The Gal Next to Me Is Trying Too Hard to Make Me Fall in Love With Her
When I heard that Amagi had collapsed with a high fever, the first thing that came to mind was what had happened that morning.
โHold me tight,โ she said.
At that moment, she was clearly acting strangely, perhaps because she was already feeling unwell.
Butโฆ I didn’t notice.
Even though we were together almost every day, I didn’t realize something so obvious.
โPlease let me stay by your side. I’m worriedโฆ This is my selfishness. I’m truly sorry.โ
A sense of guilt and the fear that something terrible might happen again without me knowing.
Plus, being alone with a high fever is lonelier than I thought. Having fallen ill soon after starting to live alone, I understand that fear all too well.
โUmโฆ come here.โ
Amagi, wrapped in a fluffy nightgown.
I was led by her, who seemed less energetic than usual, into the room.
I was speechless for a moment. Sensual underwear was hanging out to dry in plain sight.
โฆWell, that makes sense. After all, this is Amagi’s room.
It’s only natural that there would be laundry, and since I came unexpectedly, she probably didn’t have time to tidy up.
I feel incredibly sorry.
If I had known this would happen, I should have called ahead.
โI’m sorry for the messโฆ I’m actually terrible at tidying upโฆโ
Clothes left lying around. Accessories and cosmetics left out. Empty plastic bottles scattered about.
It is messy, but compared to the chaos at my parents’ house, it’s nothing.
โDo you hate me nowโฆ?โ
โHuh?โ
โโฆDon’t hate meโ
โOf course not! There’s no way I would!โ
This is the first time I’ve seen Amagi-san so timid.
When you’re not feeling well, your mental state suffers too, so it can’t be helpedโฆ
โI’ll support you as much as I can until you feel better. So, feel free to lean on me as much as you want.โ
I said cheerfully.
Amagi-san stared up at me.
Her eyes were teary, and she clung to me with less than half her usual strength. Like a child clinging to a parent, desperately.
โโฆI like you.โ
โT-thank you.โ
โโฆโฆโฆโฆโ
โUm, Amagi-san? Could you please let go and go to bed nowโฆ?โ
โโฆโฆโฆโฆโ
โUmโฆโ
โโฆCarry.โ
โHuh?โ
โIf you don’t carry me, I won’t let go.โ
I had said she could lean on me as much as she wanted, but I never expected her to ask for something like that right off the bat.
Normally, I would have refused outright, but she has a cold. I don’t want to use harsh words.
โฆI have no choice.
I let out a small sigh and look at her.
I wrap my arms around her knees and carry her as gently as possible. โฆI never thought that carrying heavy things at my part-time job would come in handy like this.
โIs this okay?โ
โโฆlove you..โ
โSo, that means yesโฆ?โ
โLove you!”
She smiled blankly.
I shouldn’t think this, butโฆ somehow, this is cute. She’s childish normally, but now she seems even younger. Like a small animal.
โThen let’s go to bed.โ
โโฆSaekiโฆโ
โDon’t make such a sad face. I’ll be right here in this room. I’ll tidy up a bit, then make some porridge. I’ll also prepare some banana juice. It’s gentle on the stomach, nutritious, and has a diuretic effect, so it’ll help bring down your fever quickly.โ
โUuโฆ I love youโฆโ
โAlright, alright.โ
โโฆPet me.โ
โSure.โ
โโฆI love youโฆโ
I stroked her head, occasionally touching her cheek, and wiped the sweat from her neck.
Amagi closed her eyes in relief and soon fell asleep.
โฆWell, then.
I should get some work done without waking her up.
Maiban