Episode 8 – Hidden secrets


The Issue With Her Arrow Pointing at Me Being Way Too Big


Ayaka gazed down at me, her face flushed, as if letting out a hot breath.

I couldn’t move, let alone speak, under her moist gazeโ€ฆ No, that wasn’t it.

Because an even greater shock was radiating through my palm.

“โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ”

“โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ”

Ayaka’s chest, which I was touching through her uniform shirt.

The last time I touched it, I was surprised by its firmness, but I could feel the fabric of her undergarmentsโ€ฆ there was a stiffness within that firmness.

But now, the firmness I was touching had no stiffness at allโ€ฆ and right in the center of my palm, something plump and rounded was pressing against it.

โ€œโ€ฆYou touched me again, didn’t you?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆWhyโ€”โ€

โ€œYou’re wondering if I’m not wearing a bra?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€

โ€œWhyโ€ฆ do you think?โ€

Huh? Whyโ€ฆ like, how the hell would I know!?

I was about to snap back, complaining, but then I heard footsteps coming up to the rooftop.

The sound was faint, but it was definitely real. I immediately grabbed Ayaka and pulled her into the shadows to hide.

โ€œSomeone coming?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆYeah.โ€

The spot we hid in was behind the entranceโ€ฆ a place tangled with pipes and such, perfect for hiding. It was easy for us to see them, but hard for them to see us.

โ€œโ€ฆHuh, Makoto?โ€

It was Tokui and his friend, Tojo, who arrived.

Why were they hereโ€ฆ? Curious, I stayed glued to Ayaka and listened to their conversation.

โ€œโ€ฆWhy are still clinging to me?โ€

โ€œHuh? Didn’t you drag me here, Amato-kun?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆGuess you’re right.โ€

Anyway, I had to find out why they came here!

Straining my ears, I could hear every detail of their conversation.

โ€œSo, why’d you come up to the roof?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆBecause Ayaka wasn’t in the classroom.โ€

โ€œHuh? You came all the way up here looking for Otonashi? That’s weird. You never did stuff like this before, did you?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

Whatโ€ฆ They were looking for Ayaka?

I thought maybe she had some urgent business and they were searching for her, but judging by their demeanor, it didn’t seem like something that simple.

โ€œโ€ฆLately, I feel like Ayaka’s been acting weird.โ€

โ€œActing weird?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆLike she laughs a lot more, or something. She’s gotten brighter.โ€

โ€œWhat are you talking about? That’s not a bad thing, it’s a good thing!โ€

โ€œโ€ฆIt’s because I don’t know why that’s making me feel uneasy.โ€

โ€œYou know what, dude? That’s totally ’cause you’re freaking obsessed with Otonashi.โ€

The conversation was entirely about Ayaka.

I couldn’t help glancing at Ayaka near my chestโ€ฆ but she wasn’t looking at me. She was staring intently at the two people across from us.

Only, she wasn’t smiling. Her expression was blank, as if she’d stripped away all emotion.

“Well, she’s my childhood friend! Of course I care! We were always togetherโ€ฆ I was the only one who was close to Ayakaโ€ฆ We don’t talk much these days, but still, as her childhood friend, I’ve been watching over herโ€ฆ”

โ€œโ€ฆMan, you’re such a painโ€ฆ Saying all that stuff, it’s because you like her or something, right?โ€

โ€œI told you it’s not like that!โ€

โ€œYeah, yeah, whatever. Well, you don’t have to admit it, but if you keep this up, you’re seriously gonna lose Ayaka to someone else, aren’t you?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆAyaka’s just plainโ€ฆ Who would want Ayakaโ€”โ€

Plainโ€ฆ huh.

I used to think Ayaka was plain too, but after getting close to her, I stopped thinking that completely.

In fact, it’s the opposite now. I think Ayaka is incredibly cute, beautifulโ€ฆ and lately, with all that stuff, even sexy. That’s how I see her now.

โ€œHey, does that bother you?โ€

โ€œHuh?โ€

โ€œI don’t care either wayโ€ฆ So let’s just leave them alone, okay?โ€

Ayaka said that and looked away from them.

Tokui and Tojo seemed to still be talking about Ayaka, but I was so overwhelmed by Ayaka’s aura that I couldn’t spare any attention for them anymore.

โ€œSit down.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆYeah.โ€

I sat down where I was told, and Ayaka settled herself completely onto my legs, which were crossed in a sitting position.

What’s more, she wrapped her legs around my waist, creating a rather vulgar pose that spread her skirt wide openโ€ฆ Yet Ayaka didn’t seem to care at all. She pressed her body against me, who was lowering my voice so Tokui wouldn’t notice.

โ€œI’ve been helped so much by you, Amato-kunโ€ฆ You don’t seem to mind at all, and you treat me teaching you like it’s a favor, but I want to repay you in a different way.โ€

โ€œA different wayโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œDon’t you want to touch my breasts more thoroughly?โ€

She smiled sweetlyโ€ฆ Wait, did she just lick her lips?!

Noโ€ฆ I knew Ayaka wouldn’t make that kind of expression, but I was so stunned I couldn’t get the words out.

โ€œHeheโ€ฆ You wouldn’t just coolly say โ€˜What are you talking about?โ€™ and refuse, would you? Even if you did refuse, you’d be too embarrassed to string the words together properly, right?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆNo, anyone would be like that.โ€

โ€œThat’s exactly what’s so greatโ€ฆ that part. Your impressive physique, Amato-kunโ€ฆ but inside, you’re so incredibly kind, and that makes me want to snuggle up to you. It’s wonderful.โ€

Kind? Wanting to snuggle up? โ€ฆNone of that matters right now.

Being pressured like this by a girl was something I’d never experienced before, but honestly, a guy like me could never get used to a situation like thisโ€ฆ So no matter how much time passes, I’ll probably always panic like crazy, despite this huge frame of mine.

โ€œI wasn’t braless the whole time, okay? I took it off thinking about this thank-youโ€ฆ I’m wearing a shirt under my uniform anyway, so it wouldn’t have shown.โ€

โ€œOhโ€ฆ reallyโ€ฆโ€

โ€œYeahโ€”so as a thank-you, please touch them?โ€

She swayed her breasts playfully, standing tall and proud.

The large curves spread out before meโ€ฆ Their shape was painfully obvious even through the white uniform shirtโ€ฆ And because she wasn’t wearing a bra, the slight contours of her smaller mounds were also faintly visible.

โ€œYou’re curious about what a girl’s breasts are like, right? You’re a boy too, Amato-kun? So why not try it out with me? This is just a thank youโ€ฆ Yes, it’s a thank you, so don’t hold back, okay?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

This had to be wrong.

Yet I couldn’t tear my gaze away from Ayaka’s curves, and the urge to touch them was pure curiosityโ€ฆ I stopped myself just as my hands reached out, looked at Ayaka, but she only nodded as if to say, go ahead.

โ€œโ€ฆAre you sure it’s okay?โ€

โ€œSure.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆWellโ€ฆ I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t resist curiosity, or rather, I can’t fight my interest.โ€

โ€œHehe, go ahead.โ€

Thisโ€ฆ this is unavoidable.

I slowly reached out my handโ€ฆ placed it on Ayaka’s chest, and gently began massaging it, varying the pressure.

โ€œHow is it?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆIt really is soft.โ€

โ€œHonestly, I’m pretty confident about the elasticity and sensitivity too.โ€

โ€œS-Sensitivity!?โ€

โ€œAhhโ™กโ€

Hearing the word โ€œsensitivity,โ€ I reacted and accidentally squeezed harder.

And then Ayaka’s high-pitched voice echoed.

โ€œD-Didn’t you just make a sound?โ€

โ€œDid I? I didn’t hear anything special?โ€

My heart nearly stopped.

But luckily, Tokui and the others didn’t come over. They kept talking about Ayaka the whole time.

โ€œโ€ฆI don’t care what he thinks, Makotoโ€ฆ I like doing this right nowโ€ฆ I want you to touch me harder.โ€

What the hell is this?

While Tokuiโ€ฆ that guy was talking about Ayaka, his childhood friend, I was secretly groping her breastsโ€ฆ and Ayaka was smiling happilyโ€ฆ with this incredibly erotic look in her eyesโ€ฆ

In the end, I kept groping Ayaka’s breasts.

By the time I noticed, Tokui and Tojo were gone from the rooftopโ€ฆ but honestly, I couldn’t care less anymore.

โ€œHehe, did you get satisfied?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆYeah.โ€

โ€œAnytime you want? If you ever feel like touching me, you can touch me anytime, okay? Whatever you want to doโ€ฆwhatever you want to do to a girl, you can use me for it, okay?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€

โ€œAbsolutelyโ€ฆabsolutely, okay?โ€

Those words lingered in my earsโ€ฆechoing inside me for a long time.


Maiasa


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