The Schoolโs Top Idol Is Acting Like Sheโs My Childhood Friend for Some Reason and Just Keeps Closing the Distance on Her Ownโฆ?! ~Stop Getting All Gloomy on Me Just Because I Turned You Down!~
The day after I became a member of the cultural festival planning committee, right after school.
As I looked at the massive pile of paperwork stacked at the front of the classroom, I was already beginning to regret yesterdayโs decision.
Performance application forms.
Classroom usage forms.
Permits for open flames.
Budget proposals.
Equipment loan forms.
Wasnโt the cultural festival supposed to be a celebration of youth?
What lay before me wasnโt dreams or friendship, but a mountain of paperwork. While romantic comedies neatly gloss over this, it seems the behind-the-scenes work of a cultural festival is actually quite similar to a real-world office job.
Iโd been tricked.
In the โI Donโt Need Youth!!โ cultural festival arc, the protagonist and heroine were making signs in the classroom after school, smearing paint on each otherโs cheeks.
There wasnโt a single panel showing them filling out application forms.
โSeita, you look so serious.โ
From the desk next to mine, Rino peered at my face.
Besides Rino and me, the only others in the classroom today were Hara and Shinozaki, along with a few people whoโd stayed behind as representatives of the hospitality and decoration teams.
Rino was moving her mechanical pencil as she checked through the executive committee materials one by one. Perhaps because she was used to reading scripts for photo shoots and interviews, she handled the paperwork with surprising efficiency.
โIโm despairing now that I know the reality of the cultural festival.โ
โBut at least I get to stay after school with Seita.โ
โDonโt make paperwork sound like a date.โ
โIsnโt it?โ
โOf course not.โ
โBut Iโm having fun.โ
Rino said this nonchalantly as she pulled her chair up to my desk.
Sheโs close.
Our shoulders are touching.
I get the pretext that weโre looking at the documents together, but if thatโs the case, thereโs no need to get so close that our chairs are practically touching.
โRino, you can do this at your own desk, right?โ
โI want to see Seitaโs handwriting.โ
โWhatโs the point of that?โ
โDonโt you want to see the handwriting of someone you like?โ
โDonโt ask me.โ
Rino picked up the application form Iโd written and stared at it intently.
โSeitaโs handwriting is beautiful.โ
โItโs just average.โ
โI like it because Seita wrote it.โ
โYour standards are messed up.โ
โI like Seitaโs name, too.โ
โDonโt treat even my name like itโs one of my achievements.โ
Itโs what my parents gave me when I was born.
It has absolutely nothing to do with any effort on my part.
Rino traced her finger along the line for the executive committee membersโ names at the bottom of the application form.
Seita Takahara.
Rino Hoshimiya.
The two names stood side by side.
โCan I take a picture of this?โ
โItโs an application form.โ
โItโs proof that this is the first time Seita and I have made something together.โ
โWe havenโt made anything yet. Weโre just at the application stage.โ
โBut theyโre side by side.โ
Rino looked at their two names and smiled, looking truly happy.
To me, it looked like nothing more than a signature section.
But for her, it seemed even this would become a memory.
โWait until after we submit it to take a picture. Weโll get in trouble if we lose it.โ
โThen just one before we submit it.โ
โListen to me.โ
In the end, Rino took a photo of just the names, making sure the contents of the document werenโt visible.
I lost the will to stop her halfway through.
โHey, you twoโโ
Haraโs voice rang out from the back of the classroom.
โThis doesnโt look like an executive committee meetingโit looks more like a newlywed couple working together. Is that okay?โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โThe way you two are filling out paperwork for the city office and looking happy with your names side by side.โ
โItโs the application for the cultural festival.โ
When I answered, Rino muttered to herself as she looked at the photo sheโd saved on her phone.
โEven though our last names are not the same, theyโll look nice side by side.โ
โRino.โ
โWhat?โ
โCome back here.โ
โIโm at Seitaโs place.โ
โIโm talking about your train of thought.โ
Hara was laughing with her face buried in the desk, and Shinozaki looked over at us with a sleepy expression while working on a prototype for a paper decoration.
โTakahara-kun, donโt you think you should just give up on this already?โ
โIf I give up, itโs over, isnโt it?โ
โSo you still think itโs not over yetโโ
Shinozakiโs words stung.
I didnโt ask what exactly wasnโt over yet.
I felt like if I asked, Iโd lose.
After discussing it, we decided the class performance would be a โRetro Cafรฉ.โ
Weโd avoid flashy costumes and expensive decorations, opting instead for an interior inspired by an old movie theater. It was a practical plan that would let us create the right atmosphere while keeping costs down.
I was in charge of creating the menu and the payment system.
Rino was coordinating between the customer service team and the costume team.
Hara was overseeing the overall production.
Shinozaki was put in charge of decorations.
โAlright, letโs start by trying on the customer service uniforms!โ
Hara lifted a paper bag.
Inside were aprons that the costume team had prepared as samples.
The womenโs version was a black apron with white ruffles.
The menโs version had a relatively understated design, covering only from the waist down.
โRino, try it on!โ
โSure, okay.โ
Rino took the apron and stepped out of the classroom.
A few minutes later.
The moment the door opened, cheers erupted from across the classroom.
Rino, wearing the black apron over her school uniform, stood there looking a little shy. The white frills werenโt too flashy, yet they still perfectly complemented her striking features.
It was much more ordinary than her usual idol outfits.
It was the kind of outfit an ordinary high school student would wear at a cultural festival.
Thatโs exactly why the sight of her struck a deep chord in my heart.
โWhat do you think?โ
Rino didnโt look around the roomโshe looked at me first.
As if drawn by her gaze, every pair of eyes in the classroom turned toward us.
I wanted to run away.
But Rino wasnโt looking for a half-hearted response.
I took another look at her.
โIt suits you.โ
โIs that all?โ
โI think you look cute.โ
The classroom erupted in cheers.
Rino blushed and clutched the hem of her apron with both hands.
โSeita, itโs not fair to say that in front of everyone.โ
โYouโre the one who asked for my opinion, Rino.โ
โI wanted you to say it so only I could hear it.โ
โDonโt be ridiculous.โ
โThen say it again later.โ
โIf I remember, that is.โ
โIโll definitely remember.โ
It wouldnโt mean anything if Rino remembered it instead of me.
Just as I was about to point that out, Hara tossed a boysโ apron at me.
โOkay, next up is Takahara-kun!โ
โWhy do I have to do this too?โ
โBecause the executive committee members are supposed to set an example.โ
โYou just made that rule up.โ
โSeita, put it on.โ
Even Rino was looking at me with eyes full of expectation.
My escape route was gone.
Reluctantly, I put on the apron. Since I just had to tie it around my waist over my uniform, I didnโt even need to change clothes.
โThis should be fine, right?โ
As I said that and looked up, Rino was staring at me in silence.
โRino?โ
โโฆโฆSeitaโs working.โ
โItโs the cultural festival, after all.โ
โWeโre working at the same booth.โ
โAll our classmates are there too.โ
โIโm going to serve customers right next to Seita.โ
โWeโre supposed to decide the roles later.โ
โItโs already decided.โ
โDonโt just decide things on your own.โ
Rino stepped closer to me and reached for the apron strings.
โItโs a little loose.โ
โI can fix it myself.โ
โDonโt move.โ
Rino moved behind me and retied the strings around my waist.
Every time her fingertips brushed against me through my uniform, my body tensed up strangely.
Sheโs so close.
I can feel Rinoโs presence on my back.
Plus, everyone in the classroom is watching us.
โIs it too tight?โ
โIโm fine.โ
โReally?โ
โReally.โ
When I answered without using honorifics, Rinoโs hand paused for a moment.
โI like you.โ
โDonโt confess while tying an apron.โ
โBut you spoke to me so naturally, Seita.โ
Once Rino finished tying the knot, she returned to my side.
We stood in a row at the front of the classroom, both wearing costumes from the same shop.
Hara nodded with satisfaction.
โYeah. Our two main attractions are set.โ
โWhoโs the main attraction?โ
โWho else could it be in this lineup?โ
โIโll do it if Iโm with Seita.โ
โDonโt drag me into this.โ
โDonโt you want to?โ
Rino tugged on my sleeve.
I looked around the classroom.
Preparations for the cultural festival.
Costume fittings.
Classmates staying after school, laughing together.
This is the kind of scene I would have just watched from afar back in the day.
At my middle school cultural festival, I couldnโt do anything.
While everyone else was preparing, I wasnโt in the classroom. I was convinced that my presence would ruin the atmosphere, so even though no one had asked me to, I just disappeared on my own.
Thatโs why, even now, being in this group scares me a little.
What if someday they tell me Iโm not needed?
Wouldnโt everyone be better off without me?
Thoughts like that suddenly surface from deep within my heart.
Just then, Rino gently tugged at the hem of my apron.
โSeita.โ
โWhat?โ
โYou look like youโre drifting off again.โ
She saw right through me.
Rino lowered her voice.
โAre you scared?โ
โโฆโฆA little.โ
โWant to go home?โ
She didnโt say, โDonโt run away.โ
She didnโt force me to stay either.
She asked me so that I could choose for myself.
That really touched me.
I looked around.
Hara is rewriting the budget sheet.
Shinozaki is aiming to place a paper decoration on my head.
The other classmates are gathered around the table, discussing the menu.
No one has told me to disappear.
In fact, there are even some who are waiting for my suggestion on how to split the bill.
โโฆโฆIโm not going home.โ
I replied.
โIโm staying here a little longer.โ
Rino smiled gently.
โOkay. Then Iโll stay too.โ
โYou were planning to stay anyway, werenโt you, Rino?โ
โIf Seitaโs here, it makes staying here even more worthwhile.โ
โYouโre saying that again.โ
Still, I smiled a little.
Rino smiled too.
Hara, who had been watching us, clapped his hands.
โOkay, okay! Come back from your little world! Weโre deciding on the menu!โ
We returned to the work table, still standing side by side.
We were supposed to be trying on the aprons, but Rino didnโt try to take hers off. When I tried to take it off, she asked me to let her wear it a little longer, so in the end, we continued working with it on.
As I put together the menu proposals, Rino wrote on a piece of paper beside me.
Our shoulders brushed against each other.
Sometimes, weโd reach for the same pen at the same time, and our fingers would touch.
Every time that happened, Rino would look at me with a happy expression.
โSeita.โ
โWhat?โ
โAre you starting to look forward to the cultural festival?โ
I didnโt answer right away.
Iโm scared.
Sometimes I remember the past.
Iโm sure there will be moments from now on that will be even harder to bear.
But compared to just yesterday, I found myself wanting to hold on to this moment just a little bit longer.
โโฆโฆJust a little bit.โ
โReally?โ
โIf Iโm with Rino, I feel like I can hang in there a little longer.โ
Rinoโs pen stopped moving.
I felt embarrassed after saying that and looked down at the paperwork.
โForget what I just said.โ
โI canโt.โ
โI figured.โ
โSeita.โ
โWhat?โ
โOn the day of the event, please stay by my side.โ
I looked at the application form with our two names side by side.
Seita Takahara.
Rino Hoshimiya.
Until yesterday, it had just been a signature line.
But now, it seemed to carry a slightly different meaning.
โIโll be there.โ
I replied briefly.
Rino said nothing, but under the desk, she hooked her little finger around mine.
Like a tiny promise no one could see.
Twenty-nine days until the cultural festival.
The toughest challenge of my teenage years had only just begun.
Maigetsu