Iโm Incompetent and a Failure, and My Childhood Friend, Who Is a Beautiful Kyoto Dialect Vice President Idol on the Outside but in Reality Is a Menhera Yandere, Is Dependent on Me, but Please, Leave Me Alone!
“Haa. โฆโฆ.”
The biggest sigh of the day.
Because I was with Akemi and the student council president.
It’s tiring to be alone with either of them, but when these two are together, the fatigue is squared and even more tiring.
First of all, both of them are very smart, and their basic specifications are so high that I often lose track of what they are saying at times.
Being around smart people makes me realize that I am an idiot.
Still, I enjoy talking with the chairman about robot otaku.
He has ideas that I can’t come up with, and above all, he is very versatile.
I can’t imagine myself doing a diorama even if I had the knowledge to do it, but the Chairman has the energy to do it.
It was something I could genuinely admire.
I was still depressed to see how different he is from me, even though we are the same person.
Akemi was right.ใใ
“What is it? Are you staring at me?”
“Noโฆ”
Right now, Akemi and I are walking home together.
We are on our way home from school.
Akemi stopped by my house again today and said she would go out of her way to help me with my studies.
I think it’s time to seriously look at the reason why she’s actually paying attention to me.
Even though it doesn’t seem like there’s any conflict of interest, Akemi has the advantage of taking care of me.
One that I don’t understand.
And it is a recent development.ใใ
Otherwise, there’s no reason why she didn’t get involved with me during the year between ninth grade and freshman year of high school.
But seriously, I don’t know.
I’m not aware that a part of myself has changed
And Akemi admits it, too.
“Aki-kun hasn’t changedโฆ” she said so.
Then what’s the reason after allโฆ
Don’t tell me you enjoy bullying meโฆโฆ?
No wayโฆโฆโฆ thatโsโฆno..way right
And Akemi came up to my house as usual and taught me how to study, she is still good at teaching as always.
Even though I dislike studying, everything comes easily to my mind without any stress.
Akemi’s lectures, spun in a comfortable voice, naturally entered my head without making me drowsy.
I feel her talent.
I don’t know what I don’t understand on my own, so I end up making slow progress in my studies.
But when Akemi teaches me, I naturally get it into my head, which is why she is so great.
Most people who can’t study don’t know what they don’t know, so they don’t know how to study.
However, Akemi accurately identifies what I “don’t understand” and thoroughly teaches me from the basics.
That is why it is so easy to understand.
Jealousy and respect sprout inside me at the same time, and I feel like I’m going crazy.
I had a crush on Akemi when I was in junior high school.
But now I’m not so sure.
I am moved by her in so many ways, I probably don’t have the feelings I had for her back then.
If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be so moved by her.
Maybe I still love herโฆ.
So what about her?
Why does she bother me?
Because we grew up together?
Because we have a rotten relationship?
Actually, does Akemi like me too?
I have a feeling that none of them are the sameโฆ
Then she’s just playing with meโฆ?
ยท
ยท
This is probably not true eitherโฆ
There’s no point in teasing meโฆ.
I’ve been thinkingโฆ
What if Akemi is just like meโฆ dumb, inept, and a plain looking mob kidโฆ
Then I’d be just as concerned about Akemi as I am nowโฆ
Worried about the way people look at meโฆ
Afraid of someone else’s jealousyโฆ
I would have not avoided Akemi, and I would have confessed to her one thing or another, and we would have become lovers. โฆโฆ
But then I probably wouldn’t have had such a strong crush on Akemiโฆ
I think I am longing for and pursuing Akemi because she is so much higher than me.
And although it is often said that looks are not everything, looks are still an important factor.
I don’t think I would fall in love with someone just because they look pretty.
At the very least, Akemi’s appearance has had no small influence on my preferences.
She is the most beautiful girl in school.
Such a girl is only interested in me.
If I am asked if I feel no sense of superiority because of this, I can say that it is not possible.
Akemi has the ability to communicate openly with everyone, regardless of gender, but that is only because she has established certain lines of communication.
In reality, Akemi is very thoughtful and sees more than anyone else.
She builds invisible walls with all others and protects herself with those walls.
She has always been like that, she doesn’t trust others, she wants their trust more than anyone else, but she doesn’t accept them.
She maintains herself by building a wall of superiority and a pretense of friendship.
Of course, this is all speculation based on my own intuition as a childhood friend who has been with Akemi for many years.
I have no intention of asserting that this is the correct answer.
I am not an esper, and there is no way I can understand what Akemi is thinking.
If I could, I would know why Akemi is so interested in me.
After all, I don’t know what I’m thinking, and when I ask Akemi about it, she just brushes it offโฆ
I thought that was all there was to it. โฆโฆ
That dayโฆ Akemi gave me an unexpected clueโฆ
“Aki-kun, I’m going to stay at this house today, all right?”
“Hee?”
“Didn’t you hear me?”
“No, I heard youโฆ”
“What is it? I used to stay here all the time right?”
“No, no, it’s not the same thing now, is it?”
“What? What’s the difference? Or what? Are you planning to attack me?”
“Haa!? Attack you? How could I do such a thing?”
“Then there’s no problem, is there?”
“Wellโฆ maybe, butโฆ”
โโฆDon’t worry, I have my mother’s permission, so you don’t have to worry about my father killing you, okay? As you know, my father is completely devoted to my mother.”
โAaahโฆ”
If I see him again, he’ll kill meโฆ
It was a treat that day.
Both Mom and Dad were overjoyed.
Mom seemed to have heard about it from Akemi beforehand, and the fact that she was making the meal so skillfully was proof of that.
I was surprised to see that my mother and father had already prepared a change of clothes for the event, and that they were exchanging information between the two parents without my knowledge.
My mother says she doesn’t want to walk next to Akemi’s mother, but they are usually good friends, so this kind of exchange is really smooth.
โWell, The day when Akemi calls me father-in-law is coming soon, isn’t it!”
“Hey, dearโฆmouu! I’m sorry, Akemi chan~! I don’t think Akemi chan would ever want to be with my stupid son, but if you’re so interested, do what you want with him.”
โFufu, are you sure? You want me to do this to your precious Aki-kun?”
“It’s okay, it’s okay! Right? dear!”
“Yes, yes! You’re like one of my children, Akemi chan.”
โFufu, I’m so happy.”
“โฆโฆโฆ”
What a ridiculous bunchโฆ
I wonder how Akemi feels about dealing with these idiot parentsโฆ.
I have no idea.
And then the family gathering with Akemi came to an end and Akemi went into our bathroomโฆ Of course I didn’t wait in the living room, I went to my room and waited for her.ใ
I didn’t want to be around my parents any longer, I knew they would make fun of me.
In the first place, why would she uses a bathtub in someone else’s house? It’s right next door, so go back to your own house and take a bathโฆ
Even with such swearing, my heart is inexplicably ruled by anticipation and tension.
My former crush is in the bathtub in my house.
It is a problem for a boy not to be nervous about this.
It’s to the point where his function as a boy is defective.
Of course, there is no way I would go peeking in.
I don’t have the guts.
It would be terrible if I went to peek into a girl’s bath and exploded, like a boy who plays a role in a harem anime in the early Heisei era.
AnywayโฆI can’t let my dad take the next bath.
It would be appropriate to have my mother take the next bath since it would be something different for me โฆโฆ.
In the meantime, Akemi seems to have gotten out of the bath, and I hear her talking on the first floor.
My room is on the second floorโฆthe living room is on the first floor.
Then I felt someone coming upstairsโฆor rather, I heard footsteps.
I hurry to my desk, pretending to be unaware of what’s going on.
I pretend like I’m reviewing the material that Akemi has taught me.
I hear the door open with a bangโฆ and thenโฆ
โHeeโฆyou’ve become so serious about reviewing, Aki kunโฆ”
“Wโฆ wellโฆ”
โFufu, You’re so excited to see me after taking a bath that you can’t even concentrate on your studies, but you’re really cute, aren’t you?”
“Haa?”
There is a beautiful girl with wet black hair.
Her white skin, with a faint blush, still retains moisture, making her more sexy than usual.
Her black hair was wet and stuck to her skin, which was simply eroticโฆ.
Her thighs are coordinated with her pink shorts and pink shirtโฆ.
What is itโฆwhat is itโฆ?
It has a very special feeling.
Except for Akemi’s father, I’m the only one who can see thisโฆ
(while forgetting the existence of my father from my brainโฆ)
While I was intoxicated by this special feeling, Akemi said something outrageous.
“Then, Aki-kun, why don’t you go take a bath? I’m going to get ready for bed here.”
“No, no, noโฆ after this, I’m going to ask my motherโฆ Eh? What?”
“I told you to take a bathโฆ.”
“That’s a problem too, butโฆ”
โYeahโฆWell, I’m going to sleep here, okay?”
“Ha?”
“We’re lovers, so sleeping over in your boyfriend’s room is โฆโฆ normal, right?”
โHaโฆโฆ..?”
Ha?
Whatโฆ?