?”
“Sex. With me?”
It wasn’t a mishearing. She tilted her head cutely, but her eyes were serious.
“If my memory serves me correctly, you live alone, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Then it’s settled.”
She stood up from the swing and said that with a bright smile.
…Nothing was decided, though.
However, regardless of what Nanamori thought, things progressed quickly. We went to the convenience store to buy condoms. Before I knew it, we were at my place.
And I ended up sleeping with her, going with the flow.
Maitoshi