I Liked Her First, but My Brain Was Broken, Then for Some Reason, I Became Friends With Beautiful Girls, So I’m Done My With Childhood Friends
It’s not that I wanted to get close to Matsuyuki san, yes.
But now that Mitsuki has a boyfriend, there is no doubt that she will have less contact with me, even though we have known each other since childhood.
I’m sure I’ll be on my way to being a loner if that’s the case.
“……”
However, it is a hard task to try to make friends now.
I don’t know how to talk to people in the first place. Can I talk to them even if I don’t have any business with them?
Oh, I hope someone will talk to me and become my friend.
“……”
It’s the second grade, and it’s September.
Is it too late to make a wish? My class group is already formed and no one would talk to me unless they had something to do. It’s sad.
“……”
And so it is lunchtime. Everyone is having a fun in their own groups.This has nothing to do with me, who is generally quiet in the classroom.
I had the option of eating with Mitsuki or going to the cafeteria or the store by myself.
I had few options, but now I can’t eat with Mitsuki anymore. She hasn’t said anything about it, but as expected, sharing lunch with a girl who has a boyfriend is unacceptable, no matter how close we were as childhood friends.
I had no choice. I’m going to buy some bread at the store and eat it at a suitable place today.
“……”
I haven’t really talked to someone in a long time, but I was talking more than usual just because I was able to converse with Matsuyuki san.
My eyes wandered around looking for Matsuyuki san.
“Hm?”
I couldn’t find Matsuyuki san in the classroom.
She is very popular among the boys. She must have friends in other classes. I was sure that she must have plenty of people to share her lunch with.
It’s no use worrying about someone who lives in a different world from mine. It’s a bad thing for me to pay attention to someone just because she talked to me this morning.
I get up from my seat. I left the classroom naturally, unnoticed by anyone in the class. I wonder why I’m creeping around even though they’re not conscious of anything.
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I bought a loaf of bread at the store, and now I’m thinking about where I’m going to eat it.
“……”
Somehow, I wanted to go somewhere empty today.
Maybe no one cares about me, but I still don’t want them to think that I’m not with Mitsuki. I found myself worrying needlessly.
Besides, if I witnessed Mitsuki and Izumi kun having lunch together…… I’m immature as a human being, and I don’t know what I might do. I have a record of acting up in my own room.
“Rooftop……”
I have eaten alone in various places, but I have never been to a rooftop.
After all, the rooftop feels like a hangout place for cheerful people.
But maybe that’s just prejudice, and it’s actually a place where no one hangs out?
With this thought in mind, I went to the rooftop.
“I don’t…..hear a soul.”
Surprisingly, the closer I got to the rooftop, the less people I saw.
Standing in front of the door leading to the rooftop, I could see that there didn’t seem to be a group of cheerful people making a fuss.
It was still hot and humid in September. No one would go out of their way to eat lunch in such a sunny place, I thought.
“Yay. Maybe it really is a good spot.
With that thought in my mind, I opened the door triumphantly.
“Watch out.”
“Eh?”
I went out on the rooftop and squinted in the too-strong sunlight.
I heard an urgent voice from overhead. …… rooftop, but from overhead?
I look up in a moment of reaction. Then, what jumped into view was a black stuff…..
“WHoa !?”
A soft but violent shock is felt on the face.
There was no way I could withstand that strong impact, and I was crushed by something soft but heavy.
I understood that I fell to the ground, but my memory was lost there.
Maigetsu
“That should be me”
-Justin Bieber