I’m Incompetent and a Failure, and My Childhood Friend, Who Is a Beautiful Kyoto Dialect Vice President Idol on the Outside but in Reality Is a Menhera Yandere, Is Dependent on Me, but Please, Leave Me Alone!
I arrived home mentally exhausted that day.
I think I managed to put Akemi in a good mood.
In return, she made me an unexpected proposal.
She asked me to become her lover.
Of course, I agreed.
If someone you had a crush on in junior high school asks you to be his girlfriend, it’s normal to agree, right?
I was able to become lovers with Akemi.
However, strangely enough, I was not happy or excited.
I was calm to the point of being frightened.
Does Akemi like me?
Frankly speaking, I think it’s impossible.
It’s partly because I don’t remember her ever having romantic feelings for me, but I’ve never had that particular sweet feeling.
We don’t have that unique atmosphere that occurs when two people who are in love with each other are together.
How about the other one?
As a man, it is natural to feel a thrill when the opposite gender you like makes contact with your body, and it is also a natural physiological phenomenon to feel a part of your body harden.
However, I don’t think it is the same as romantic feelings.
I think there are many people who confuse sexual desire with romantic feelings, but I don’t think that’s true.
After all, I have a history of unrequited love.
I had a crush on Akemi when I was in junior high school, and I believe that love is something that comes from feelings that cannot be expressed in words.
Akemi’s confession was not only lacking in sweet and sour elements, it was almost like a threat.
It is almost the same as having a knife held to your throat and being told to go out with you for a bit.
“Haa…..”
My precious holidays are passing like this, and I might be done at the point where I find it more fun to laze around in my room, watching YouTube, reading manga, and building plastic models than being with Akemi.
Well, that’s that…
“That was soft…”
I remember the feeling of Akemi’s soft body.
As a man, I can’t resist my sexual desire….
And so Monday came.
I spent Sunday watching YouTube, reading manga, making plastic models, and doing whatever I wanted to do.
For me personally, it was a very meaningful way to spend my time, but some people, such as Akemi, might make fun of me for wasting my time in idleness, but for me, this was the most meaningful way to spend my time off.
So time flies by in the blink of an eye, and Monday arrives.
That day, while I was sitting with my father and eating breakfast that my mother had made for us, watching TV in a daze, I heard the intercom ring.
Mom went to the door to see who it was.
I had a bad feeling that my childhood friend would come to pick me up which is the so-called template… standard.
And then…
“Ara, Akemi chan? What’s wrong?”
“I’m here to pick up Akiru. We promised to go to school together from today.”
“Ara? Is that so? I haven’t heard anything from Akiru though.”
“Maybe he was too shy to tell you?”
“Mouu, I’m really sorry, he is such a bad kid, Akemi chan~.”
“Don’t worry about it, mama san.”
I didn’t make any promises.
Why are you lying so naturally?
“Akiru~ you’re good~”
“Haa. ……”
I hurriedly shove the breakfast into my mouth and pour it down my throat.
If I make Akimi angry, things will not go well.
It may be considered taboo to wait from Saturday.
Making people wait is a taboo of language.
While I was thinking about such a thing in my mind, someone came walking toward me from the front door.
“Eat calmly, don’t choke on your food in a hurry, okay? Aki kun?”
“Gulp…gulp…Akemi…”
“Yes, yes, it’s Akemi san~.”
“Come on, come on, don’t just stand there, hurry up, don’t keep Akemi chan waiting.”
“Don’t worry~, Mama san, I’m good at waiting~.”
And so I hurriedly got ready and left the house with Akemi, intending to go ……, but Akemi pointed out that I had forgotten to put my social studies textbook from third period in my bag, and I had to rush to get it….
I had taken the textbook out of my bag when I was doing the homework that had been assigned to me yesterday, and Akemi, sensing that I had forgotten to put it in my bag, confirmed my mistake, and I was right on target.
I’m so frustrated… I screwed up like this… Akemi pointed out that I had forgotten to put my textbook in my bag….
This changes nothing…
I’m just rehashing my junior high school days…….this makes me think….Akemi is my guardian….
“Fufu…”
“Wha…What are you smiling about?”
“Don’t worry about it. You’re fine just the way you are, aren’t you?”
“Wha!? Making fun of me…”
“I’m not making fun of you and I’m sorry about Saturday, okay?…”
“Ha?”
I was out of line too… and I know we’ve known each other since we were kids… but there’s a line… and I was mad too…”
“A…Akemi?”
“Fufu… have you noticed that, Aki-kun? You’re calling me by my first name. Is that right?”
“Ah, ……, Kosaka-san…”
“Forget it, it’s weird. Stop calling me by that name and call me Akemi like you used to, okay?”
“A, ……, Ake…”
“Good morning~, Akemi!”
“Akemi chan, good morning.”
“Good morning, Kosaka-chan!”
“Ah, Tomoka, Maki, Tomokazu-kun, good morning.”
As I try to speak up, I am interrupted by the top caste from the school who greet Akemi one after another.
As the school approaches, the number of students attending school increases, as is to be expected.
Then, as if on purpose, people gather and surround Akemi.
All I can do is watch Akemi from a distance as usual.
It’s nothing.
After all, a lover is just a simple verbal agreement.
It’s meaningless, just like nothing to the people around me.
I’ve experienced this many times before…I really don’t learn.
I quietly distance myself from Akemi and the group surrounding her and try to head back to school alone, but a firm grip on my arm pulls me in.
What’s that? Before I could even think, Akemi was holding me in her arms and she said something like
“Ah, and by the way! Report to everyone! I started dating this person yesterday!”
These were unexpected words.
No, it’s true that Akemi told me about it yesterday, though…
I don’t think you need to tell everyone, do you?
“Eh? Seriously?”
“Akemi chan finally has a boyfriend~?!
“Even though I was aiming for you~”
“Don’t mind don’t mind!”
“Congratulations!”
The students, male and female, were all in a celebratory mood.
Huh? Is it surprisingly nothing?
No, that’s not true.
Even though everyone was superficially congratulating me, their eyes weren’t smiling.
The boys in particular were clearly staring at me.
I knew this was going to happen…that’s why I didn’t want it.
Even if I wanted to go out with her, I wanted her to keep it quiet from the students.
Well, I somehow knew that Akemi would not listen to my selfishness.
In fact, Akemi is smiling very happily right now…