A Childhood Friend Told Me “I Can’t Get a Boyfriend Because of You,” So I Distanced Myself From Her and She Stopped Coming to School the Next Day
“N-Natsuki?”
I rush over to her, tears streaming down her face, and put my hand on her shoulder.
“So you didn’t want it to be brought forward after all? Sorry, I didn’t ask yo–“
“Idiot!”
Natsuki’s one word sharply cuts off my words.
The voice made my chest tighten.
“I’m really sorry.”
“Of course I’m happy!”
“….Eh! you just said you’re happy….”
“Because …….”
Natsuki continued as if whispering while looking down.
“Rei worked hard for me.”
“Oh, …….”
…What? So that’s what it was.
A warm feeling slowly spread in my chest.
Unable to resist, I hugged Natsuki.
“Thank you, …….”
“Why are you the one thanking me, …… idiot”
Natsuki buried her face in my chest, her eyes quietly moist.
Even after she stopped crying, Natsuki didn’t let go.
“Even so…”
In my arms, she began to blurt out a few words.
“Hmmm?”
“Rei seems to have gained a little confidence, but you’re not there yet, either. You gave me a surprise, how could I not like it? I’m not that selfish.”
“Ugh… …… sorry.”
I can’t help but drop my gaze. It is true if you ask me.
“However, it is true that I was happy,……, so thank you.”
Natsuki narrowed her eyes lovingly and stroked the bracelet on her wrist.
I gently placed my hand on her shoulder and pulled her to me without a word.
“………..”
Natsuki took a small gasp and laid her cheek on my chest.
I was so happy to see that, I looked into her face and quietly dropped a kiss.
Natsuki’s body stiffened in surprise, but it only lasted for a moment, and then she closed her eyes as if she were leaning back.
As if to convey my feelings, we kissed each other again and again.
“…..Fufu”
Natsuki laughed as she let go of my lips and buried her face in my chest.
“Rei is still a slacker, but Rei’s …… body, it seems, is not so bad.”
“….!”
Taken by surprise, her words made me freeze up.
(That’s right… Natsuki is surprisingly proactive in these kinds of situations…)
“I-I’m sorry?”
“You don’t have to say that.”
Natsuki hangs up the corners of her mouth as if making fun of me
However, once she turned her head down, she turned around and looked up at me somewhat shyly, blushing around the eyes.
“So ……Rei, who has gained confidence, what are you going to do?”
“–Natsuki!”
Reflexively, I had taken her lips.
More roughly than before, over and over again.
Once away, I supported the back of her head so as not to let her go, and put my lips on hers even deeper.
“Nn……!”
Natsuki’s throat clears in surprise.
After taking a breath, I brought my face close to hers again. Natsuki was breathing on my shoulder,
“W-Wait a minute…”
“You’re the one who made me do it, aren’t you?”
I covered her lips again, not letting her say anything.
Then, not missing the moment when Natsuki’s mouth opened slightly, I inserted my tongue into her mouth.
“Nnnn!?”
Natsuki’s eyes widened in surprise.
I didn’t know how to do it, but as I desperately entangled my tongue with hers and tasted the inside of her mouth, I could feel her body gradually relax.
“Haa…… haa……!”
When our lips parted, Natsuki collapsed against my chest, gasping for breath.
Deep kissing alone is admirable progress. However, with her cheeks completely uplifted in my arms, I’m tempted to go even further.
“Natsuki…… can I?”
I run my hand over the raised bulge, my fingertips trembling.
” ……!”
After Natsuki’s body shook with a jerk, she turned to look at me for a moment with moist eyes,
She turned her moist eyes towards me for just a moment and then nodded.
“Oh ……!”
This is the first time I’ve touched it, and I can’t help but let out a cry of excitement.
It was softer than I had imagined, yet still firm. At the same time, the elasticity of the tip is pushing back from the inside.
“Natsuki, it’s amazing,…….”
“Don’t tell me every single thing ……!
Natsuki’s face turned bright red like a boiled octopus, her lips pursed, and she turned her face away.
(What an expression you usually have on your face when you’re usually so tsun-tsun. ……!)
Just over clothes isn’t enough.
I slipped my hand into her shirt and wrapped her underwear in the palm of my hand.
“Oh, hey ……!”
Natsuki screamed in impatience, but her hand was weak as she tried to stop me.
The sensations were even clearer when I touched her over underwear. What’s more, I could feel her skin directly in the gaps between her legs, which made me feel dizzy.
“Hnn, ah..”
As I massaged her engrossedly, Natsuki’s breathing started to change in tone. It felt like it was getting a little higher pitched
…… maybe you’re feeling it?
When I looked at her face, she closed her eyes sadly.
“Ah, nn……”
Every time I put pressure on hers, a sweet moan escapes from her slightly open mouth.
(This is …… that kind of thing, right?)
I turned to the top drawer of my desk.
I had bought it just in case, but I never thought I would get a chance to use it so soon.
(No, don’t rush. Don’t be in a hurry. First of all–)
I remove my hand from her breast and trace down her smooth skin.
I passed my stomach and was just about to reach it when I heard a voice saying
“Wait. ……”
“—“
I heard a faint voice from above me, and I was brought back to reality at once.
With tears in her eyes, Natsuki was looking at me as if appealing to me.
“Ah, I’m sorry! I know that was unpleasant –“
“No, no, it’s not that.”
Natsuki shook her head as if in a panic.
“I didn’t hate it, but that ……. I’ve never had a deep kiss before, and I’m still a little scared …… of what comes next.”
My head quickly cooled down.
That’s right. Girls definitely need to be more determined. What would it mean if I gave in to my desires?
I slowly exhaled, and, in stark contrast to how I was doing earlier, I embraced Natsuki gently.
“I’m sorry I made you feel scared ……. I was in a hurry.”
“No, …….”
Natsuki relaxes her shoulders and leans her weight onto me.
“I’m sorry I made you endure the bashing, even though I provoked you.”
“So you knew you provoked me.”
“Oh, …….”
Natsuki, who was hunched in apologetic frown, was turning redder and redder.
I laughed and patted her head.
“But I’m just glad to know that you don’t mind.”
“R-Really? But–“
Natsuki’s cheeks were still stained, and she glanced down at me.
“Well, it doesn’t seem to have settled down yet…”
“W-well, it’s not going to be that easy.”
I’ve come this far. I won’t be able to calm down until I’ve cleared my head.
Natsuki looked up timidly, not that she could read my thoughts,
“Well, if it’s hand or something, that’s fine, okay?”
“Eh, …….”
I almost nodded reflexively, remembering the apologetic look on her face earlier.
“No, you don’t have to do that.”
“No”
Natsuki retorts as if pissed off.
“And …… you’re in pain, aren’t you?”
“Well, yes, but ……”
“Well then, leave it to me. I’ll do my best.”
Natsuki gently put her hand on my trousers.
“A-Are you sure it’s okay?”
“Yes, I’m sure. It’s my first time, so I don’t think I’ll be able to do it well,……, but I want to take it one step at a time, too.”
“Natsuki ……”
After being told that, I couldn’t refuse.
At first she was a little nervous and down, but once sheI got her bearings, things got quicker.
“Thank you, Natsuki… That was, I’m so glad.”
“Why are you using honorifics?”
Natsuki laughed in a surprised manner. Her expression also looked somewhat relieved.
I thought that clearing my head would calm me down a bit, but instead I found myself feeling more excited.
“Then I’ll return the favor.”
I put my hand on her thigh, and Natsuki grabbed my wrist.
“I-I’m fine.”
“No, but I’m sorry if I’m the only one who has to do it.”
“I’m fine with it, …… really.”
Natsuki was stubborn.
I couldn’t help but lower my eyelashes.
“…Are you scared after all?”
“Huh…!”
I felt Natsuki hold her breath.
Her hand trembled slightly. After a moment of hesitant silence, she slowly let go of my wrist.
“…..That way of talking is not fair,…….”
Natsuki turned bright red and gently looked away.
–Now I finally understood what that meant.
With my hands on her thighs, I slowly put more pressure on them, pushing them apart.
Natsuki was already covering her face with both hands. I could see that her whole body was straining.
“Natsuki, relax, …… it’s okay. I’m not going to force you to do anything, and I’m going to be gentle with you.”
“I know, but …….”
Natsuki’s voice was trembling.
(Of course she’s scared…)
I took my hands off her thighs and gently pushed Natsuki’s hands away.
“Rei?……hmn.”
I dropped a gentle kiss.
“It’s okay.”
I repeated a short kiss, repeating “It’s okay, it’s okay,” in between.
“Nn, nn…….”
Natsuki’s body gradually became relaxed.
To be honest, I wanted to touch her right now. But more than anything, I didn’t want her to develop an aversion to this kind of physical contact.
I don’t even know how many times I ended up kissing her, I pulled my mouth away.
Natsuki gently opens her eyelids. The moist eyes were looking at me shyly, but still surely.
“Then I’ll touch …… you, okay?”
Nervous, her voice rose to a high pitch.
Natsuki turned her face away and gave a small nod.
“…..”
I instinctively swallowed and gently ran my trembling fingertips over that area.
Maiban