My Girlfriend Was Stolen From Me, but I Was Trained by the Four Heavenly Kings of B*tchy Gals at School (Including My Childhood Friend) and Before I Knew It, I Had Become a Monster
The late rainy season had just passed and the summer holidays were just around the corner.
It was my birthday.
But…..my girlfriend who celebrated with a smile last year was not by my side.
She had an appointment with a friend, so she prioritized that over spending time with me.
I was about to give up, but I accepted with a smile.
She smiled too,
[Sorry, I’ll make it up to you someday.] She said.
Then today.
I had nothing to do even though it was a holiday.
I usually read a book I borrowed, but today was my birthday, and I remembered that I had reserved a cake.
I was supposed to eat it with my girlfriend.
But now that she can’t come, it is too big for me to eat by myself.
I wanted to share it with my family, but my parents, who have always been laissez-faire by nature, were away on a trip. Ironically, they seemed to be being considerate.
To be frank, I know it’s lonely to eat cake alone on my birthday. But I can’t ignore the fact that I had made reservations.
So I prepared to go out and headed for the downtown area in front of the station where the store was located.
The area in front of the station was crowded with people because it was Sunday. Since I don’t like crowds, I escaped to a back street where there were few pedestrians.
But I soon realized that this was a mistake.
I saw a couple making out in an empty backstreet.
Feeling awkward, I feel uncomfortable going back to the main street.
I had no choice but to pretend I didn’t know them and walk right past them.
So, if my timing had been just a little off, I probably would have gone unnoticed. Just as I had always hoped.
But fate would not allow it.
Their lips parted in a deep kiss, and their vision widened.
It seems that at the moment the woman was pulled back to reality from the sweet world where she could only see him, she caught me, a foreign object, in her field of vision.
That’s why she was so surprised and uttered a cry.
“Kyaa?!”
I reacted involuntarily to the familiar voice in my ear.
I quickly turned my gaze and my eyes met the eyes of the same person I knew so well and loved.
Normally, that gaze would be shy, but somehow it gave me a comforting warmth.
But at this moment, it was as cold as if I had been thrown out naked in an extremely cold place, and the air became tense all at once.
Needless to say, the woman who was kissing the stranger deeply was Kotomi, who was supposed to be my girlfriend.
Kotomi completely stopped moving when she recognized me.
I froze as well, unable to comprehend the situation.
But just as I was about to question him, fuelled by the rising anger,
Kotomi was the first to open her mouth.
“Senpai. This is the ex-boyfriend I told you about.”
Suddenly, she pointed at me and introduced me as her ex-boyfriend.
Even though it was clear to me that the breakup was imminent, I don’t remember having an official break-up conversation.
“Oh, that’s the stalker that’s been following Kotomi around. He was persistent but he couldn’t satisfy you. Hehe, sorry ex-boyfriend. Tell him that he can’t satisfy you and that you prefer me. She’s been mine for a long time, so don’t be a bitch and keep following her around.”
The man called “senpai” threatened me in a strong tone.
When I glared at him, he came up to me, grabbed me by the chest, and glared back.
“Ku !?”
A blow to the head. In the threatening atmosphere, Kotomi said in a sweet voice that didn’t read the air.
“Oh my God, Senpai. It’s true, no man can compare sex with Senpai, so let’s leave him alone and continue at the hotel.”
“Gahahaha, that’s a nice thing to say. It seems that you had never had an orgasm until you did it with me. Now when I thrust into you hard, you come right away and pee with pleasure.”
Orgasm?
Pee?
Unfamiliar words. But I can understand from the flow of the conversation that it is somehow an obscene word.
In other words, Kotomi is already in such a deep physical relationship with her senior.
I also knew that this wasn’t just a relationship that lasted a day or two…
Ignoring my thoughts as I struggle to keep up, the senior lets go of my hand and laughs condescendingly.
Kotomi’s expression becomes stern scolding her senior.
“Oh, senpai. That’s not something you should be talking about right now.”
But I knew from our many years together that she wasn’t really angry.
On the contrary, they seem to be having fun messing around with me, which makes me realize that she doesn’t need me anymore.
“I see…….I…….”
“…Yes……I’m done with you. So please don’t hang around me from now on.”
“Hahaha, that’s how it is. Well, I’m a kind person. I’ll allow you to jerk off while remembering her body, and what’s more, if you pay me I’ll even provide you with some fap material, as long as you pay me, gahahaha.”
I couldn’t stand the senpai’s vulgar laugh any longer, and I left the place without being able to say anything back.
I left without being able to say a word back. I didn’t even want to accept the cake anymore, so I went back to my house, feeling bad.
On the way home, my thoughts continue to be jumbled up, and the words of those two people keep playing on repeat in my brain.
The noise in my brain is so sickening that I get sick on the way home and vomit on the street.
And the passersby look at me like I’m dirty.
I was miserable.
I wanted to cry.
But if I cried here, people would look at me with even whiter eyes, and I would be even more miserable.
I held back my tears and managed to get home and fell on my bed in my room.
As I lay face down on the pillow, the tears I had been holding back began to overflow.
Memories of her flooded out with my tears.
The happy days.
The condescending laughter of the older students and her flirtatious sweet voice.
The peaceful time that began in that library, the warm days that piled up, have been snatched away by that senior…….
The truth is, I knew it was coming.
The collapse had already begun and I was just trying not to see it.
And today, I was confronted with the truth that I had been averting my eyes from.
I know that in my mind.
I know that, but my emotions cannot catch up with my rational mind.
I don’t want to know that it’s over, and the feelings I have for her won’t simply disappear, so I begin to cry again on my own.
But reality is cruel, and no matter how much I cry, she will not come back.
If it were true, she would be in a hotel by now…….
[What, was having sex with me not enough for you?]
I whine to myself, but at the same time I’m convinced.
I’m sure that such a man deserves to be cuckolded.
On my birthday, after finding out that I was cuckolded and being unilaterally told to leave my girlfriend.
I couldn’t say anything back to the two people who were sneering at me, and all I could do was run away.
I’m a miserable and pathetic man.
No matter how much you care about your partner, no matter how much you like her, no matter how much you love her, no matter how much you love her from the bottom of your heart, she can easily be overturned by physical pleasure, just like Kotomi.
That is because I’m not man enough.
Because I’m a pathetic man who cannot satisfy my girlfriend alone.
If I had been strong enough as a man, if I had been able to make her my own, we might still be able to celebrate my birthday together.
But…..as you can see, the result is that despite it being my birthday, I’m alone and weepy.
There is no point in me living like this.
And if I die, I might be able to use it as a little bit of a rebuke to Kotomi.
I even had an easy thought in my mind.
But ……
[I’m a real loser then.]
I did reconsider that.
However, I received a message from an unknown account that seemed to override my thoughts.
[You’ll have to pay if you want to see what happens next.]
The image pasted there was of Kotomi without a stitch of clothing on. But she didn’t look as if she didn’t want to be photographed.
I realized that the Kotomi I knew was no longer there.
Maitoshi