The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming
Kanadeโs remark caused the classmates, who had been buzzing with excitement all day over the arrival of the beautiful new transfer student, to fall silent in an instant.
The fact that all eyes were now on me made me feel a little queasy.
To be specific, I felt like I was going to throw up.
Kanade, you didnโt have to say something like that in front of everyone, did you?
Iโm a total loner, acknowledged by everyone, you know?
โHey! Hey! Letโs go home soon! A-kun!โ
Completely oblivious to my gloom, Kanade was still in high spirits as usual.
โI-I-Ichinose-san! Just a secโฆโ
โHuh? What?โ
A boy from our class called out to Kanade, who was still in that giddy mood.
โโฆUm, Hagiwara-kun, was it? Do you two know each other?โ
That classmateโฆ or rather, the handsome, outgoing Yoshida-kunโhe sure knew my name well.
Even though weโre in the same class, I donโt think Iโve ever actually spoken to him before.
โYoshihira-kun, yeah. Thatโs right.โ
โฆIf Iโd gotten his name wrong, that wouldโve been a real problem.
โOh, really? Whatโs your relationship?โ
โHmmโฆ If you ask me what our relationship is, it might take quite a while to explain.โ
โIโd love to hear it.โ
โฆReally?
It looked like he was just pressing her for an answer, given Kanadeโs attitude.
โReally? Well thenโฆ Ah, but Iโll try to keep it brief.โ
Why does she feel the need to keep it brief?
โI was told I had a terminal illness when I was in elementary school.โ
The classroom buzzed with murmurs.
โAnd, well, A-kun is my childhood friend. He came to visit me almost every week and encouraged me countless times when I was suffering and feeling down.โ
โฆโฆEncouraged, huh.
โSo, once I get back to Japan, I want to spend time with A-kun first. Iโm sorry.โ
After Kanadeโs explanation, a few of her classmates seemed to give up.
โI see. In that case, I can definitely understand why youโd want to prioritize spending time with him.โ
It seemed like Kippei had smiled and backed down.
โSo, how about we all hang out together, including Hagiwara-kun?โ
No, it seems Kippei-kun hadnโt backed down after all.
โI see. Thatโs actually a pretty good idea.โ
โRight?โ
โYeah.โ
โฆโฆIโm sorry, but since youโre not backing downโฆ
โBut, sorry. Iโll pass today.โ
You guys, canโt you respect my wishes just a little?
Even though Iโm just Kanadeโs stand-in, I donโt recall ever agreeing to hang out with my classmatesโฆ or even with Kanade, for that matter. Yet the conversation keeps moving forward on its own, and itโs just getting more and more frustrating.
โAlright, A-kun. Letโs go.โ
โWhoaโฆโ
Leaving my stunned classmates behind, Kanade took my hand and started walking.
โฆIt had been a few hours since Iโd reunited with Kanade, whoโd arrived this morning as a transfer student.
Honestly, until this very moment, it hadnโt really sunk in that Iโd actually been reunited with her.
But now, with her pulling my handโฆ forcing our hands together, I could feel the warmth of her palm.
โโฆSheโs alive.โ
I muttered.
โHaha. Did you think I was dead?โ
โโฆโฆโ
โโฆHehe.โ
โโฆYeah.โ
โHahaha.โ
Kanade, walking ahead of me, was laughing.
โRight?โ
Kanade turned to look at me and smiled mischievously.
As always, I was walking along, led by Kanadeโs hand.
โโฆWas it okay?โ
As we approached the shoe rack, I decided to ask Kanade.
โWhat?โ
โโฆTurning down everyoneโs invitations.โ
โYeah.โ
Her answer was immediate.
โWell, ideally, Iโd have liked to get to know my classmates better since weโll be living together for about a year, but itโs a matter of priorities.โ
โPriorities?โ
โExactly. When Yoshihira-kun and others invited me out to play, I wondered what to do, so I thought about it calmly.โ
โAbout what?โ
โWhether to get closer to my classmates or hang out with you.โ
โโฆโฆโ
โRight now, hanging out with you is more important to me than getting to know my classmates better.โ
โโฆโฆI see.โ
I looked down. I felt a little embarrassed.
โโฆโฆBut doesnโt that mean itโs not a valid reason to turn down Yoshihiraโs invitation?โ
โBut Akkun, you didnโt want to hang out with classmates, didnโt you?โ
โI never actually said that out loud, though.โ
โBut you thought it, didnโt you?โ
It was true. I hadnโt said it, but I did hate hanging out with my classmates.
I thought spending a few hours with people I didnโt get along with was nothing short of torture.
But how did Kanade figure that out?
โI can tell just by looking at your face.โ
โฆโฆIโm no match for Kanade.
โโฆโฆI havenโt even said I want to hang out with you yet.โ
โHahaha. Thatโs out of the question. No compromises.โ
โI see.โ
โOur relationship has always been like this, hasnโt it? I push my way through, and you reluctantly go along with it. So this time, just go along with my pushiness, even if you donโt want to.โ
Come to think of it, I guess our relationship has always been like this.
โโฆโฆIโm really looking forward to it. Itโs been a while since Iโve been to Japan. I want to go to all sorts of places.โ
โโฆโฆโ
โJust the two of us, Akkun.โ
โฆโฆWell, since today is also a celebration of her recovery, maybe itโs not so bad to let her lead me around again.
โAkkun! Where should we go now!? The beach. The mountains. Karaoke or a movie might be nice, too!โ
โโฆโฆYeah, youโre right.โ
โYeah. Yeah! Ah, seriously, there are just too many places I want to go! I wish time would just stop forever!โ
โโฆโฆYeah, youโre right.โ
โYeah! โฆโฆWell then, Akkun, for nowโฆโ
โYeah.โ
โLend me your phone.โ
โโฆโฆHuh?โ
โHuh?โ
โฆโฆDid I hear that wrong?
โAkkun, lend me your phone.โ
โฆโฆKanadeโs eyes, which had been full of hope just a moment ago, now seemed to lack any sparkle.
โHuh? Why?โ
โWhy, you askโฆโฆ Ugh. Itโs so we can exchange contact info!โ
โฆโฆOh. Oh, I see.
โWait, if itโs just to exchange contact info, do I really need to lend you my phone?โ
Once I calmed down, I couldnโt accept that at all.
โโฆโฆHuh? What? Do you have some guilty secret thatโs stopping you from lending me your phone?โ
โYeah. I do. Itโs a smartphone, you know? Itโs full of personal information.โ
Itโs only natural that everyone has at least one piece of embarrassing information on there.
โโฆโฆHmm. I see. Guess thatโs a no, then.โ
Kanade backed down surprisingly easily.
Given how easily she backed down and the tone of her voice, did she actually press me to lend her my phone expecting to be turned down?
โAlright. So, A-kunโฆโ
โHm?โ
โLetโs hang out at your place today.โ
โโฆโฆEh?โ
โLetโs hang out at your place today.โ
โButโฆโ
โLetโs hang out at your place today.โ
โโฆโฆAlright.โ
Where did that touching atmosphere from a moment ago go?
โYay. So itโs settled then.โ
Kanade started skipping happily.
Maiasa
Uhmm…she’s “calling dibs” right at chapter two. (โ โโ _โ _โ โโ )