I, Who Was Reincarnated as an Evil Character With Cheat-Level Stats in an Eroge, Will Live Freely in This Life
● Nanashima Kana (side)
“Oh, why did I do something like that…”
After Senpai left, I returned to my room alone and hugged the stuffed animal Senpai had given me, muttering to myself.
I took a bath to calm myself down, but I still couldn’t calm down.
I had originally planned to study today and then go home.
Of course, I tried my best to get Senpai to like me by sitting next to him and such, but I never intended to do anything more than that, and I certainly never intended to say such a thing.
My original plan was just to become closer friends!! I hadn’t thought about anything else…
“Ugh!!!”
I ended up kissing Senpai and even confessing my feelings… I never intended to do such a thing.
My body just moved on its own… I couldn’t control my feelings…
(I… I like Seito-senpai!!! I don’t know how Seito-senpai feels about me, but I’ll definitely make him fall for me!!! Well, excuse me!!!)
Even though I said those words myself, I felt so embarrassed when I remembered them.
“Haa… but it was really a fun time.”
Spending time with Senpai was truly enjoyable.
Even studying, which I usually dislike, felt fun, and for the first time, I wished the study session could continue forever.
Today, I felt truly happy… I really did.
Thinking about it now, maybe today turned out for the best.
I decided to be proactive in expressing my feelings, and even though it was a bit too soon, I had planned to eventually tell him how I felt.
Even though it’s embarrassing, if I think of it as trying my best, I can stay positive.
Besides, even if I get rejected, I don’t plan to give up.
If Senpai told me to give up, that would be tough, but if he doesn’t, there’s still a chance he might come around eventually, so I definitely don’t want to give up.
I don’t know exactly how senpai feels about me, but at least I know he cares about me.
I don’t know if it’s as a woman or as a friend, but either way, I’m not giving up. Even if it doesn’t work out this time, I’ll just try harder next time!! …Well, that’s what I’m thinking, but if it doesn’t work out, I’ll definitely be really shocked and sad…
“Phew…”
I took a few deep breaths to calm myself down.
There’s no point in thinking about such negative things right now.
“Actually, I…”
Come to think of it, I’m the one who confessed my feelings unilaterally and left the scene, right?
If I put myself in his shoes, I think that would be really confusing and make him wonder what to do.
Of course, I don’t want to make senpai feel awkward, but maybe that’s what happened as a result!? And if this incident makes senpai feel awkward and we end up drifting apart, I’d be really worried.
Thinking that, I hurriedly called senpai.
“senpai!! I’m sorry for being so sudden today.”
“Was there something to apologize for?”
“But… I just suddenly did that…”
“No, it’s okay. But about my answer…”
When I heard the word “answer,” my mouth fell open.
I don’t want to hear it yet. I’m not ready to hear it yet.
I thought about it earlier, but even though I said I wouldn’t give up even if I was rejected, that doesn’t mean I’m not sad… I want to hear it after I’ve calmed down a little more.
“The answer is still okay! But please let me know after the test is over!!! I’m not ready yet…”
I told him exactly what I was thinking.
“I see. Then I’ll do that. Make sure you study hard for the test.”
“Yes!!! No matter what the answer is, I will always love you, senpai!!”
No matter the result, I didn’t want to give up on Senpai, so I declared that while feeling nervous. I hoped that my feelings would come across as genuine…
“Thank you.”
“Yes! Good night!!!”
“Good night.”
I thought it was a little difficult to have a long conversation, so I ended it quickly with those words.
“I wonder what senpai is thinking…”
From the way he acted, maybe he’s already made up his mind?
His tone of voice was the same as usual, so maybe he feels the same way I do? That’s what I want to believe, but I don’t really know for sure.
“Haa, what should I do?”
Tomorrow, I’m supposed to study with Miku-nee and Saki-nee in the morning, but I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep.
No matter how hard I try, my mind is filled with today’s events, and I can’t calm down.
“…Maybe I should study.”
I promised Seito-senpai I’d study hard, and I can do it now… or rather, I can’t calm down unless I do. If I get a good score on the test, Seito-senpai might praise me.
Then I studied for a while and went to sleep late at night.
Maiban