Episode 41 – The Sub-Heroine’s Dark Past


Iโ€™ve Been Reincarnated as the Childhood Friend of a Doomed Heroine. Since I Donโ€™t Want to Get Caught up in Her Bad Ending, Iโ€™ll Make Sure She Ends up Happy


Kisa was involved in this whole series of incidents.

That fact itself was to be expected, and now that this connection has been proven, everything makes sense.

Ami and the others probably got their information about me from Kisa, and Hayaseโ€™s plan to ambush me on my way home could only have been devised by Kisaโ€”since sheโ€™d walked home with me along that same route before.

And on top of that, I can guess why she didnโ€™t attend todayโ€™s study session.

However, what came next was unexpected.

โ€œWhat do you mean, โ€˜Iโ€™m being threatenedโ€™?โ€

โ€œAmi-chan and the others told me that if I didnโ€™t tell them about Toyo-chan, theyโ€™d expose my weakness.โ€

โ€œWeakness?โ€

What on earth could it be?

Did she cheat on an exam?

Did she shoplift?

I tilted my head, wondering if sheโ€™d committed some kind of petty crime.

But the answer was far beyond anything I could have imagined.

โ€œItโ€™s that POV video I was forced to film last year.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆHuh?โ€

I was so stunned by this sudden revelation that my mind went completely blank.

โ€ฆโ€ฆHuh?

It was so sudden I couldnโ€™t make sense of it.

โ€œW-wait a second. Youโ€™ve got to explain this to me or I wonโ€™t understand whatโ€™s going on.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re actually listening? Just like a womanizer. Youโ€™re pretty kind, arenโ€™t you?โ€

It was her usual playful way of speaking, but her tone was completely serious.

With that, Kisa began to tell her story.

โ€œIt happened last year. I was hanging out with my girlfriends like usual, and that day we decided to invite a group of guys to join us. So we hung out with the guys who came over, but it seems like we got set up. At first, everything was normalโ€”we ate dinner and went to karaokeโ€”but before I knew it, the conversation had turned to going to a love hotel.โ€

The story took a sudden turn for the worse.

I nodded silently, and she sighed as she continued.

โ€œOne of the guys took me aside, just the two of us, and made me drink some kind of suspicious-looking alcohol. Then, before I knew it, I blacked out and was taken advantage of. By the time I came to, it was already over, and theyโ€™d even gone so far as to record a video. I was totally done for. When I asked them to delete it, they started blackmailing me with it instead.โ€

โ€œW-wait a minute. What does that have to do with Ami Kato?โ€

โ€œAh, well, Ami-chan is connected to the ringleader of that group of guys, you see? Apparently, that guy blabbed that he had that s*x tape of me. So Ami-chan started threatening me too, saying sheโ€™d spread the video if I didnโ€™t do what she said.โ€

I was speechless.

After finishing her story, Kisa looked a little relieved.

The wind was strong, blowing Kisaโ€™s hair back and forth.

Kisa Hiiragi had been assaulted by a stranger last year.

I couldnโ€™t accept that fact.

I mean, that doesnโ€™t make any sense, does it?

Chronologically speaking, โ€œlast yearโ€ means it happened before the story of Sakuchiru even began.

But still, Iโ€™d never heard of an incident like this.

After all, it isnโ€™t even mentioned in the game.

As I stood there speechless from the shock, Kisa let out a deep sigh.

โ€œDonโ€™t worry, Iโ€™m not going to play the victim. No matter what the circumstances were, itโ€™s just an excuse, and the fact that I deceived Toyo-chin hasnโ€™t changed. Oh, thoughโ€”it wasnโ€™t me who told her to stab, okay?โ€

โ€œHuh, really?โ€

โ€œOf course not. I donโ€™t know how Toyo-chan feels about it, but I thought of him as a friend, and I had no intention of making her do something that dangerous. When I got the call from Ami-chan saying sheโ€™d stabbed you, I was sweating so hard I left a puddle on the floor.โ€

โ€œI was sure she must have had a grudge against me or something.โ€

โ€œAhaha, no way. โ€ฆThereโ€™s no way. Thatโ€™s whyโ€”I really regret it. Iโ€™m sorry.โ€

Even with her apology, to be honest, Iโ€™m not in a state of mind where I can fully process whatโ€™s happened.

Besides, she probably had no other choice either.

If she thought it was just a case where sheโ€™d be blackmailed with the tape from when she was rap*d and could get away with just cooperating a littleโ€ฆ

Anyone would have acted the same way.

Unless youโ€™re a complete idiot, you wouldnโ€™t normally let it escalate into a stabbing incident.

I take a moment to reaffirm that to myself.

โ€œWait a minute. Are you saying that guy has been holding you over a barrel and keeping you tied up this whole time?โ€

โ€œWell, yeah.โ€

She doesnโ€™t seem to be lying.

So, even though it wasnโ€™t mentioned in Sakuchiru, Kisa has been living with this dark secret all along.

Iโ€™m shocked that even a sub-heroine had such a dark backstory.

Not that this is something I can just brush off with my โ€œgamer brain,โ€ though.

โ€œBut wait a minute. If the deal was that she wouldnโ€™t show the video, that doesnโ€™t make sense. How does Ami even know about it? Wasnโ€™t that guy taking advantage of you on the condition that he wouldnโ€™t leak the video?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know. I donโ€™t even know if he actually showed her the video.โ€

โ€œWell, thatโ€™s true.โ€

โ€œAlso, even if we kept our promise, thereโ€™s no guarantee they wouldnโ€™t show the video to others anyway~โ€

Once someone has you by the short hairs, youโ€™re stuck in a losing battle with the odds stacked against you for the rest of your life.

I did the same thing to Ami back when there was that incident with Azunoriโ€™s pencil case, didnโ€™t I?

I told them that whether or not I posted the bullying video online was entirely up to me, so it would be in their best interest to comply quietly and not do anything to make me change my mind.

That said, how things play out from there is entirely up to the person holding the leverage.

No matter how obedient the other side is, we suffer no consequences if we break our promise on a whim.

In short, if you think about it from Kisaโ€™s perspective this timeโ€ฆ

Once your weakness has been exposed, even keeping your promise wonโ€™t serve as a deterrent against the other side.

Faced with such a gruesome reality, a thick, choking sludge swirls in my chest.

One trouble passes, only for another to follow.

I canโ€™t help but think: this world is rotten to the core.

And as I thought just a moment ago, assuming this story is trueโ€ฆ

The Kisa I played as in my past lifeโ€™s game was likely living with this burden as well.

With her cheerful voice, lighthearted manner, and proactive interactions with the protagonistโ€”she was the only oasis-like supporting character in that depressing gameโ€ฆ or so I thought.

All of that crumbled within me in an instant.

A chill ran down my spine all at once.

โ€œRevenge for r*pe, huh. I guess I was jealous of Senpai Shichikajo. She actually had the option to kill someone.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆ!โ€

Only now did I finally understand the weight of Kisaโ€™s words from that day.

That was when we were discussing how to stop Yukumiโ€™s revenge plan.

โ€œโ€ฆSo, what would actually be best for Senpai Shichikajo? Do people really end up wanting revenge, after all?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t really know the full truth of the incident, but from what Iโ€™ve heard, it was an attempted r*pe, right? If thatโ€™s the case, well, I guess she must hate him enough to want to kill him.โ€

Thatโ€™s what she said in response to my question.

Hate him enough to want to kill him.

And while Yukimiโ€™s case was merely an attempted crime, Kisaโ€™s was a full-blown assault.

Just how much raw emotion was packed into those words?

As the chilly night wind blew, I winced.

It had touched the wound on my left arm, where Iโ€™d just been stabbed.

And suddenly, my mind cleared.

To be honest, I couldnโ€™t really make out Kisaโ€™s expression right in front of me.

It was dark around us, and she was looking downโ€”which was unusual for herโ€”so I couldnโ€™t see her clearly.

But still, it was a fact that she was the โ€œenemyโ€ who had driven me into this situation.

โ€œโ€ฆShould I go study abroad too?โ€

โ€œYou know about this?โ€

โ€œI heard it from Ami-chan a little while ago. Oh, and I donโ€™t think Iโ€™ll seek revenge anymore, so for my sake, you can rest easy on that front.โ€

โ€œWhat are you talking about? I donโ€™t trust you at all anymore.โ€

โ€œAhaha, thatโ€™s funny. I guess youโ€™re right.โ€

Neither Kisa nor I was laughing at all.

Our hollow, flippant words only served to heighten the futility of the situation.

That said, I couldnโ€™t bring myself to confront Kisa about this either.

I understood the circumstances, and while I had no intention of forgiving her, our history and a certain sympathy for her left me unsure of how to proceed.

I needed a little time to think this through on my own.

Besides.

I had just made a vow.

To correct this worldโ€™s scenario so that Shinori doesnโ€™t end up ruined.

That also means resolving all the dark incidents and minimizing the factors that could drive her to the brink of madness as much as possible.

Given that, it surely wouldnโ€™t be a good idea to just leave Kisaโ€”who is currently the only female friend Shinori can talk to on good termsโ€”to fend for herself like this.

In the end, what I need to do this time is the same as always.

โ€œWho is the person?โ€

โ€œOh, right. a year younger than me, and just started at Meirei this year.โ€

โ€œat the same school?โ€

โ€œYeah, on the soccer team. name is Kanaya Sagiri.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆSoccerโ€ฆ team?โ€

Right after I mustered the courage to ask.

Feeling a sense of unease, I furrowed my brow.

โ—‡

Right after getting home and taking a shower, I got into bed.

I just couldnโ€™t bring myself to do anything else today.

โ€œWhen will I ever be freeโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

Just when I thought Iโ€™d finally wrapped up the event, now another problem has cropped up in a place completely unrelated to the original scenario.

And on top of that, here I am in a situation where I have to solve that one too.

My mental state is definitely at its limit.

As soon as I pulled the covers over me, an overwhelming wave of sleepiness washed over me.

For now, Iโ€™ll talk to someone about this.

Itโ€™s too much for me to handle alone, and since itโ€™s unrelated to the Sakuchiru storyline, I donโ€™t have a responsibility to solve it myself.

Kisa never stopped me from talking to others about my problems, so letโ€™s go all out on this.

Yukimi would be a good person to talk to.

Sheโ€™s involved in this matter to some extent, and sheโ€™ll probably come up with a good idea.

Iโ€™m a bit hesitant to go out of my way to talk to her, but I canโ€™t really afford to be picky right now.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆSigh.โ€

Still, Iโ€™m really exhausted today.

My mind isnโ€™t working at all.

I just got out of the bath and my bodyโ€™s still hot; I feel like Iโ€™m going to break out in a cold sweat.

As my consciousness began to fade, I lay down on my side.ใ€€

โ€”โ€”I hope everything works out okay.

With that optimistic thought in mind, I closed my eyesโ€”โ€”.


Maiban


Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *