My Girlfriend Was Stolen From Me, but I Was Trained by the Four Heavenly Kings of B*tchy Gals at School (Including My Childhood Friend) and Before I Knew It, I Had Become a Monster
The moment Kensei kun stepped on my head, I felt an indescribable emotion.
I have been involved in S&M perverted play, but nothing like this has ever touched my heart like just being stepped on.
After that, I was verbally tortured a lot.
I was told how I was a slut and a worthless being who was not worthy of being held by a man.
When Kensei kun told me that again, I was moved to tears.
I don’t know why. But I knew it wasn’t just because I was frustrated. Because somewhere inside of me, my heart was beating.
From there, Kensei kun started flirting with that woman, Aizen Himeka, while playing with me.
Kensei kun only touched me on a whim, but at that time, contrary to his rough words, he was polite and gentle. But just that made my body go numb as if an electric current had passed through it, and my vagina happily squirted juices.
I had been held by many men, and I should have known the pleasure of being on top of them, but this was a feeling on a different level.
I felt that it was not a matter of technique, but simply my body’s desire for Kensei kun.
My thirst was quenched by the mere act of being touched.
That is why anything Kensei kun did made me feel good. Even if he was teasing me with a toy, I felt like I was really being held by Kensei kun. The vibrating toy reminded me of Kensei kun’s dick pulsating inside me.
“Nice face you got there. Now I’ll tell you why you’re not satisfied.”
The hateful woman who stole Kensei kun from me smiled at me and said so.
How could this woman understand me?
I thought it was impossible.
But her words were true.
I’m being shown right in front of my eyes.
Kensei kun and that woman were having serious lovemaking.
A intercourse that is truly trying to become one, and a loving intercourse that feels as if they are connected as one.
Even those of us who were watching could feel how seriously they were in love with each other.
Hojo Sakuya and Kannazuki Lina, who had been watching us from somewhere and who seemed to have been guessed in the same way as I was, joined us later, and as if they had forgotten about me, the four of them began to have serious sex to the point of fainting.
However, in terms of content, it was far more difficult than any game I’ve ever experienced.
It was nothing compared to the things I was made to do with my college friends or the special play I was taught in a secret club.
Kensei kun and the others are just trying to make each other feel good.
It was amazingly simple, that’s all.
But it seemed like that naturally brought the four of them together and made a circle.
Even if I were to jump into that circle right now, I intuitively know that I would not be able to feel good in the same way.
At the same time, I was touched by Kensei kun, and the thing that should have been fulfilled became thirsty.
I could do nothing but comfort myself as I looked at the four of them, trying to moisten my parched feelings as much as I could.
“Can’t you tell yet?”
The woman who had just finished being served by Kensei kun looked ecstatic as she twisted the residue of Kensei kun’s dick that had been served to her around her finger and held it out to me.
I sucked on her finger as if I was being lured, and took Kensei kun inside me.
“It’s delicious, isn’t it?”
There was no way.
I have drunk it as a part of my play, but I have never thought it tasted good.
But when I first took a mouthful of Kensei kun’s jizz, which was entwined with this woman’s fingers, tasted it and swallowed it, I felt so much love for him that I really thought it tasted good.
“You know why, don’t you?”
I already knew that without being told.
Now that Kensei kun hasn’t even taken me seriously, I understand even more…I understand how precious even the leftovers he gave me out of his kindness were.
The truth is that I really, really didn’t realize it.
No, no. I just turned away and pretended not to notice. I didn’t want to regret that my choice was a mistake.
But the feelings that confronted me showed me the answer without any choice.
Yes, I still “love” Kensei kun.
Even though I chose the pleasure of fulfilling my body over Kensei kun’s feelings, even though I betrayed him in such a terrible way.
When I was alone during the summer vacation, all I could think of was Kensei kun.
After the summer vacation, I was jealous of another girl next to Kensei kun. Even though I had dumped him myself.
Then, foolishly, I made excuses to myself because Senpai told me to, and seriously tried to get back together with him.
I thought that Kensei kun still loved me.
Even after Kensei kun made me cum just by caressing me and made me realize it, I still tried to hold on to him.
I had the impossible fantasy that if I was better at sex than the three of them, he would come back to me.
And the result was this.
Even though I had dropped out of school, I still believed that there was a ray of hope and stormed into Aizen’s mansion, only to be turned back down, just as she said.
The difference in sex between myself and the girls made me realize that not even one-hundredth of the feelings that were directed toward them were directed toward me.
The fact that I had felt fulfilled on my own was only my own self-satisfaction.
I realized that what had truly fulfilled me had long since been lost and was nowhere to be found.
“What you’ve lost, you can’t get it back. You threw it away yourself. You traded your feelings for Ken chan, which were supposed to be the most important thing to you, for pleasure.”
“That’s…..”
I couldn’t say no because it was true.
The woman continued speaking to me.
“I was actually a virgin until Ken chan held me during the summer vacation.”
“Eh, no way.”
I couldn’t believe it. The rumors were true, and the sex she had with Kensei kun just now was amazing. As I said at the beginning, I could tell that Kensei kun’s normal-sized thing was seriously stimulating my womb.
“Fufu, we worked hard together. So that we could reach an orgasm together, because we both wanted the person we love to feel good. We worked hard together. Of course, it might look like a sleazy gathering from the outside, but we worked hard because we wanted to feel good for each other. That’s the result we have now. We feel so fulfilled.”
Her words were…
I don’t understand what she meant at all.
After all, I changed men because I wanted to feel better, and I was with many different men because I lacked technique.
And yet the only man in front of her was Kensei kun, and even though she only knew Kensei kun, she felt so good with him. She was making Kensei kun feel so good.
“Then what was it that I did?”
The inarticulate cry of my heart.
If I had not been misled by Minami’s words and only looked at Kensei kun, would I have……become like that?
If I had made an effort in a different direction.
If I had stepped up together with Kensei kun…….
If I had done that, even now, it might have been me who was being folded over there and moaning.
Thinking about that, I was more and more miserable.
Aizen Himeka continued to talk to me.
“I can never forgive you for hurting Ken chan, but there’s one thing I really wanna thank you for.”
“……”
There was no way that she could be grateful to me for hurting Kensei kun. I thought that it was surely an expression of pity from this woman for how miserable I was.
And that’s why I didn’t want to shed tears at such words of pity.
But the woman in front of me said in a calm tone of voice, as if she was truly grateful.
“Thank you, Kotomi chan. For choosing a boring guy who only has a body.”
As soon as I heard those words of gratitude, the tears I had been holding back began to flow.
I realized that I had made a terrible mistake in my choice.
I was almost crushed by the overwhelming sense of regret.
I couldn’t stay.
In tears, I picked up the clothes I had taken off and ran away.
In other words, it meant that I had been completely defeated by that woman.
Maitoshi