Episode 19 – It’s totally what’s called a s*x friend is it? Kiriha’s Point of View


I Was Reincarnated as a Best Friend Character in an Eroge, and Took Away the Heroโ€™s Harem ~Even Though Iโ€™m the Best Friend Character, Iโ€™ve Become Involved in a Physical Relationship With the Heroines~


[Kiriha’s Point of View]

A few days before we went to the beach–

I was in my room looking at the swimsuit I bought with Tetsuhiko kun.

โ€œI want Toshiki to see this swimsuit. โ€ฆโ€ฆ”

I said โ€ฆโ€ฆ, but I was actually thinking about something else.

โ€œMaybe Tetsuhiko-kun would like to see it tooโ€ฆโ€ฆ?โ€

This is just a questionโ€ฆโ€ฆ

I’ve always liked Toshiki.

That hasn’t changed even now.

I have a feeling of โ€œlikingโ€ Toshiki, but lately, I’m not sure what that โ€œlikingโ€ is anymore.

“Haa! I’m crazy after allโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

I fell on the bed and buried my face in the pillow.

I usually stay calm

“I’m Toshiki’s childhood friend, and Tetsuhiko kun is Toshiki’s best friend. โ€ฆโ€ฆ”

If you ask me if I like Tetsuhiko kum, I would say that I don’t like โ€ฆโ€ฆ him.

No, that’s not it. I like him.

Of course, as a friend,โ€ฆโ€ฆ

Yes. I like Tetsuhiko-kun only as a friend.

That’s the โ€œrightโ€ thing to do. โ€ฆโ€ฆ right?

“If I go out with Toshiki as soon as possible, this weird feeling will disappear. โ€ฆโ€ฆ”

If I’m with Toshiki, I can forget about Tetsuhiko-kun.

Tetsuhiko kum is Toshiki’s best friend, so we will always be together.

Toshiki, Aisa, and Tetsuhiko-kun will always be like this.

Even if Toshiki and I end up going out together. โ€ฆโ€ฆ

“Toshiki and I are going out, and I’m going to talk to Tetsuhiko kun alone at a family restaurant,โ€ฆโ€ฆ, that’s just too convenient, isn’t it?”

I lie on my back and stare at the blank ceiling.

Then I fantasize about dreams that are convenient for me.

โ€ฆโ€ฆ I and Toshiki will be boyfriend and girlfriend. But sometimes I see Tetsuhiko kun. Just the two of us, alone, without Toshiki.

A secret time for just me and Tetsuhiko kun in a place Toshiki doesn’t know.

There, Tetsuhiko-kun and I โ€ฆโ€ฆ talk about things that I would never tell Toshikiโ€ฆ

“No, no, no! What on earth was I thinking โ€ฆโ€ฆ!”

I hit the pillow.

What am I expecting from Tetsuhiko kun,โ€ฆโ€ฆ?

This is totally what you call “S*X Friend”โ€ฆ

“No, absolutely not. It’s immodest. It’s dirty. It’s not rightโ€ฆ..”

But maybe this is how I really feel. โ€ฆโ€ฆ

Uncontrollable, true, deep down feelings.

“No. I should not wish such a thing to Tetsuhiko kunโ€ฆโ€ฆ”

A relationship that can never be forgiven.

Even though I have someone I like named Toshikiโ€ฆ

Tetsuhiko-kun is seriously giving me advice.

It’s impossible for me to have impure feelings.

“Something might happen at the beach. โ€ฆโ€ฆ”

I sigh deeply as I think about it.

If I imagine it, it might become a reality.

If I wish for it strongly enough, it will come true.

And the more I deny it, the stronger and stronger my desire becomes. โ€ฆโ€ฆ

“What should I do? I’m going to do it all over again. โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

No, don’t.

Don’t be carried away by feelings.

If I were to be swept away, I wouldโ€ฆbecome the worst person.

I really would be finished up as a girl.

I’m going to open up the LIME with Tetsuhiko kun.

I reread the past exchanges between the two of us.

“Tetsuhiko-kun is really kind. โ€ฆโ€ฆ”

He always takes care of me.

He always says many kind words to me.

He knows my โ€ฆโ€ฆ true self.

He also knows how โ€ฆโ€ฆ annoying I can be.

Cowardly tooโ€ฆ

“Tetsuhiko kun knows the other side of me that Toshiki doesn’t know.”

When I think about it, I have always shown only my โ€œgood selfโ€ in front of Toshiki.

A serious and neat girl.

The girl who knows everything about Toshiki as a childhood friend.

I feel like I have been acting like that.

I have made myself that way because that is what the people around me wanted me to be.

I have worked hard in student council activities, club activities, and studies.

If I don’t work hard, I will fail the expectations of those around me.

If I do something different from โ€œwhat everyone expects of me,โ€ I will be โ€ฆโ€ฆ

โ€œFrom everyone, I’m sure I’ll be thrown out. โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

I’m scared.

I’m so scared.

If Toshiki gets to know the real me, he will surely hate me.

The real me is โ€ฆโ€ฆ a pain in the ass, twisted, jealousโ€ฆ

Nobody will accept me, I’m sure.

“The only one who understands me is Tetsuhiko kunโ€ฆโ€ฆ”

When I hear Tetsuhiko kun’s voice, I want to be spoiled.

I want to surrender everything to Tetsuhiko-kun.

I want to show him all of me, all of me, vulnerable and defenseless. โ€ฆโ€ฆ

“It’s hot โ€ฆโ€ฆthis room.”

It’s July, so it’s natural that it’s hot.

โ€ฆโ€ฆ no. This heat comes from inside my body.

The lower part of my stomach is โ€ฆโ€ฆ very hot.

โ€œHaaโ€ฆโ€ฆ haaโ€ฆโ€ฆ.โ€

I rarely do this kind of thing.

I swear to God, I’ve only done this a few times since I was born.

I’ve only done it once when I was thinking about Toshiki.

Stretch my hands

“Fuuโ€ฆ haโ€ฆ yeah!”

This is necessary so that I don’t make a mistake at sea.

I told myself that.


2 thoughts on “Episode 19 – It’s totally what’s called a s*x friend is it? Kiriha’s Point of View

  1. Avid_Reader666 says:

    Bro… Tetsuhiko is such a chad that every girls he interacts “gets hot and wet below”

    Reply
  2. Homieyoshi says:

    Atheists don’t get to swear to God if they never confess their sins to him. Also wouldn’t be surprised if the girls want a reverse Harem themselves

    Reply

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