I’m Incompetent and a Failure, and My Childhood Friend, Who Is a Beautiful Kyoto Dialect Vice President Idol on the Outside but in Reality Is a Menhera Yandere, Is Dependent on Me, but Please, Leave Me Alone!
I downloaded a social game, what Aki calls a “Gloomy game,” from a site taught by Nonomura-kun.
It was my first time to play such a game.
To be honest, I’m not interested
But as I don’t have much in common with him, even something like this is better than nothing.
But the main reason why I decided to play this game was because I was curious about what kind of character Bibio, the character that Aki kun said was his oshi, was.
She looks like a quiet and unconfident girl with long white hair that reaches her waist and one eye hidden by her bangs.
In addition to this, from what Nonomura-kun told me, she seems to have a strong emotional attachment to the main character, the player.
It’s the kind of setup that otaku would love.
It’s pathetic.
So Akiru is turning his nose up at the product of this kind of creation….
I’m more…..
“What am I thinking…?”
This makes it sound like I’m jealous of this creative character…
That is impossible.
I am a genius and a person who is needed by everyone around me.
It is impossible for me to be defeated by a fictional existence.
In the small world of this school, I am treated as a kind of idol.
I am admired, respected, and honored by everyone for my good looks, athleticism, grades, and interpersonal relationships.
I have never felt bothered by this.
That’s because that’s the way it is for me.
It is a well-known fact that I am excellent, like the sky is blue and water is clear, and I understood at an early age that people have a habit of gathering around such excellent people.
But I have never been blessed with friends.
All those who approach me claiming to be my friends are like hyenas, attracted by my existence.
Some seek comfort under my protection, some exert their authority under the umbrella of my power, and some bask in a sense of superiority with my brand by their side.
If someone were to ask me if I am not bothered by it, well…I would be lying.
It is depressing and troublesome.
But sometimes I feel lonely.
No one treats me equally.
I am always alone and lonely.
No one treats me as an individual.
Except for one person.
Tadano Akiru
The only one who does not show any affection towards me.
We have known each other since kindergarten and have been together ever since.
He is like a younger brother who can be a handful.
I think he used to be brighter, but now he is dark-rooted, backward-looking, and negative-thinking.
He deserves to be called a gloomy person.
However, in spite of his characteristics, he hates to lose and has an odd sense of pride.
He has a reckless side that defies me while despising himself as incompetent.
In fact, he has repeatedly challenged me in that way, only to be beaten back.
Well…that was a long time ago, and the frequency of such challenges is much less frequent now.
Once I had him experience a thorough defeat.
After that.
He was broken
I regretted it.
He was unbreakable.
I broke him by pretending such a baseless logic.
I distanced myself from him.
I thought that if I stayed close to him, I would break him even more….
But I can’t stand it.
I can’t stand it anymore.
He is the only one who treats me as an equal.
He doesn’t praise me…he doesn’t flatter me, he’s not even flirtatious.
But that doesn’t mean he isn’t interested in me.
Sometimes I can feel his eyes on my chest, the nape of my neck, or my thighs.
I am more than enough for him to find me attractive as a woman.
Yes…I am not defeated by a two-dimensional picture by mistake!
When I realize that Aki-kun is looking at me, my body burns.
I don’t think anything of it when other men look at me…no, I even feel uncomfortable…but when Aki-kun is looking at me, that is all it takes for my body to be driven by an urge that I don’t know the reason for.
…Aki-kun is definitely a special person to me.
This kind of emotion…this kind of urge…I’ve never felt it for anyone else before.
I am a member of the student council and have duties as vice-president.
The former student council president invited me to join, but now I regret that rash decision.
The main reason is this.
“What do you think? Kosaka-san, I think we should deepen our friendship with each other in order to deepen our friendship.”
“Haa…I see. In what way do you plan to deepen your friendship with me?
“You know how lonely it is to just hang out at school, don’t you? It’s you and me, we go to each other’s houses, we go out together on weekends, right? Right?”
“With all due respect, don’t you think it’s necessary for me and the student council president to do that?”
“Why not?”
“We are just colleagues in a small group of student council members, so it would be troublesome if people expected us to act like an unsuitable lover”
“Then why don’t you be my lover? I think you and I would be a good match, don’t you?”
“Haaa…I’m not interested in romance right now though~?”
The main reason why I regret joining the student council is because of the existence of this slutty student council president.
This man tries to hit on me like this every day.
He has also harrassed me a few times, though less frequently than usual.
I thought he was a decent, popular and personable person, and I thought his invitation to join the student council was simply a result of his desire for my abilities, but it seems that he is no different from other hyenas after all.
“Think about it, okay? A person of your caliber needs a suitable partner, and I’m sure I can help you, right?”
The student council president slowly stood up and moved slowly behind me, placing his hand gently on my shoulder.
There are many things I have to do, such as allocating budgets for various club activities and paying for events such as school festivals, and I do this as my duty as vice president, but if there are people in my way, the work will be slow and slow.
“HHaa…I’ll do the rest of the work after I get home.”
“You can do it here, too right?”
“I can’t do it here with all the distractions, I can concentrate better at home.”
“I don’t understand. Why don’t you accept me? You know what I mean. Your high ability makes you lonely, you need someone who understands and supports you, don’t you?”
“I understand myself best, and you will never understand me.”
I pulled out the USB flash drive from my computer, put it in my bag, and quickly left the student council room.
I feel a lot of pressure from the student council president behind me, but I pretend not to notice it.
If this is the case, I should have gone back home with Aki kun, I really wasted a lot of time.
I regretted it.
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She said she has student council work today and can’t go home with me.
She looked very apologetic, but no one said anything about wanting to go home with her….
Lately, she has been trying to get in touch with me and teasing me by saying some kind of suggestive things.
I have no idea what she is thinking, so there is no point in worrying about it, but I can’t help but feel that it is affecting my personal life.
This is the only social game I play.
There is no particular reason why I started playing this game.
I think it was because I had a lot of free time on my hands, and I was looking for something to kill some time.
However, when I started playing, I found it surprisingly interesting, and I have been playing it for three years since the service started, without quitting.
The reason I was able to maintain the energy to continue playing for three years was not only because of the game and the story, but also because I fell in love with one character.
It was a character named Bibio.
This character was somewhat like me.
That’s why I was so emotionally invested in her, or rather, I wanted to root for her.
I felt sorry for her because she was always looking backward, suspicious, and timid.
I felt the urge to push her through the main character in the play, and before I knew it, I had been playing the game for three years and had already raised all the levels and rarities of Bibio.
I’m the type of person who enjoys hobbies alone.
I don’t have any otaku friends around me, so this is the style I have settled on, but it doesn’t mean I don’t want company.
It is the nature of an otaku to want to talk and share interests if they are the same.
That’s why I’m happy to have a friend in Nonomura-kun, but I never thought I’d be betrayed like that.
I never expected Kosaka Akemi to download a game in the first place….
Social games, plastic models, manga, novels, and anime.
This is the heart of the otaku culture I love.
I just hope that she doesn’t ruin these genres.