The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming
โNo, I donโt have time.โ
โWhat!?โ
As a result of answering Kanadeโs motherโs question honestly, I ended up surprising her.
I was supposed to have a three-hour study session with Kanade today, and even though Kanade had fallen asleep, weโd only been studying for about an hour and a half.
There was absolutely no way I had time to hang out with Kanadeโs mother.
โโฆโฆHehe. I see. So Kanadeโs not the type to fall for that easily, huh?โ
Kanadeโs mother muttered something to herself, but there was no sparkle in her eyes.
โAkkun. Are you really too busy right now?โ
โYeah. Weโre studying right now, so I think Iโll be able to spare a little time after weโre done.โ
โHehe. Are you sure itโs okay to talk to me like that?โ
โHuh?โ
โIf you upset me, you might never be allowed to set foot in this room again, you know?โ
โโฆโฆWell, I guess I have no choice.โ
โHehe. I suppose that wonโt faze you.โ
As always, there was no sparkle in Kanadeโs motherโs eyes.
โIn that caseโฆโฆ if youโre going to be so stubborn, I wonโt let you see Kanade ever again.โ
โHuhโฆโฆโ
โIf I were to say that, would you change your attitude?โ
If I prioritize my studies over Kanadeโs motherโs request, will I no longer be able to see Kanadeโฆ?
Thatโs, how should I put itโฆ quite the high-handed move.
I wanted to protest, but for some reason, when faced with someone whose eyes, like Kanadeโs, held no light, my words of complaint got stuck in my throat and wouldnโt come out.
โฆโฆInstead, overwhelmed by her intensity, I decided to think it over for a moment.
Should I accept Kanadeโs motherโs demand?
Or should I prioritize my studies?
โฆโฆThe answer came to me immediately.
โEven so, Iโll prioritize my studies.โ
โHuhโฆโ
โBecauseโฆ the way things are now, sooner or later, the day weโre separated from Kanade is bound to come, isnโt it?โ
โโฆโฆHm?โ
โIโm powerless right now. For someone like me, who lacks any personal charm, standing beside the incredibly charming Kanade requires making some tough choices.โ
โOhโฆโฆโ
โAs things stand, studying is essential for me to even stand by her side. So, I canโt accept your request. Iโm sorry.โ
Kanadeโs mother looked completely taken aback.
โBesidesโฆ even if you urge me to cut ties with Kanade for now, I can always make you take that back in the end.โ
โโฆHuh?โ
โIโm determinedโฆ this time, for sure, to become the kind of man who can save her. Once that happens, Iโm sure youโll have no choice but to accept me.โ
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โHehe. Hehehehe. A-kun. Iโve fallen even more with you.โ
Kanadeโs mother looked at me with a dreamy expression.
โHehe. Well, I suppose I have no choice. For today, please make your studies a priority.โ
โIโm sorry.โ
โOf course. Donโt worryโthereโs no cutting ties with Kanade, and youโre still welcome to visit this house.โ
โIโm sorโฆ Huh?โ
Then why did she bring that up with me in the first place?
โHehe. Well, Iโll let it slide for today.โ
Kanadeโs mother arranged some snacks on the table.
โActually, there were a lot of things I wanted to talk to you about regarding Kanadeโs conditionโฆ but weโll save that for another timeโฆโ
โW-wait a minute! Auntie!!!โ
I slammed my fist down on the table and leaned forward.
Itโs weird, considering how virtuous I was just a moment agoโฆ but the moment I heard โKanadeโs condition,โ the blood rushed to my head.
โTh-that topicโฆ if possible, Iโd like to know right now.โ
โOh my? Wasnโt A-kun supposed to be studying so he could be on the same level as Kanade?โ
โโฆโฆThat was my intention.โ
โWell then, youโd better get studying.โ
โโฆโฆI donโt care about studying.โ
โHmm? What?โ
โI donโt care about studying. Has something happened to Kanade?!โ
Just as I said, in my mindโฆ studying, my own helplessnessโ
I didnโt care about any of it anymore.
โHehehe. Hehehehehe.โ
Kanadeโs mother was laughing suspiciously.
โAkkun. Youโre way too into my daughter.โ
โโฆโฆAuntie. Enough with the jokesโjust tell me.โ
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โโฆโฆโ
โโฆโฆIโm sorry.โ
Kanadeโs mother gave a slightly awkward, wry smile.
โWell then, it wouldnโt be fair to Kanade while sheโs sleeping to talk here, so shall we talk in the living room?โ
โYes.โ
โLetโs take our time. Just the two of us. Letโs talkโฆ about Kanade.โ
โYes.โ
I stood up.
โLetโs go, Auntie.โ
โHehe. Perfect, Akkun.โ
Kanadeโs mother smiled with satisfaction.
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