I Liked Her First, but My Brain Was Broken, Then for Some Reason, I Became Friends With Beautiful Girls, So I’m Done My With Childhood Friends
“Come on, don’t you owe a debt of gratitude to the person who saved your life? There, there♪”
Matsuyuki san spoils her beauty, which everyone would envy, with her unfortunate smugness.
“Saving my life is indeed…..too much of an exaggeration.”
I’m grateful to her for saving my life when I was about to run into a telephone pole, though.
“That’s not necessarily the case, right? Hiro kun might hit his head, lose his memory, and develop abilities that were hidden until now !”
“You’re exaggerating in the wrong direction !?”
Matsuyuki san clenched her fists in a powerful tone. I couldn’t help but retort, even though it was out of character for me to do so.
“I was not in the mood for this, but I couldn’t help but to be annoyed. If that’s the case, Matsuyuki san, rather than being the one who saved my life, you’d be the one who caused me to miss out on a great opportunity.”
Even amnesia is convenient for me now. The pain of such a broken heart is something I’d like to forget about as soon as possible.
“Ha !? Don’t tell me I’ve done something ridiculously unnecessary…..?”
“No, no, I don’t have any hidden abilities, okay? Um……Matsuyuki san, thanks to you, I didn’t get hurt.
Thank you for stopping me.”
I was so carried away by her pace that I had a hard time thanking her…I’m relieved that I can say it somehow.
“You’re welcome. Besides, I hope I could help Hiro kun feel better.”
“No, well……”
Maybe she could tell that I was depressed?
Even though we are just classmates, she goes out of her way to joke with me, even though we are not particularly close. Her strange behavior was probably because she was trying to cheer me up.
“See you in class.”
“Okay, bye.”
We parted ways.
“You’re so considerate…..such a kind person.”
I feel sorry for her as I look at her as she heads off to school first.
It wasn’t until a little while after I arrived at the classroom that I realized that I wasn’t that nervous, even though I was talking to the most beautiful girl in the school, probably because I was so depressed.
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Matsuyuki Ayano. She is a girl in the same class as me, Class A, 2nd Year.
Matsuyuki san is popular with boys, not only because of her good looks, but also because she is easy to talk to, which makes them easily fall into her pocket.
She calls me [Hiro kun] in a friendly manner, but it is not because we are particularly close.
Matsuyuki san calls everyone by name. It does not matter if it is a boy or a girl.
At least, I have never seen anyone among my classmates being called by their last name. So this is the cheerful person’s way of doing things. I don’t think I can imitate her.
“Yeah, let’s calm down.”
It is break time. I was sitting in my seat in the classroom of Class A of the 2nd year, thinking.
I was looking back on this morning. Mitsuki…let’s leave that behind ! I’m talking about Matsuyuki san.
I’ve been spoken to a little bit, but this is the first time I’ve chatted with her like that, to the point where I could call it a conversation.
It was mainly my fault that we hadn’t been able to have a proper conversation until now…..I was too nervous to respond properly when Matsuyuki san spoke to me in a friendly manner.
“She was too nonchalant for me…….”
It wasn’t because it was Matsuyuki san. Even when I was talking to other girls, I would get so nervous that my mind would go blank and I wouldn’t know what to say.
How about that? This morning’s exchange with Matsuyuki san. Regardless of whether I’m good or bad at conversation, I think I was able to respond properly without going blank.
“Why all of a sudden?”
I myself was prone to nervousness, which I wanted to do something about.
Suddenly, it disappeared. I have been trying to do something about it for a while now.
…Well, if there’s a reason, it’s probably the broken heart.
The shock of having Mitsuki taken by another boy may not even give me the luxury of being nervous.
“I’m not happy about that way of overcoming……”
“What are you mumbling about, Hiro kun?”
“Whoa !?”
Suddenly, a beautiful, neat and tidy girl with long black hair appeared.
If a beautiful girl with the looks of an idol suddenly appeared in front of you, you would be surprised before you would be pleased. In other words, my reaction was normal.
“You’re too surprised. Even though we’re classmates…I’m shocked.”
Matsuyuki san cried. I got nervous in front of her like that.
“Oh, no, I’m sorry. I was just thinking and spacing out for a minute.”
“No, no, I’m sorry I startled you by talking to you so suddenly.”
Hearing her rushed apology, she grinned as if nothing had happened.
Perhaps I’m being made fun of?
“You seemed to be talking to yourself for some reason, so I thought maybe you were worried. If you have something you wanna talk about, I’ll listen if you don’t mind.”
“I-it’s not that. Ahaha….it’s fine.”
Or rather, I didn’t even have time to worry about it…
Before I could do anything, my love was over. There’s no way I could say that.
All I could do was hide it with a dry laugh.
“Really?”
Matsuyuki san stared at me with narrowed, attractive eyes that must have made many boys fall in love with her.
I don’t know why. But when she stares into my eyes, I feel like my lie will be exposed immediately.
“It’s true.”
I was under so much pressure that I didn’t even know where the pressure was coming from, that for some reason, I responded in honorifics.
Come to think of it, why does Matsuyuki san use honorifics even though we are classmates? It was a weak me who ran away from a question that was now unimportant.
“I see. Then good.”
Matsuyuki san leaves my seat with a smile and a bow.
……Maybe now was my chance to get up close and personal with Matsuyuki san?
I wonder if it was a series of mistakes like this that led to Mitsuki being taken away from me?
Realizing my insensitivity, I felt heavier than in the morning.
Maigetsu