Episode 23 – How to Find the Courage


My Childhood Friend, a Vtuber, Treated Me Like Trashโ€”Iโ€™m Never Producing For Her Again


I managed to clear up Dadโ€™s misunderstanding and went back downstairs.

โ€ฆI didnโ€™t get any studying done at all.

Why did Dad have to come home early today, of all days?

The three of us sat around the dining table.

A pot was bubbling away on the portable gas stove in the center of the table.

โ€œMizuta, just relax.โ€

โ€œB-b-but weโ€™re in front of fatherโ€ฆโ€

โ€œNo,โ€ฆโ€

My dad burst out laughing heartily.

โ€œI never wouldโ€™ve thought youโ€™d actually get that close to the girl next door!โ€

โ€œHuh? W-what do you meanโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œNo, no, Mizuta, donโ€™t worry about it.โ€

To be honest, Iโ€™m still amazed by this string of coincidences.

The girl who moved in next door is my age, she transferred into my class, and on top of that, sheโ€™s a VTuber.

And on top of that, I ended up finding out her true identity.

The odds of so many coincidences piling up like this feel about the same as winning the lottery.

My dad asked Mizuta-san.

โ€œDo your parents know about Tsubasa?โ€

โ€œY-yesโ€ฆโ€

Mizuta-san couldnโ€™t meet my dadโ€™s gaze; she looked down as she answered.

I wonder when sheโ€™ll ever get over being so shy around strangers.

If her channel grows even bigger in the future and she ends up holding fan meetings, this will be a problem if she stays like this.

โ€œSo, how much do your parents know about Tsubasa?โ€

โ€œUmโ€ฆ just name and age, face and voice, and YouTube account, I guess.โ€

โ€œWait, waitโ€”how do they know that?โ€

I couldnโ€™t help but interrupt the conversation.

Iโ€™ve never even met Mizuta-sanโ€™s parents in person, so how do they know what I look like or what my voice sounds like?

โ€ฆI was curious about the YouTube account too, but I decided to let that slide for now.

โ€œAh, no, well, thatโ€™sโ€ฆโ€

Mizuta-san kept glancing at my face.

She looked like she was having a really hard time saying it.

โ€œI, I filmed itโ€ฆโ€

โ€œHuh? What do you mean?โ€

โ€œW-wellโ€ฆโ€

Mizuta-san took out her smartphone and turned the screen toward me.

There, on the screen, was a video of Yamamoto and me talking in the classroom.

โ€œI, I secretly filmed itโ€ฆโ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

Wait, when on earth did she film that?

And why, for that matter?

Iโ€™d seen plenty of Mizuta-sanโ€™s eccentric behavior before, but this time, even I couldnโ€™t quite wrap my head around it.

As I stood there speechless, Mizuta-san bowed her head repeatedly, looking flustered.

โ€œIโ€™m s-so sorryโ€ฆ! Iโ€™ll do anything, so please donโ€™t hate meโ€ฆ!!โ€

โ€œNo, no, I donโ€™t really mind being filmed itself.โ€

It wasnโ€™t like I was dressed weird or anything.

โ€œBut why on earth did you film it?โ€

And why did she show it to her parents?

Was it simply because her parents were worried about me?

โ€œAh, no, wellโ€ฆโ€

Mizuta-san interlaced her fingertips across her chest.

โ€œE-even if itโ€™s Komachi-san, t-thatโ€™s one thing I absolutely canโ€™t tell youโ€ฆ!โ€

โ€œI seeโ€ฆโ€

What on earth was she planning to use it for?

If anything, this just makes her seem even more suspicious.

โ€œWell, itโ€™s no big deal.โ€

Dad said as he added meat to the hot pot.

โ€œBack when I was your age, I used to collect photos of girls I liked, too.โ€

โ€œDad, thatโ€™s technically a crime.โ€

โ€œNo, waitโ€”itโ€™s just photos, right!?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s just plain creepy.โ€

The moment I pictured Dad getting all worked up over photos of high school girls in uniform, I saw prison bars superimposed behind him.

Well, I guess Dad was in a uniform back then, too.

Then Mizuta-sanโ€™s shoulders shook violently, and she let out a choked-up sob.

โ€œKo-Komachi-saaanโ€ฆ Is collecting photos of the opposite sex really that creepyโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œHuh? What do you mean?โ€

Wasnโ€™t it just that one video from earlier?

โ€œโ€ฆYouโ€™re not going to post it online, are you?โ€

โ€œN-no, thatโ€™s not itโ€ฆ!!โ€

Mizuta frantically waved both her hands back and forth.

โ€œI-I was just thinkingโ€ฆ if I printed the photos I took at a convenience store and put them up in my room, maybe Iโ€™d look a little yandereโ€ฆโ€

Thatโ€™s not normal at all.

And why the sudden yandere thing?

Come to think of it, there was that incident with the decorative band-aids, so I guess itโ€™s not really that surprising after all.

โ€ฆโ€ฆAfter all, the reason she started as a VTuber in the first place was something like a longing to be a mentally unstable heroine.

Mizuta-san tapped her index fingers together and looked up at me.

โ€œI-Is this bothering youโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œNo, wellโ€ฆ As long as itโ€™s not too weird, I donโ€™t mind.โ€

I have no idea why, out of all people, I was chosen to play the supporting role in her yandere act.

Dad grinned and pulled out his smartphone.

โ€œActually, Iโ€™ve got some candid photos I took of Tsubasaโ€”โ€

โ€œDad, youโ€™re just plain creepy, so no way.โ€

โ€œWhy!? Why am I not allowed!? Thatโ€™s discrimination!โ€

โ€œHigh school girls and old guys are different species.โ€

โ€œUgh! This is exactly why young people these days are soโ€ฆโ€

โ€œOh, the meatโ€™s done. Letโ€™s eat.โ€

While exchanging jokes like that with Dad, I picked up my chopsticks and dug into the sukiyaki.

Then, Mizuta-san, who had been glancing furtively at Dad, opened her mouth as if sheโ€™d made up her mind.

โ€œU-umโ€ฆ! About that photo you mentioned earlier, c-could you send it to meโ€ฆ?โ€

Why do you only find the courage at times like this?

ใ€€โ—‡

After that, we finished dinner without incident, and I walked Mizuta-san home.

Though โ€œwalking her homeโ€ wasnโ€™t really a big deal since she lived right next door.

(In the end, I didnโ€™t really get any studying done.)

Even when I sat down at my desk, I couldnโ€™t stop worrying about Mizuta-sanโ€”wondering if sheโ€™d be okay for tomorrowโ€™s quiz.

โ€ฆShe doesnโ€™t seem like the type to study on her own, after all.

I opened my notebook, took a picture of the quiz material with my phone, and sent it to her via LINE.

โ€œIf you memorize this section by heart, you should be able to cover most of it. Getting a perfect score might be a stretch, though.โ€

Less than a few seconds after I sent it, a โ€œpingโ€ sounded as her reply came in.

โ€œYou really are a godsend!! Iโ€™ll make it up to you properly later!!โ€

โ€œMake it up to me,โ€ huh.

I couldnโ€™t help but wonder what kind of โ€œrepaymentโ€ she had in mind.

After finishing my studying, I lay down on my bed.

(I wonder if Mizuta-san is streaming today, too.)

I unlocked my phone and opened YouTube.

I tapped the stream thumbnail featuring a character with pink hair.

Today, she was playing โ€œPokoLand,โ€ a game where you build a village with cute monsters.

โ€ฆThough, since it was released at the beginning of last month, it does feel a bit late to be playing it now.

(Still, I wonder what โ€œSakumiโ€ means.)

Iโ€™d been curious about Mizuta-sanโ€™s channel name for a while now.

Maybe Iโ€™ll ask her next time.

Itโ€™s not like itโ€™s taken from โ€œsuccubus,โ€ is it?

She does have pink hair, so even if itโ€™s derived from โ€œsuccubus,โ€ it would suit her.

While I was thinking about that, I must have drifted off to sleep without realizing it.

โ€œKo, Komachi-saaanโ€ฆโ€

I woke up to a voice that seemed to tickle my ear.

What is itโ€ฆ?

As I rubbed my eyes, the figure speaking to me gradually came into focus through my blurry vision.

โ€œG-good morningโ€ฆโ€

โ€œM-Mizuta-sanโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œY-yes, itโ€™s Mizutaโ€ฆโ€

Oh, thatโ€™s rightโ€”she was supposed to come wake me up this morning.

She really did come.

Still, being woken up by a girl is way more embarrassing than I thought.

As I sat up, my smartphone, which had been resting on my stomach, plopped onto the bed.

โ€œW-whatโ€ฆ? Komachi-san, were you watching my stream the whole timeโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œHuh? Oh, yeah.โ€

Apparently, Iโ€™d fallen asleep while watching her stream.

Well, since it was a late-night stream, there are probably plenty of viewers like me who doze off.

As I made that excuse to myself, Mizuta-san blushed even more than usual and fidgeted, twisting her fingers together.

โ€œW-well then, after watching my stream, youโ€™re allโ€ฆ big first thing in the morningโ€ฆโ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆHuh?โ€

At that moment, my mind went completely blank.

But it didnโ€™t take me even a few seconds to understand what she meant.

โ€œNo, no, no, thatโ€™s not it! Itโ€™s just a natural bodily reaction!โ€

โ€œI-I understandโ€ฆ! I mean, itโ€™s only natural for a guy to get turned on, rightโ€ฆ?!!โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s not it!!โ€

I actually wished sheโ€™d just insult me.


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