Episode 44 – Unwarranted resentment


The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming


Just as Kanade and Takagaki became friends, the bell signaling the start of class rang out through the school building.

โ€œUgh, I ended up not being able to talk to you after all.โ€

โ€œSorry, Ayaka chan.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆWell, whatever.โ€

Our homeroom teacher entered the classroom.

We returned to our seats and began our morning homeroom session.

โ€œCome on, everyone, be quiet!โ€

Perhaps because today was the last morning homeroom of the first semester, my classmates just wouldnโ€™t settle down.

โ€œBe quiet!โ€

โ€ฆIt felt like everyone was already in summer vacation mode.

โ€œI said be quiet!โ€

The classroom fell silent.

โ€œS-Shibuya sensei just lost her temperโ€ฆโ€

โ€œSheโ€™s so beautiful and demure, I never imagined her getting angry.โ€

โ€œI feel like Iโ€™m about to have an epiphanyโ€ฆโ€

My classmates had quieted down, but they looked a little disappointed.

โ€ฆThis really is an academic high school, isnโ€™t it?

โ€œEveryone, summer vacation starts in three hours, so please hang in there a little longer.โ€

Shibuya semsei admonished the class.

โ€œI know youโ€™re getting excited because itโ€™s just three hours awayโ€ฆ but please try to hold it in.โ€

As expected of a teacher, she seems to truly respect our feelings.

โ€œโ€ฆReally, when you think about the long span of life, three hours is just a blink of an eye. Itโ€™s nice, isnโ€™t it, to be so absorbed in a mere three hours?โ€

โ€ฆHuh?

โ€œโ€ฆAnd I was even considering marriageโ€ฆโ€

โ€ฆWhatโ€™s wrong with the teacher?

โ€œWhat did I do wrongโ€ฆโ€

The classmates, who had finally quieted down, began to murmur again.

โ€œCould it be Shibuya sensei?โ€

โ€œShe got dumped, didnโ€™t she?โ€

โ€ฆโ€ฆHmm. I see. So thatโ€™s how it is.

Anyway, you should stop bringing your personal life to work.

The atmosphere almost turned awkward for a moment, but once the classmates sensed the teacherโ€™s dejection, they fell completely silent.

Is this what people call โ€œconsiderationโ€?

By the time Iโ€™d finished pondering that, the opening ceremony was over, and it was time for the short homeroom session before heading home.

โ€ฆโ€ฆMy classmates were still as quiet as ever.

โ€œWell then, everyone, please enjoy your summer vacation to the fullest.โ€

Perhaps because nearly three hours had passed, the teacher seemed to have recovered.

โ€œThatโ€™s nice. A whole month off.โ€

โ€ฆโ€ฆHuh?

โ€œHehe, well, even if I had a month off right now, I wouldnโ€™t have anything to do anyway.โ€

โ€ฆโ€ฆShe hadnโ€™t recovered at all.

โ€œStand up, bow.โ€

โ€œWell then, everyone, goodbye. Enjoy summer vacation. โ€ฆFor me too.โ€

My classmates rushed out of the classroom.

โ€œWe probably shouldnโ€™t talk to the teacher today.โ€

โ€œWeโ€™d just end up making her hate us for no reason.โ€

The reaction from my usually rowdy classmates was quite unusual.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆUgh.โ€

At the front of the classroom, Shibuya sensei was on the verge of tears.

As my classmates quickened their pace upon seeing herโ€ฆ

โ€œTeacher, umโ€ฆโ€

I called out to Shibuya sensei.

โ€œโ€ฆWhat is it, Hagiwara? Itโ€™s rare for you to come talk to me.โ€

โ€ฆAmong my classmates, I consider myself a lone wolf.

As a solitary figure, the only time I ever speak to Shibuya sensei is when Iโ€™m on duty.

But today, I just had to speak to her.

โ€œโ€ฆWell, I understand exactly how you feel, Sensei.โ€

After all, I, tooโ€ฆ once parted ways with someone special and spent over a decade agonizing over it.

โ€œโ€ฆHahaha. What could a kid like you possibly know about me?โ€

โ€œI know. Because I, tooโ€ฆ have been separated from someone important to me.โ€

Even if I, whoโ€™m not very good with words, tried to empathize with herโ€ฆ

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆHuh?โ€

โ€œSo, you might want to laugh off the words of a kid like meโ€ฆ but please hang in there.โ€

Even if Iโ€™d encouraged her.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆHagiwara, you?โ€

โ€œTeacherโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€

There was no guarantee it would resonate with her.

But I couldnโ€™t rest until I said something.

โ€ฆโ€ฆBut perhaps it was because I acted on a sudden impulse.

Right now, the teacher and I definitely felt a connection.

โ€œAkkun.โ€

โ€œWhoa!โ€

Startled by Kanade calling out to me from behind, I jumped.

โ€œUgh. Akkun, you forgot our promise. What were you talking to the teacher about?โ€

โ€œW-what promiseโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œWe did, didnโ€™t we? A promise with me. We made a very, very important promise, didnโ€™t we? We made a secret promise when it was just the two of us, didnโ€™t we?โ€

โ€ฆโ€ฆW-why is she emphasizing โ€œwith meโ€ so much?

โ€œKa-Kanade. Hold on a second.โ€

โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œI wasโ€ฆ having an important conversation with the teacher just now. Right, Teacher?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆMee.โ€

โ€œHuh?โ€

โ€œHagiwara, you bastard. Youโ€™re taking the piss, you piece of shitโ€ฆโ€

โ€œTe, Teacherโ€ฆ!?โ€

N-no wayโ€ฆ

Sure enough, just a moment ago, the teacher and Iโ€”both having recently broken up with someone importantโ€”were hitting it off.

Why did the whole vibe change the moment Kanade showed up!?

โ€œOhโ€ฆ Teacher, did you break up with your boyfriend?โ€

โ€œGuh.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆThatโ€™s too bad. But any guy whoโ€™d dump a wonderful teacher like you isnโ€™t worth your time. I think breaking up was the right choice.โ€

โ€œDo you think soโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œYes. I think you should move on quickly.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆY-yeah, youโ€™re right, arenโ€™t you?โ€

“Yes! โ€ฆAh, but Teacher. Akkun is out of the question, okay?”

โ€œโ€ฆI don’t have the nerve to date a student, but why on earth?โ€

โ€œWell, because Akkun isโ€ฆ hehe. I’m too embarrassed to say any more than that.โ€

โ€ฆSo, what does that mean?

โ€œI’ll never forgive him. That Hagiwaraโ€ฆ!โ€

W-waitโ€ฆ did I do something terrible?

โ€œCome on, A-kun, letโ€™s go. Ayaka-chan is waiting for us.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆYouโ€™re two-timing? You good-for-nothing.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not seeing anyone. That sounds bad.โ€

Teacherโ€™s gaze was cold.

โ€œโ€ฆHagiwara, just remember this when summer break is over.โ€

With that, the teacher stormed out of the classroom.ใ€€


Maiasa


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