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Episode 6 – I don’t mind being stained… I want to be stained

Posted on 7 November 20258 November 2025 By Maiasa No Comments on Episode 6 – I don’t mind being stained… I want to be stained

The Issue With Her Arrow Pointing at Me Being Way Too Big


I can smell trouble brewing… That thought came to me as Tokui and his friend Tojo approached from ahead.

Both seemed engrossed in their own business, not looking this way.

Still, it goes without saying that Ayaka is quite conspicuous right now… If they got any closer, they’d definitely notice her.

“I can smell trouble brewing…”

“Ahaha… You sure are blunt.”

Well, I’d say it, wouldn’t I… Now then, what to do.

We’re not doing anything shady, and if Ayaka explains, they’ll see I’m harmless… But still.

I know—Tokui has more than just childhood affection for Ayaka.

“I think it’ll be fine though…”

“Why?”

“Well, it’s rare that he sees me in casual clothes these days… and he can’t imagine me in something as revealing as I am now.”

“Hmm… Is that it?”

Well, my image of Ayaka was only based on her school persona too.

She had an amazing figure, and there was a hint of sensuality in her casual gestures, but even so, the Ayaka I see now is beyond that… She doesn’t give off any of that school image at all.

“Clothes aside, your face hasn’t changed, right? I wouldn’t mistake the face of my childhood friend I see every day.”

“…But it’s okay, I have an idea.”

“An idea?”

“Yeah… Amato-kun, will you touch my chest?”

“Oh, your chest… Huh?”

Hey… what are you saying?

I thought she’d lost her mind, but Ayaka was dead serious… though the reason she wanted to keep it from being noticed was a bit… well, that.

“See? You think it’ll get noticed if we keep going like this, right? So hurry up, knead my breasts… squeeze them… no, touch them.”

“That slip-up was terrible!”

…Ugh, forget it!

Thinking “Whatever happens, happens,” I wrapped my arms around Ayaka from behind her neck… and placed my hands on her large breasts.

At that instant, Ayaka’s body jerked violently.

I was just as shaken by that slight movement… Maybe because of that, my fingers tightened a bit, and instead of just touching her breasts, I squeezed them hard, my fingers sinking deep into her soft flesh.

“Ah…♡”

“S-sorry—”

“No… it’s fine like that—then I’ll put my feelings into it too.”

“Put your feelings into it?”

What does putting feelings into it even mean… I thought just as she said it.

Ayaka took a deep breath, her atmosphere shifting completely. She looked up at me, her cheeks flushed… but her expression was like a female inviting a male… well, I’ve never actually seen that, but if I had to describe it in words, it would be something like this.

“Mmm… Haa♡”

“Ah, Ayaka… -san?”

I accidentally called her -san… But that’s how much I couldn’t hide my shock at Ayaka’s state.

“Right now… I don’t think anyone would notice me…?”

That… might actually be true.

I know it’s Ayaka, so I can tell, but the more I know the usual Ayaka, the less I can connect her to this state.

It’s the atmosphere… The aura she’s radiating completely hides her usual self.

“Like this… We’ll go like this, okay? Yeah… Keep squeezing my breasts like this…?”

I have a lot I want to say… I’m confused.

But amidst it all, my pure thought was… Are women’s breasts really this soft?… I mean, come on, it’s my first time!

If this is how it looks with us pressed together, would Ayaka’s lewdness show even from a distance…? And finally, Tokui and Tojo saw us.

“Kannagi…!?”

“Eh, ero…”

They looked at me in shock, then looked at Ayaka in shock… They really didn’t seem to notice.

Tokui stared intently at Ayaka but showed no sign of suspicion whatsoever. He looked away, seeming embarrassed, and just walked past.

Countless stares… We walked as if dodging the gazes dripping with desire for Ayaka. Finally, once we were out of the crowd, I breathed a sigh of relief.

“Ayaka, isn’t it okay now?”

“…Huh?”

Ayaka’s face was still red… It wasn’t just embarrassment; it was like she was channeling that feeling she mentioned… It was just like that… Yeah, exactly like that!

Right now, Ayaka was exactly like the heroines you sometimes see in NTR-style manga!

…But thinking that kinda makes me uncomfortable, yeah.

“Ayaka, let’s just go back to being the usual Ayaka for now, okay?”

“…Yeah.”

Then, Ayaka took another deep breath and brought the atmosphere back to normal.

The expression and mood from just a moment ago completely vanished, and the usual Ayaka returned… But there was one thing that wouldn’t fade away—the lingering sensation of Ayaka’s chest on my palm.

…It was incredibly soft.

“Um… that was impressive. You’re quite the actress, Ayaka.”

“Not really. I was just imagining… if I became like some kind of female pig for you, Amato-kun… if I became nothing but an object for satisfying your sexual desires, what kind of face would I make?”

W-What is this girl saying!?

Ayaka giggled at me, who was so shocked I instinctively pulled back.

“Sorry, Amato-kun. You’re too kind to actually do that… Even if you did, it’d just feel like acting, right?”

“I wouldn’t say that even if it was acting!”

“Ahaha, I know. But imagining you touching my chest… imagining being held in your strong arms… it made it easier to get into character. Honestly, if it were you, Amato-kun, I wouldn’t mind being… no, never mind!”

I couldn’t hear the mumbled part at the end, but anyway, I was relieved Tokui didn’t catch us and cause trouble.

…But then, I calmed down a bit and thought about it.

Even if he had caught us… even if he had complained, was that really any of my business?

I didn’t force Ayaka to come with me… she agreed to my invitation, and we’re together by mutual consent, right?

“…Even if—”

“Huh?”

“Even if we got caught, come to think of it, maybe I could’ve just brushed it off as none of your business.”

“Amato-kun…?”

“Well, isn’t that right? We’re out together today, both fully consenting… So right now, I’m taking up Ayaka’s time.”

“!!”

Ayaka snapped to attention, standing perfectly still.

Not because I saw her like that, but because I felt my face flush, realizing I’d said something a bit embarrassing. Scratching my cheek, I looked away.

“Hey, Amato-kun?”

“Wh-what is it?”

“It’s still before noon… right? Want to have lunch together…?”

“Oh, is that okay? Come to think of it, I was only thinking about the gym.”

“Want to… have lunch together?”

“…Alright.”

So we headed to a family restaurant. After lunch, I briefly accompanied Ayaka shopping before we parted ways.
Of course, I safely walked her home to the end.

“…That was fun.”

It wasn’t exactly what you’d call a date.

But the time with Ayaka was genuinely enjoyable… and above all, her femininity made my heart race more than ever before.

I found myself staring at my palm.

The sensation of her large breasts still lingered there… This is gonna stick in my head for a while.

 ▼▽

“Haa… haa♡”

As soon as I got back to my room, I crouched down with my back against the door.

The sensation racing through my mind was pure pleasure… slow-burning pleasure, starting from the spot where Amato-kun had touched my chest, sending waves of delicious feeling shooting through my brain.

“Ehe… Ehehe… He touched my breasts… He marked them as his♡”

Of course, that wasn’t true… I knew it wasn’t, yet I couldn’t help but think it… Because he touched them… He massaged them… Those large, lasciviously developed breasts I’d never let anyone touch before.

“I want to give you more… I want to make you happier… I can become anything for you, Amato-kun… I’ll let myself be stained by you.”

When he kneaded my breasts, I faintly sensed Amato-kun’s pleasure too.

…It might just be because he’s a boy, but it was precisely because it was Amato-kun that made me happy… I want to be stained by Amato-kun’s color more and more.

“I want to go out together again…”

But… Huh?

“Why did I even do that in the first place?”

…………….

“……………”

…Ah, right… It was so Makoto wouldn’t notice.

I’d forgotten because it didn’t matter.


Maiasa


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