I Drink Every Night With a Lookalike of a Popular Idol on the Riverbank
It was Monday, the start of the week. I arrived at the riverbank early as usual and sat there waiting alone, and when it got dark, Nanase-san came and sat down next to me.
โHow was the wedding?โ
When I asked her, Nanase-san smiled and said, โIt was really wonderful,โ with a slightly distant look in her eyes.
โI seeโฆ Did you have a cake cutting ceremony and stuff?โ
โHuh!? Oh, uhโฆ yeah! They did! They did! But you knowโฆ it’s hot, isn’t itโฆโ
Nanase abruptly changed the subject and pointed a handheld fan at her face.
โWellโฆ it is hot, isn’t itโฆ We don’t have to drink here at this time of yearโฆ Anyway, I brought something with me today.โ
When I smiled and said that, Nanase-san’s eyes lit up and she asked, โWhat is it?โ
โWhat do you think it is?โ
โOh, it’s one of those annoying questions like, โHow old do you think I am?โโ
โI’ve been asked, โWhat do you think my MBTI type is?โโ
“Hahaโฆ That’s the final boss of the โHow old do you think I am?โ series. No matter what you say, it can be taken as an insult depending on how it’s received.”
โAre you an INFP, Nanase-san?โ
โWhat do you think my MBTI type is?โ
Nanase-san said that with a slightly mocking tone, puckering her lips. As we both laughed, Nanase-san asked, โSo, what did you bring?โ
โOh, right. Here it is.โ
I said, taking out a small fireworks set from the convenience store bag. It was incense fireworks.
โEhโฆ incense fireworks?โ
Nanase widened her eyes in surprise.
โYeah. That’s right. It’s been hot lately, but I thought it would be nice to drink outside.โ
โโฆYousuke, you’re awesome.โ
She smiled softly, looking truly happy.
We stood up with our cans of beer and moved to an open area where we could set off the fireworks, then crouched down together.
โHey, Yosuke.โ
โWhat?โ
โIs it even okay to set off fireworks here?โ
โHmmโฆ you’re right.โ
We stood up again, unsure whether it was okay to light them, and looked for a sign. There was a sign that read, โPlease refrain from setting off fireworks.โ
โIt says โfireworks,โ so does that mean handheld ones are okay?โ
โWell, it’s hard to interpret.โ
We both tilted our heads at the same time. When eyes met, Nanase smiled.
โBut Nagi might get in trouble. โThey were setting off fireworks in a place where it’s not allowed!โโ
โIt’ll go viral, just like fireworksโฆโ
โHey, that’s a good point. Hmmโฆ there are people doing it over there. Isn’t that okay?โ
Where Nanase pointed, a group of college students could be seen playing with handheld fireworks.
The two of us sat down with relief, and I lit the tip of a stick of incense fireworks with a lighter. The faint smell of gunpowder began to drift through the air.
โHmmโฆ Yosuke, can I share your fire?โ
Nanase didn’t use her own lighter, but instead brought her firework close to mine. I gently transferred the flame to the tip of her other firework.
In the darkness, two small orange lights flickered.
โFirework kiss.โ
โWhatโฆ don’t say such strange things! Besides, a firework kiss isn’t like kissing while watching fireworks, is it? This is a kiss firework.โ
โWell, that makes me imagine a firework with a kiss mark on it.โ
โThen what about this oneโฆ?โ
โHmm. It’s a stick of incense kiss.โ
โThat’s a stick of incenseโฆ no, never mind.โ
โHey, Yosuke. Want to bet on which fire lasts longer?โ
Nanase said with a mischievous look on her face, like a child who had come up with a prank.
โBettingโฆ like an offline casino?โ
โNo, we’ll make sure it doesn’t count as gambling. How about the winner gets to ask the loser one question, anything at all?โ
โAnything?โ
โYeah, anything.โ
She smiled mischievously, as if testing me.
โAlright. Let’s do it.โ
From there, a quiet yet serious moment began to unfold between the two of us.
Chirp, chirpโฆ
Delicate sparks scattered in all directions like pine needles. Gradually, their intensity began to fade.
A orange ball fell to the ground with a thud.
My fire went out first. Her fire continued to emit its last light for a few more seconds.
โโฆAh.โ
Then her fire also quietly went out.
โI wonโฆ I guess.โ
She said in a whisper, sounding a little proud.
โYeah. I lost. So, go ahead and ask your question.โ
When I said that, she didn’t say anything.
She just stared intently at the tip of the firework that had faded away.
What will she ask me?
My heart beats a little faster.
Eventually, she lifts her face and looks straight into my eyes.
โโฆIfโฆโ
She pauses for a moment.
โIf I said I wanted to go somewhereโฆ would you come with me, Yosuke?โ
It sounded more like a confirmation than a question.
I couldn’t take my eyes off her serious gaze.
โOf course. We promised, didn’t we?โ
I answered without hesitation.
โAnywhere you want to go, Nanase.โ
At my words, she exhaled softly, as if relieved from the bottom of her heart.
โNanase, is there somewhere you want to go?โ
When I asked, she nodded slightly, looking a little embarrassed but clear.
โโฆHmm. Somewhere not too crowded. If possible, somewhere far awayโฆ a quiet rural town where no one knows me.โ
That modest request.
(I seeโฆ)
I immediately understood the reason.
The hardships of being a look-alike.
In the city, you never know when or who might mistake you for the real Nagi and cause a commotion.
That’s why she wants to go to a distant place where no one is around. Just to spend a normal day off, she has to think that far ahead.
โWell, you said โno one knows me,โ but what you mean is that no one knows Nanase-sanโฆ or rather, no one knows Yunagi Nagi, right?โ
โUmโฆ um? Um! Yeah, that’s rightโฆ ahโฆ ahahaโฆโ
Nanase-san suddenly smiled nervously.
โHmmโฆ A place where there are no peopleโฆโ
I folded my arms and thought.
โHow about just getting on a train with no particular destination? For example, take a train heading toward Izu and get off at a station with a nice view of the sea. That kind of trip would definitely have fewer people.โ
She nodded at my suggestion.
โHmm. That’s a good idea. It’s really good. I want to go to an unfamiliar station. I’ll clear my schedule for the weekend. The whole day.โ
โButโฆ can we do it? You said it might get darkโฆโ
โWell, I think we can manageโฆโ
โThen, let’s provisionally decide on that.โ
โYeah, provisionally. I’ll confirm the schedule tomorrow, so wait for it. I’ll report back here.โ
We looked at each other and smiled.
We hadn’t decided which line to take or which station to go to.
But it was our first day date.
The smell of incense fireworks lingered in the summer night air. Nanase lit the next two incense fireworks and said, โWhat should I ask you next?โ She handed me the one she had lit first.
Maiasa