Episode 62 – As always


The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming


โ€œNo, I donโ€™t have time.โ€

โ€œWhat!?โ€

As a result of answering Kanadeโ€™s motherโ€™s question honestly, I ended up surprising her.

I was supposed to have a three-hour study session with Kanade today, and even though Kanade had fallen asleep, weโ€™d only been studying for about an hour and a half.

There was absolutely no way I had time to hang out with Kanadeโ€™s mother.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆHehe. I see. So Kanadeโ€™s not the type to fall for that easily, huh?โ€

Kanadeโ€™s mother muttered something to herself, but there was no sparkle in her eyes.

โ€œAkkun. Are you really too busy right now?โ€

โ€œYeah. Weโ€™re studying right now, so I think Iโ€™ll be able to spare a little time after weโ€™re done.โ€

โ€œHehe. Are you sure itโ€™s okay to talk to me like that?โ€

โ€œHuh?โ€

โ€œIf you upset me, you might never be allowed to set foot in this room again, you know?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆWell, I guess I have no choice.โ€

โ€œHehe. I suppose that wonโ€™t faze you.โ€

As always, there was no sparkle in Kanadeโ€™s motherโ€™s eyes.

โ€œIn that caseโ€ฆโ€ฆ if youโ€™re going to be so stubborn, I wonโ€™t let you see Kanade ever again.โ€

โ€œHuhโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œIf I were to say that, would you change your attitude?โ€

If I prioritize my studies over Kanadeโ€™s motherโ€™s request, will I no longer be able to see Kanadeโ€ฆ?

Thatโ€™s, how should I put itโ€ฆ quite the high-handed move.

I wanted to protest, but for some reason, when faced with someone whose eyes, like Kanadeโ€™s, held no light, my words of complaint got stuck in my throat and wouldnโ€™t come out.

โ€ฆโ€ฆInstead, overwhelmed by her intensity, I decided to think it over for a moment.

Should I accept Kanadeโ€™s motherโ€™s demand?

Or should I prioritize my studies?

โ€ฆโ€ฆThe answer came to me immediately.

โ€œEven so, Iโ€™ll prioritize my studies.โ€

โ€œHuhโ€ฆโ€

โ€œBecauseโ€ฆ the way things are now, sooner or later, the day weโ€™re separated from Kanade is bound to come, isnโ€™t it?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆHm?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m powerless right now. For someone like me, who lacks any personal charm, standing beside the incredibly charming Kanade requires making some tough choices.โ€

โ€œOhโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œAs things stand, studying is essential for me to even stand by her side. So, I canโ€™t accept your request. Iโ€™m sorry.โ€

Kanadeโ€™s mother looked completely taken aback.

โ€œBesidesโ€ฆ even if you urge me to cut ties with Kanade for now, I can always make you take that back in the end.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆHuh?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m determinedโ€ฆ this time, for sure, to become the kind of man who can save her. Once that happens, Iโ€™m sure youโ€™ll have no choice but to accept me.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œHehe. Hehehehe. A-kun. Iโ€™ve fallen even more with you.โ€

Kanadeโ€™s mother looked at me with a dreamy expression.

โ€œHehe. Well, I suppose I have no choice. For today, please make your studies a priority.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€

โ€œOf course. Donโ€™t worryโ€”thereโ€™s no cutting ties with Kanade, and youโ€™re still welcome to visit this house.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorโ€ฆ Huh?โ€

Then why did she bring that up with me in the first place?

โ€œHehe. Well, Iโ€™ll let it slide for today.โ€

Kanadeโ€™s mother arranged some snacks on the table.

โ€œActually, there were a lot of things I wanted to talk to you about regarding Kanadeโ€™s conditionโ€ฆ but weโ€™ll save that for another timeโ€ฆโ€

โ€œW-wait a minute! Auntie!!!โ€

I slammed my fist down on the table and leaned forward.

Itโ€™s weird, considering how virtuous I was just a moment agoโ€ฆ but the moment I heard โ€œKanadeโ€™s condition,โ€ the blood rushed to my head.

โ€œTh-that topicโ€ฆ if possible, Iโ€™d like to know right now.โ€

โ€œOh my? Wasnโ€™t A-kun supposed to be studying so he could be on the same level as Kanade?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆThat was my intention.โ€

โ€œWell then, youโ€™d better get studying.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆI donโ€™t care about studying.โ€

โ€œHmm? What?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t care about studying. Has something happened to Kanade?!โ€

Just as I said, in my mindโ€ฆ studying, my own helplessnessโ€”

I didnโ€™t care about any of it anymore.

โ€œHehehe. Hehehehehe.โ€

Kanadeโ€™s mother was laughing suspiciously.

โ€œAkkun. Youโ€™re way too into my daughter.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆAuntie. Enough with the jokesโ€”just tell me.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆIโ€™m sorry.โ€

Kanadeโ€™s mother gave a slightly awkward, wry smile.

โ€œWell then, it wouldnโ€™t be fair to Kanade while sheโ€™s sleeping to talk here, so shall we talk in the living room?โ€

โ€œYes.โ€

โ€œLetโ€™s take our time. Just the two of us. Letโ€™s talkโ€ฆ about Kanade.โ€

โ€œYes.โ€

I stood up.

โ€œLetโ€™s go, Auntie.โ€

โ€œHehe. Perfect, Akkun.โ€

Kanadeโ€™s mother smiled with satisfaction.


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