I Was Reincarnated as a Best Friend Character in an Eroge, and Took Away the Heroโs Harem ~Even Though Iโm the Best Friend Character, Iโve Become Involved in a Physical Relationship With the Heroines~
[Kiriha’s Point of View]
A few days before we went to the beach–
I was in my room looking at the swimsuit I bought with Tetsuhiko kun.
โI want Toshiki to see this swimsuit. โฆโฆ”
I said โฆโฆ, but I was actually thinking about something else.
โMaybe Tetsuhiko-kun would like to see it tooโฆโฆ?โ
This is just a questionโฆโฆ
I’ve always liked Toshiki.
That hasn’t changed even now.
I have a feeling of โlikingโ Toshiki, but lately, I’m not sure what that โlikingโ is anymore.
“Haa! I’m crazy after allโฆโฆโ
I fell on the bed and buried my face in the pillow.
I usually stay calm
“I’m Toshiki’s childhood friend, and Tetsuhiko kun is Toshiki’s best friend. โฆโฆ”
If you ask me if I like Tetsuhiko kum, I would say that I don’t like โฆโฆ him.
No, that’s not it. I like him.
Of course, as a friend,โฆโฆ
Yes. I like Tetsuhiko-kun only as a friend.
That’s the โrightโ thing to do. โฆโฆ right?
“If I go out with Toshiki as soon as possible, this weird feeling will disappear. โฆโฆ”
If I’m with Toshiki, I can forget about Tetsuhiko-kun.
Tetsuhiko kum is Toshiki’s best friend, so we will always be together.
Toshiki, Aisa, and Tetsuhiko-kun will always be like this.
Even if Toshiki and I end up going out together. โฆโฆ
“Toshiki and I are going out, and I’m going to talk to Tetsuhiko kun alone at a family restaurant,โฆโฆ, that’s just too convenient, isn’t it?”
I lie on my back and stare at the blank ceiling.
Then I fantasize about dreams that are convenient for me.
โฆโฆ I and Toshiki will be boyfriend and girlfriend. But sometimes I see Tetsuhiko kun. Just the two of us, alone, without Toshiki.
A secret time for just me and Tetsuhiko kun in a place Toshiki doesn’t know.
There, Tetsuhiko-kun and I โฆโฆ talk about things that I would never tell Toshikiโฆ
“No, no, no! What on earth was I thinking โฆโฆ!”
I hit the pillow.
What am I expecting from Tetsuhiko kun,โฆโฆ?
This is totally what you call “S*X Friend”โฆ
“No, absolutely not. It’s immodest. It’s dirty. It’s not rightโฆ..”
But maybe this is how I really feel. โฆโฆ
Uncontrollable, true, deep down feelings.
“No. I should not wish such a thing to Tetsuhiko kunโฆโฆ”
A relationship that can never be forgiven.
Even though I have someone I like named Toshikiโฆ
Tetsuhiko-kun is seriously giving me advice.
It’s impossible for me to have impure feelings.
“Something might happen at the beach. โฆโฆ”
I sigh deeply as I think about it.
If I imagine it, it might become a reality.
If I wish for it strongly enough, it will come true.
And the more I deny it, the stronger and stronger my desire becomes. โฆโฆ
“What should I do? I’m going to do it all over again. โฆโฆโ
No, don’t.
Don’t be carried away by feelings.
If I were to be swept away, I wouldโฆbecome the worst person.
I really would be finished up as a girl.
I’m going to open up the LIME with Tetsuhiko kun.
I reread the past exchanges between the two of us.
“Tetsuhiko-kun is really kind. โฆโฆ”
He always takes care of me.
He always says many kind words to me.
He knows my โฆโฆ true self.
He also knows how โฆโฆ annoying I can be.
Cowardly tooโฆ
“Tetsuhiko kun knows the other side of me that Toshiki doesn’t know.”
When I think about it, I have always shown only my โgood selfโ in front of Toshiki.
A serious and neat girl.
The girl who knows everything about Toshiki as a childhood friend.
I feel like I have been acting like that.
I have made myself that way because that is what the people around me wanted me to be.
I have worked hard in student council activities, club activities, and studies.
If I don’t work hard, I will fail the expectations of those around me.
If I do something different from โwhat everyone expects of me,โ I will be โฆโฆ
โFrom everyone, I’m sure I’ll be thrown out. โฆโฆโ
I’m scared.
I’m so scared.
If Toshiki gets to know the real me, he will surely hate me.
The real me is โฆโฆ a pain in the ass, twisted, jealousโฆ
Nobody will accept me, I’m sure.
“The only one who understands me is Tetsuhiko kunโฆโฆ”
When I hear Tetsuhiko kun’s voice, I want to be spoiled.
I want to surrender everything to Tetsuhiko-kun.
I want to show him all of me, all of me, vulnerable and defenseless. โฆโฆ
“It’s hot โฆโฆthis room.”
It’s July, so it’s natural that it’s hot.
โฆโฆ no. This heat comes from inside my body.
The lower part of my stomach is โฆโฆ very hot.
โHaaโฆโฆ haaโฆโฆ.โ
I rarely do this kind of thing.
I swear to God, I’ve only done this a few times since I was born.
I’ve only done it once when I was thinking about Toshiki.
Stretch my hands
“Fuuโฆ haโฆ yeah!”
This is necessary so that I don’t make a mistake at sea.
I told myself that.
Bro… Tetsuhiko is such a chad that every girls he interacts “gets hot and wet below”
Atheists don’t get to swear to God if they never confess their sins to him. Also wouldn’t be surprised if the girls want a reverse Harem themselves