My Girlfriend Was Stolen From Me, but I Was Trained by the Four Heavenly Kings of B*tchy Gals at School (Including My Childhood Friend) and Before I Knew It, I Had Become a Monster
“It was a world just for the two of them.”
Lina san’s tone was gentle. But her gaze was somewhat cold,
“But even so, doing things like that for the first time〜”
And like a further blow, Sakuya san’s cold remarks cut deep into my heart.
“Yeah, as expected, if they were planning to continue like that, I was gonna stop them even if Himeka got angry.”
“I also wanted to respect Hime’s feelings, so I kept my mouth shut, but seriously, at that time, Matsuken was acting like the worst kind of idiot and it pissed me off.”
“Ugh, I’m sorry.”
I couldn’t help but apologize to them.
“Well, even if you apologize to us, I don’t think you’ll understand.”
Even as she said that, Sakuya san looked at me with accusing eyes.
“That’s true. Ah, but you absolutely must not apologize to Himeka with the way you feel right now. It will only hurt her more. You know that, don’t you?”
Lina san was right.
If I were to apologize as if I regretted what I had done, it would be the same as trampling on Himeka’s feelings, who had made up her mind to embrace me.
“Well, it’s not like Himeka was completely blameless when she was acting like a bitch, but it was normal for us. So why did it have to end up like that with Hime, of all people?”
Sakuya san’s question is a fair one.
Although I was overwhelmed in every way, I was still able to perform normally when I had sex with the other two.
However, when I saw Himeka, for some reason I saw her as Kotomi.
“That’s……”
I try to say what I really think but I get stuck for words.
There’s no doubt that I saw her similarly to Kotomi, but I can’t explain why I saw only Himeka in that way.
If there are any thoughts about Kotomi becoming more like a gal, then both Sakuya san and Lina sab are also gals, although in different types.
It would not have been strange to layer them in the same way.
But in reality, they were different, and there was no overlapping of Kotomi’s shadow.
Then, why?
I asked myself and came up with an answer.
“Maybe. Because I had feelings for Himehana.”
“Haa? If you had feelings for her, you wouldn’t have done that.”
Sakuya san seemed unconvinced.
Meanwhile, Lina san, who seemed to be deep in thought, took a short pause before beginning to speak.
“Hm, what do you mean?”
“But before that, Ken kun, if you’d known it was Himeka’s first time, you wouldn’t have embraced her like that.”
“Of course I wouldn’t have.”
That’s for sure. If I had known it was Himeka’s first time, I would not have even held her like that.
“I mean, Ken kun, you thought Himeka was an experienced bitch like the rest of us, didn’t you?”
“……Yes.”
I had no idea that Himeka, who had made such an outlandish suggestion in the first place, was inexperienced, whether she was a bitch or not.
“Um, Lina, is that an important part? It’s starting to seem like a mystery.”
“Sakuya. We won’t get to the truth of this matter unless we find out Ken kun’s motives, so this is an important question. Ken kun, before you embraced Himeka, did you imagine her being violated by another man?”
Lina san’s question like that stung my heart.
Of course. Because it was just as Lina san pointed out.
That’s how I had imagined it.
I imagined the man who took away Himeka’s first time.
The existence of the man who taught Himeka the most disgusting techniques.
The man who have spewed his liquid inside Himeka as he pleased.
And I was jealous of all of him even though I was not her boyfriend.
“……”
I was trapped in a fantasy that was too selfish.
I was too pathetic to open my mouth.
“I see, I think I’ve hit the nail. Well, if that’s your answer, then Ken kun, you must’ve been jealous of the man in Himeka’s past who’s not even existed.”
“Eh, if that’s the case, then why is it normal for him when it was with us?”
“Ken kun already answered that question himself.”
Lina san pointed at me with a big smile.
If you put it that way, even I understand.
“It’s a question of whether it’s love or not.”
“Exactly. We didn’t have any particular friendship when we first met, so to Ken kun we were complete strangers. But it was totally different with Himeka. The two of them were childhood friends, and even got along well until middle school. It may not have been romantic feelings, but surely you still had feelings for Himeka, am I right?”
“Yes, we were estranged, but we didn’t split up over a fight. She was sympathetic when I talked to her about my ex.”
Perhaps it was Lina san’s guidance, but I was like a culprit confessing my crime, saying what I was thinking.
“Umm. I still don’t get it. As I said in the beginning, if you like someone, you’d be be nice to them, right?”
“Of course. that would be the case normally. But Ken kun is different now. He’s been bothered by something that happened with his ex.”
“Erm, I give up. I don’t understand it well enough, Lina, please explain it more clearly.”
I don’t understand it.
“Okay. Basically, Himeka acted like a bitch, and Ken kun sensed the presence of other men from her past, so he tried to take her back from those men’s shadows. And, to make matters worse, Ken kun had just had his girlfriend stolen from him, and the reason was because of the quality of sex. In other words, that shadow became the symbol of a man who tries to steal a woman away from him.”
“Haa, it makes it even more complicated. Why would the man who slept with his ex become Himeka’s ex?”
“Like I said, that’s the problem. Right now, Ken kun is in a state where he can’t make rational decisions. It’s a real trauma for him.”
“Oh, you mean to say that Matsuken is still traumatized?”
“Ah, don’t even bother with that. Seriously, I thought that if I just let him gain a bit of confidence then the problem would be solved…haaa.”
Lina san sighed deeply and I felt somehow sorry so I bowed my head and apologized.
“I’m sorry. It’s my fault.”
“Ah, that part, let’s improve that, too. That’s why you…..I shouldn’t say that.”
Lina san stopped as she was about to say something.
The look of dismay immediately changes to a serious expression as she looks me in the eye.
“Well, since that’s what Himeka asked, I’ll be happy to do it. Since the ship already sailed, I’ll help you out, so let’s overcome this.”
Lina san’s tone of voice, as she said that, was changing to a broken tone, as if she was beginning to feel that there was no need for her to mend things with me.
“Aahh. Well, I didn’t really get it, but I guess it means that if he get good at sex, Matsuken will be back to normal. If that’s the case, I’ll help you out too, for Himeka’s sake.”
Sakuya san tilted her head a little, but offered to help.
“……Thank you, both of you.”
For a moment, I was about to apologize again, but then I quickly decided that that wasn’t the right thing to do, and instead I thanked them.
Of course, I’m more grateful to Himeka.
I look at Himeka, who is tired and sleeping, with that feeling in my heart.
Her defenseless sleeping face eases my stagnant feelings a little.
“Erm. Sorry to interrupt your thoughts, but we’re about to have a special training session now.”
“Ah, it’s true that if you leave it like that, Himeka won’t feel rewarded. You need to grow up to be able to make Himeka climax with pleasure.”
The two of them said so, and they came close to me.
One person was bad enough, but with two of them…
–I was already squeezed until my spirit was exhausted.
But from their perspective, this may have been a way of getting revenge for what I had done to Himeka.
Somehow I felt a special connection between the three of them, and I envied them a little.
Maitoshi