I Saw My Female Friend, a Beautiful and Neat Girl, Holding a Romance Book Titled “How to Get Your Male Friend to Like You” and Decided to Give Advice on Love~ In Fact, the Guy She Likes Seems to Be Me!?~
Is Hizakura attractive or not?
Before ……, I might have dodged that answer, but now that I’m here, there’s no reason to dodge it anymore.
“Attractive.”
“. ……!”
When I answered that, Hizakura hugged me from behind────When I was about to go home earlier, Hizakura hugged me from behind, but now Hizakura was holding me with a towel. It’s just wrapped around a single body… I try to be as unconscious as possible, but I can’t help but feel various sensations.
“Kanzaki-kun is also attractive to me! my first boy friend, and we did many firsts together, and now we’re taking baths together… Kanzaki-kun. I can’t thank you enough.”
Though Hizakura is saying very nice things to me, about half of my consciousness is going to the sensation of this body that is now being hugged by Hizakura.
If we’re going to talk about looking back on the past, I’d better ask her to leave me alone for a bit now.
“Well,…… I’m glad you’re grateful, and I’m grateful to you too, so why don’t you step away from me so I can tell you about it?”
“…. Eh?”
Hizakura let out a bewildered sound once, then her voice sank and she said
“Did you not want me to hold you like this, barely dressed?”
—-When I heard that, I realized that I had created a big misunderstanding, so I told her to clear up the misunderstanding.
“It’s not that I don’t like it, it’s just…I just can’t help but feel like if someone like Hizakura, who has a good personality and is beautiful, hugs me in my current state, my focus will turn towards that person…. I can’t concentrate, and above all, if I stay like this forever, I won’t be able to reason.”
“…What happens when you lose your sense of reason?”
What happens if I can’t reason ……?
Yes, I said I couldn’t reason, but what is reason anyway?
Reason, simply put, is the suppression of desire. …… Then what is desire in this situation?
……Of course, now that Hizakura is hugging me, I want to hug Hizakura too.
But there is no way I could do that between friends of the opposite gender, much less in such a barely clothed state.
So, I have to reason ──── differently to suppress that desire, and that’s not the important part.
Why do I want to hug Hizakura?
I had a vague feeling that maybe I was trying to ────
“No, Hizakura, I can’t answer that. …… If I answer that, it would change our relationship.”
“What is our relationship to you, Kanzaki-kun?”
“As Hizakura said earlier, we’re friends.”
“Kanzaki-kun was my first boy friend…well, more specifically, he was my only boy friend…But, in truth, the first time I asked Kanzaki-kun for love advice, From that day on, our relationship was no longer just friends.”
“….What do you mean?”
I can’t organize my thoughts about my feelings or the words of Hizakura.
Seeing me like that, Hizakura made a suggestion.
“It’s not something we should talk about in the bath, so why don’t we continue talking in my room after we take a bath?”
“Let’s do that….”
I would also appreciate it, so we decided to talk about it later, and Hizakura and I each washed our bodies and took a bath together.
As if two high school students weren’t supposed to be taking a bath together at home, Hizakura’s shoulders and bodies were very close to mine
“……As I thought, it’s small for two people to enter the bath.”
“Yeah,……, but this is about right.”
“…..I guess that’s true.”
After that, the two of us enjoyed the bath, talking happily and reflecting on today’s amusement park, and when we got out of the bath, we went into Hizakura’s room