My Girlfriend Was Stolen From Me, but I Was Trained by the Four Heavenly Kings of B*tchy Gals at School (Including My Childhood Friend) and Before I Knew It, I Had Become a Monster
So I……
I wanted to shake off the shadows swarming around Himeka, so I devoured the lips in front of me and penetrated her with the frustration and desire that buzzed in my chest at the same time.
What I felt there was a strong resistance and a painfully tightening sensation.
“Nnngggghh.”
Himeka’s muffled voice, trying not to scream.
I finally noticed something was wrong with Himeka there.
She was shedding tears and looking distressed, but for some reason, she was only smiling.
“Why?”
I muttered unintentionally.
I had no idea what it meant.
I didn’t try to understand why Himeka, who was supposed to be so experienced, had such an expression on her face.
But I understood that Himeka was in pain and suffering.
And tried to move away from Himeka as quickly as I could.
But Himeka clung to me and did not let go, and whispered in my ear.
“I told you. You can do whatever you want. So please, don’t stop.”
Himeka, spilling tears, kisses me deeply to hold me as she tries to pull away.
It was different from the first kiss she gave me, but it was the same kiss I gave her, a kiss to forcefully ask for it.
Oral sex is when you connect with your partner simply by using your mouth, following your desires.
I could not resist Himeka’s desire.
I could not resist the man’s desire that welled up in me, and even though I knew that Himeka was in pain, I drove my own wedge into her with my desire.
Each time, she screams in agony because she can’t stand it, and each time she smiles to cover it up.
And I continue to seek Himeka with my desire.
But…..
“……Himeka, you don’t have to push yourself any further.”
The guilt prevails, and I stop moving, pretending to be shallow and concerned.
Hearing what I said, Himeka looked sad for a moment, then quickly shook her head in denial.
“No, I’m happy now, I do. I can finally feel Kensei.”
Himeka smiled at me like that as she endured the pain. The smile doesn’t look fake.
“Why are you…..”
Himeka endures the pain, but never tries to reject it herself.
Why is that?
The answer is not coming out of my mouth, even though I know it in my head.
Had Himeka anticipated this about me?
“…No, it’s because I just wanted Kensei to hold me in my arms…so this is…my desire. I’m just an evil bitch who wanted to take advantage of Kensei’s broken heart and have sex with him…so don’t worry about it Kensei, I just want it to feel good, ngh”
Himeka said and tried to move herself with all the strength she could muster.
To ease my guilt.
The black stagnation that had been smoldering and stirring deep in my chest disappeared at the sight of Himeka.
I stop Himeka’s attempt to move and slowly pick her up.
I place her on my lap and stare at Himeka in a position facing her.
I gently hold Himeka, who is puzzled and doesn’t understand my intention, and gently touches her with my mouth.
“Eh?!”
I kissed Himeka again.
This time it’s a gentle kiss.
With kindness and affection, as if to thank Himeka for all her hard work.
“Himeka, thanks. But you don’t have to be the only one to do it. You said at the beginning that we would step up together.”
I finally understood the meaning of what she said at that time, and stroked her beautifully dyed silver ash hair as I admonished her.
The shiny silver hair, which is easy to run your fingers through, is well cared for despite being dyed, and feels nice and silky.
I embraced Himeka without even realizing it. To put it bluntly, I’m an idiot.
“Fufu, what’s wrong with you, suddenly became so gentle.”
Himeka, in response to my change, returns to a slightly calmer expression from the forced expression she had earlier.
“I’m sorry. I should’ve done this from the beginning.”
Yes, it didn’t matter whether Himeka was a bitch or a virgin.
Being kind to girls. I couldn’t do something as simple as that.
I was trying to compete, but who was I trying to compete with?
“So what, I told you to do as you like.”
Himehaa smiled at me.
She must have accepted me knowing how pathetic I was.
That’s why she smiled at me even when she was in pain.
But that was too pathetic.
“Yeah. So I’ll do whatever I want. I know it’s a little late for this, but I’d like to hold Himeka in my own way.”
“Geez, I’ve already told you many times that I want to do whatever you want.”
As she said this, Himeka looked somewhat pleased and gave me a soft kiss.
I kissed her back gently, and we lost ourselves in the kiss for quite a long time, rather than for a while, and we both sought each other out.
After that, we repeatedly caressed each other, kissing, trying to get used to each other first.
Finally, when Himeka was physically exhausted, we finally broke the connection.
–In other words.
Himeka and I were not able to climax together until the end.
To be honest, from Himeka’s point of view, it was probably the worst first experience for her.
She was moved around as pleased without being cared for, and in the end, we only ended up halfway through without finishing it.
No, if there was a hole, I really wanted to get in it.
Next to Himeka, who was completely exhausted and sighing in her sleep, I looked back on my actions, which were too pathetic, and reflected on them.
I was such a pathetic person, so it was only natural.
I was too late to notice the two cold eyes looking at me.
Maitoshi