I Went Back in Time to 10 Years Ago and Saved My Young Lady Childhood Friend and She Became My Fiancee ~She’s Honest and Cool and Looks at Me Like She Wants to Be Cared For~
[You know, enami-kun]
The three of us toured the shopping mall and returned home.
After taking a bath and lying in bed, I noticed that all those RINE were flying in from Minamori. It is still going on after that.
[Reallyyy]
[Hey, hey]
[Ah, ～～～～～.]
What an uninformative message.
[What is it, ……?]
I reply anyway. It was immediately read.
[What is it? not that!]
[I’ve had a hard time!]
Eh……?
[Today! Both of you! You guys are too attached! I was getting some really disapproving looks from people around me! They looked at me like I was the +1 of couple!]
You don’t get that kind of fine expression on your face. ……
I think so, but it is true that Yorumiya was a little strange today. When we parted, she looked at me with a rather sad expression on her face, which made my heart flutter. It was like when a dog sees off its owner who is going on a business trip.
I received another message from Minamori.
[Are you two dating by any chance?]
[No, we’re not dating.]
[Haa]
I’m surprised that she’s going to the trouble of sending me a sigh in text form.
But we’re not really dating. I’m her fiancee, though….
[I don’t know if she’s got a bad bug, Hina chan.]
[Bad bug?]
[Because Hina-chan is always alone, right? Maybe some people think she’s free]
…… I see.
If you think about it, Yorumiya is a very beautiful girl. And it is not as if she is telling people that I am her “fiancee”. It’s not surprising that boys are approaching her.
[I’ll be there from now on, but you’d better do your best too, enami-kun.]
do my best. Perhaps she means that if Yorumiya is in danger, I should help her. I think that’s true. I have to do my best for her
[By the way, Enami-kun, what do you want to do with Hina-chan?]
A fluffy question comes. I don’t have a specific …… what I want to be. I just want her to be happy.
[I want her to be happy.]
[Hohon.]
The reply was something like a blank stare.
[Well, that’s okay. ……Good night.]
“Good night,” I replied, and finished RINE.
Rolling over in bed, I think back to today’s Yorumiya.
I think I’ve never seen her like this before.
Like a sad puppy. Like a child.
How can I say …… that she wants to be pampered?
(Was she lonely?)
She has always been alone. Maybe she is looking for something like affection.
If that’s the case, what should I do? …… Like giving her praise or ……?
I try …… to think about it, but I can’t seem to come up with a good answer.
While I was thinking in this way, I gradually became sleepy.
(I hope I can understand her well. ……)
I fell asleep with such thoughts in my head.
◆ side Yorumiya Hina
“Why did I do that ……?”
After I returned home, I thought back on my behavior and my chest squeezed tight.
While shopping… When I saw Shuu-kun and Sara-san being so friendly, I felt a misgiving in my heart.
What does it mean, I wondered. Were the two originally close? When I think about it, it was Shuu-kun who decided to make this appointment with me today. But I didn’t think their relationship went that far. I never saw them together in the classroom. I haven’t even heard them talk about it.
When he said he would try to talk to her, I was aware that it was just a ‘I’m not acquainted with her, but I’ll try my best to talk to her’ kind of thing.
But when I saw them today, they are closer than I expected.
They were talking with a relaxed body.
They seemed like friends.
(…… when?)
When I thought that, I felt a twinge of worry.
I felt like she might …… take Shuu-kun away from me.
(This is not a good thing.)
Looking back on it later, I think I did something quite embarrassing.
I grabbed his sleeve and wouldn’t let go.
It was something a young child would do.
(I normally wouldn’t do something like that.)
Emotions came before reason, and they were driving me.
Somehow I had an idea why.
I wanted to keep him to myself. I wanted to keep Shuu-kun to myself.
(…… like a child)
After all, it’s not good. I thought the same thing before and reflected on it. I shouldn’t think that I want to keep him all to myself. He doesn’t belong to anyone. He is not anyone’s property, and there is not much merit for him to have me as his wife. He just listened to my selfishness.
I fall into bed.
In the quiet, I wonder if I should apologize to Shuu kun in a message. But maybe I’m being too sensitive about it. I might annoy him. I feel like that too.
I sigh …….
When I do this, I end up feeling anxious. Anyway, I did apologize when we parted ways. Shuu-kun said, “It’s okay.” and stopped my fingertips from fiddling with my smartphone.
I wonder if everything will be okay at school. I’m worried that reason and emotion will compete with each other. I can do things that I normally wouldn’t be able to do, depending on my emotions.
No, I can’t do that. Overthinking is not good. But I still want …… more.
（I want more attention.)
I want you to be with me. I want you to stroke my head. I want you to tell me that I did my best.
If possible, I want you to cook for me. Smile and say how delicious it is. Then we can take a bath together, or go to …… bed together…….
(No, no…)
My face is getting hot.
I even start to think weird things.
I was drifting in and out of fantasy and reality, and when I came to, I was asleep.
Maiban