The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming
Saturday.
I woke up a little earlier than usual.
Iโd studied longer than usual last night. With so many events this weekโlike seeing Kanade againโIโd really built up some fatigue.
I didnโt get much sleep.
But even so, I woke up earlier than usual.
โโฆItโs the day of the date, isnโt it?โ
After school yesterday, I made plans to go on a date with Kanade.
Well, strictly speaking, I hadnโt intended to make plans with Kanadeโฆ but before I knew it, it was decided we were going on a date.
The turn of events was so sudden that for a while, my brain refused to process itโฆ but once it came back online, a whirlwind of emotions began to swirl inside me.
Still, the strongest feeling that began to take root wasโฆ I absolutely cannot mess this up.
โIโd better fix my bedhead before I go.โ
Today, above all else, Iโll spend the day without making any blunders so Kanade doesnโt get fed up with me.
With that in mind, I decided to pay even more attention to my appearance than usual.
I left my room, intending to go to the dressing room on the first floor to fix my bedhead.
I canโt let Kanade see me looking this scruffy.
โOh, good morning, A-kun.โ
โฆโฆI just said I couldnโt let her see me like this!
โGood morning. โฆUm, Kanade, why are you here?โ
Kanade was already in the living room, munching on what looked like breakfast bread, as if it were perfectly natural for her to be here.
โHmm? Come to think of it, I realized we hadnโt actually decided on a meeting place or time.โ
Now that she mentioned it, after our date yesterdayโpartly because Kanade had left a little earlierโwe hadnโt decided on a meeting place or time, let aloneโฆ where we were even going.
โCouldnโt we have just texted each other to figure it out?โ
โHehe. I figured, since weโre at it, I might as well just come over to your place.โ
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โโฆโฆI see.โ
โHehe. Right?โ
It was trueโit was faster to meet at each otherโs homes than to go out of our way to meet at a place neither of us had been to before.
That Kanade is a genius at saving time, man.
โOh, and I did ask Auntie for permission right before she left, you know?โ
โOh, really?โ
โYeah. She told me she left your breakfast on the table, so I should eat that for breakfast.โ
โOh, that bread. That was supposed to be my breakfast.โ
โฆโฆMy mom is still cold toward me as always.
โHuhโฆ? Soโฆ does that mean Iโm skipping breakfast?โ
โHehe.โ
Kanade must have finished her bread, because she stood up.
โAkkun. Actually, I already had a proper breakfast at home today.โ
โHuh?โ
She already ate, but she ate my breakfastโฆ?
โBut I took advantage of your auntโs kindness and ate the bread even though I have a small stomach.โ
โYou ate it?โ
โYeah. Thanks to that, my stomach hurts a littleโฆโ
โIt hurtsโฆ?โ
Itโs pretty pathetic, and I think sheโs saying something hard to understandโฆ
Kanade, how can you look so smugโฆ?
โโฆโฆYou shouldnโt have forced yourself to eat it.โ
Honestly, I canโt think of anything else to say.
โHehe. I had a reason I had to force myself to eat it.โ
โYou did?โ
โYeah.โ
Kanade stood up and headed to the kitchen.
โฆโฆNo way!
โIโll make your breakfast, A-kun.โ
Looking at Kanadeโs shy smile, I completely understood her intentions.
That Kanadeโฆ sheโs planning to serve me a proper hot mealโnot the bread my mom preparedโjust so Iโll be ready to go out with herโฆ!
So, Kanade, in order to prevent food waste, you made me eat that bread even though I was already fullโฆ!
Damn it.
That Kanadeโฆ!
โHehe. Just wait a sec, okay?โ
If I was already full, couldnโt she have just made breakfast for me after making me eat the bread!?
โIโll make your breakfast right away, A-kun.โ
Guys have bigger stomachs than girls, so if sheโd done that, Kanade wouldnโt have had to suffer either, right!?
โA-kun, just wait on the sofa.โ
Well, whateverโฆ
โI wonder what I should make for breakfastโฆโ
After all, I get to eat the food Kanade prepared for me.
I sat down on the sofa and turned on the TV.
Just as I started watching the morning talk show, I heard the sound of Kanade opening the refrigerator door.
โฆAnd then, the sounds from Kanadeโs side stopped.
No sound of her taking out ingredients, no sound of cookingโฆ I couldnโt hear a thing.
โโฆโฆKanade?โ
I tore my attention away from the TV and turned my gaze toward the kitchen.
Kanade stood there, the refrigerator door still open, completely motionless.
โIs something wrong?โ
I stood up from the sofa and headed to the kitchen.
โโฆโฆAhaha.โ
Kanade gave a dry laugh.
โAkkun. โฆIs it okay if we have breakfast at a nearby cafรฉ?โ
โHuh?โ
For a moment, I was confused and didnโt understand what she meantโฆ but when I looked inside the fridge, it all clicked.
โThe fridge is completely empty, isnโt it?โ
โโฆItโs completely empty.โ
Apparently, Mom had left for work after using up all the food.
โWaaah. Akkun, Iโm sooo sorry.โ
Kanade started getting flustered, her eyes brimming with tears.
โHahaha. Itโs okay. Itโs fine, really. Itโs no big deal.โ
For a while, I ended up desperately trying to comfort Kanadeโฆ
Maiasa
Well, the best girls shop take empty fridges into calculation and shop on the way to their beau’s home.
shop and take*