The Issue With Her Arrow Pointing at Me Being Way Too Big
Ayaka gazed down at me, her face flushed, as if letting out a hot breath.
I couldn’t move, let alone speak, under her moist gazeโฆ No, that wasn’t it.
Because an even greater shock was radiating through my palm.
“โฆโฆโฆโฆโฆ”
“โฆโฆโฆโฆ”
Ayaka’s chest, which I was touching through her uniform shirt.
The last time I touched it, I was surprised by its firmness, but I could feel the fabric of her undergarmentsโฆ there was a stiffness within that firmness.
But now, the firmness I was touching had no stiffness at allโฆ and right in the center of my palm, something plump and rounded was pressing against it.
โโฆYou touched me again, didn’t you?โ
โโฆWhyโโ
โYou’re wondering if I’m not wearing a bra?โ
โโฆโ
โWhyโฆ do you think?โ
Huh? Whyโฆ like, how the hell would I know!?
I was about to snap back, complaining, but then I heard footsteps coming up to the rooftop.
The sound was faint, but it was definitely real. I immediately grabbed Ayaka and pulled her into the shadows to hide.
โSomeone coming?โ
โโฆYeah.โ
The spot we hid in was behind the entranceโฆ a place tangled with pipes and such, perfect for hiding. It was easy for us to see them, but hard for them to see us.
โโฆHuh, Makoto?โ
It was Tokui and his friend, Tojo, who arrived.
Why were they hereโฆ? Curious, I stayed glued to Ayaka and listened to their conversation.
โโฆWhy are still clinging to me?โ
โHuh? Didn’t you drag me here, Amato-kun?โ
โโฆGuess you’re right.โ
Anyway, I had to find out why they came here!
Straining my ears, I could hear every detail of their conversation.
โSo, why’d you come up to the roof?โ
โโฆBecause Ayaka wasn’t in the classroom.โ
โHuh? You came all the way up here looking for Otonashi? That’s weird. You never did stuff like this before, did you?โ
โโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆโ
Whatโฆ They were looking for Ayaka?
I thought maybe she had some urgent business and they were searching for her, but judging by their demeanor, it didn’t seem like something that simple.
โโฆLately, I feel like Ayaka’s been acting weird.โ
โActing weird?โ
โโฆLike she laughs a lot more, or something. She’s gotten brighter.โ
โWhat are you talking about? That’s not a bad thing, it’s a good thing!โ
โโฆIt’s because I don’t know why that’s making me feel uneasy.โ
โYou know what, dude? That’s totally ’cause you’re freaking obsessed with Otonashi.โ
The conversation was entirely about Ayaka.
I couldn’t help glancing at Ayaka near my chestโฆ but she wasn’t looking at me. She was staring intently at the two people across from us.
Only, she wasn’t smiling. Her expression was blank, as if she’d stripped away all emotion.
“Well, she’s my childhood friend! Of course I care! We were always togetherโฆ I was the only one who was close to Ayakaโฆ We don’t talk much these days, but still, as her childhood friend, I’ve been watching over herโฆ”
โโฆMan, you’re such a painโฆ Saying all that stuff, it’s because you like her or something, right?โ
โI told you it’s not like that!โ
โYeah, yeah, whatever. Well, you don’t have to admit it, but if you keep this up, you’re seriously gonna lose Ayaka to someone else, aren’t you?โ
โโฆAyaka’s just plainโฆ Who would want Ayakaโโ
Plainโฆ huh.
I used to think Ayaka was plain too, but after getting close to her, I stopped thinking that completely.
In fact, it’s the opposite now. I think Ayaka is incredibly cute, beautifulโฆ and lately, with all that stuff, even sexy. That’s how I see her now.
โHey, does that bother you?โ
โHuh?โ
โI don’t care either wayโฆ So let’s just leave them alone, okay?โ
Ayaka said that and looked away from them.
Tokui and Tojo seemed to still be talking about Ayaka, but I was so overwhelmed by Ayaka’s aura that I couldn’t spare any attention for them anymore.
โSit down.โ
โโฆYeah.โ
I sat down where I was told, and Ayaka settled herself completely onto my legs, which were crossed in a sitting position.
What’s more, she wrapped her legs around my waist, creating a rather vulgar pose that spread her skirt wide openโฆ Yet Ayaka didn’t seem to care at all. She pressed her body against me, who was lowering my voice so Tokui wouldn’t notice.
โI’ve been helped so much by you, Amato-kunโฆ You don’t seem to mind at all, and you treat me teaching you like it’s a favor, but I want to repay you in a different way.โ
โA different wayโฆ?โ
โDon’t you want to touch my breasts more thoroughly?โ
She smiled sweetlyโฆ Wait, did she just lick her lips?!
Noโฆ I knew Ayaka wouldn’t make that kind of expression, but I was so stunned I couldn’t get the words out.
โHeheโฆ You wouldn’t just coolly say โWhat are you talking about?โ and refuse, would you? Even if you did refuse, you’d be too embarrassed to string the words together properly, right?โ
โโฆNo, anyone would be like that.โ
โThat’s exactly what’s so greatโฆ that part. Your impressive physique, Amato-kunโฆ but inside, you’re so incredibly kind, and that makes me want to snuggle up to you. It’s wonderful.โ
Kind? Wanting to snuggle up? โฆNone of that matters right now.
Being pressured like this by a girl was something I’d never experienced before, but honestly, a guy like me could never get used to a situation like thisโฆ So no matter how much time passes, I’ll probably always panic like crazy, despite this huge frame of mine.
โI wasn’t braless the whole time, okay? I took it off thinking about this thank-youโฆ I’m wearing a shirt under my uniform anyway, so it wouldn’t have shown.โ
โOhโฆ reallyโฆโ
โYeahโso as a thank-you, please touch them?โ
She swayed her breasts playfully, standing tall and proud.
The large curves spread out before meโฆ Their shape was painfully obvious even through the white uniform shirtโฆ And because she wasn’t wearing a bra, the slight contours of her smaller mounds were also faintly visible.
โYou’re curious about what a girl’s breasts are like, right? You’re a boy too, Amato-kun? So why not try it out with me? This is just a thank youโฆ Yes, it’s a thank you, so don’t hold back, okay?โ
โโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆโ
This had to be wrong.
Yet I couldn’t tear my gaze away from Ayaka’s curves, and the urge to touch them was pure curiosityโฆ I stopped myself just as my hands reached out, looked at Ayaka, but she only nodded as if to say, go ahead.
โโฆAre you sure it’s okay?โ
โSure.โ
โโฆWellโฆ I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t resist curiosity, or rather, I can’t fight my interest.โ
โHehe, go ahead.โ
Thisโฆ this is unavoidable.
I slowly reached out my handโฆ placed it on Ayaka’s chest, and gently began massaging it, varying the pressure.
โHow is it?โ
โโฆIt really is soft.โ
โHonestly, I’m pretty confident about the elasticity and sensitivity too.โ
โS-Sensitivity!?โ
โAhhโกโ
Hearing the word โsensitivity,โ I reacted and accidentally squeezed harder.
And then Ayaka’s high-pitched voice echoed.
โD-Didn’t you just make a sound?โ
โDid I? I didn’t hear anything special?โ
My heart nearly stopped.
But luckily, Tokui and the others didn’t come over. They kept talking about Ayaka the whole time.
โโฆI don’t care what he thinks, Makotoโฆ I like doing this right nowโฆ I want you to touch me harder.โ
What the hell is this?
While Tokuiโฆ that guy was talking about Ayaka, his childhood friend, I was secretly groping her breastsโฆ and Ayaka was smiling happilyโฆ with this incredibly erotic look in her eyesโฆ
In the end, I kept groping Ayaka’s breasts.
By the time I noticed, Tokui and Tojo were gone from the rooftopโฆ but honestly, I couldn’t care less anymore.
โHehe, did you get satisfied?โ
โโฆYeah.โ
โAnytime you want? If you ever feel like touching me, you can touch me anytime, okay? Whatever you want to doโฆwhatever you want to do to a girl, you can use me for it, okay?โ
โโฆโ
โAbsolutelyโฆabsolutely, okay?โ
Those words lingered in my earsโฆechoing inside me for a long time.
Maiasa