The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming
โฆโฆStill, why is Kanade asking me if Iโll stay by her side from now on?
Itโs true that the other day, we both realized how special we are to each other.
Thatโs partly because weโve been childhood friends since we were littleโฆ but more than anything, itโs because we once shared both the good times and the bad.
In other words, the relationship between Kanade and meโฆ is close to what youโd call a comradeship.
Is that really the case?
A comrade-in-arms is supposed to be a partner who has shared difficult work.
Butโฆ while what we went through together was toughโฆ it was certainly nothing you could call โwork.โ
If thatโs the case, then our relationship canโt really be called that of comrades-in-arms.
โฆAnd above all, you wouldnโt normally ask someone you merely shared a difficult experience with to stay by your side foreverโฆ
โฆWhat on earth is she thinking right now, holding my hand and resting her head on my shoulder?
Is she waiting for my answer?
Or is she just bored at the moment?
Kanade doesnโt say a word.
โฆAfter mulling it over, the first question that popped into my head remains unresolved.
Butโฆ the answer to Kanadeโs question, which Iโd been pondering along with that doubt, had solidified.
โOf course weโll be together forever.โ
I donโt know if the words I just spokeโฆ are the answer Kanade was hoping for when she asked.
Butโฆ I felt like this was the right thing to say.
โโฆReally?โ
Kanadeโs grip on my hand tightened.
โAkkun. Are you really going to stay with me forever?โ
โYeah. Weโll be together forever.โ
โโฆDo you really understand what โforeverโ means, Akkun?โ
I felt like Kanadeโs voice was trembling slightly.
โOf course I do.โ
โโฆThen, Iโm going to live in this house from now on, okay?โ
โWhy not?โ
โIโm going to hold your hand the whole time, okay?โ
โThatโs fine.โ
โIโll take a bath with you, and go to the bathroom tooโฆ Weโll be together all the time, okay?โ
โThatโs fine.โ
โN-no, thatโs not okayโฆ!โ
Kanade suddenly let go of my hand.
For some reason, her face was bright red.
โฆโฆWhy on earth?
โโฆโฆWell, if we hold hands the whole time, I wonโt be able to cook, will I?โ
Ahโฆโฆ I see.
โThatโs too bad.โ
โโฆโฆYeah. It is.โ
We both looked dejectedโฆโฆ After a while, we left the house to meet up with Takagaki-san.
On the way, it suddenly occurred to me.
โฆโฆWait, did I just blurt out something completely outrageous a moment ago?
Well, that canโt be right.
After all, Iโm smart. Iโm at the top of my class.
โAkkun. Akkun.โ
On the train platform, Kanade called out to me.
โOnce we get to the station closest to the cafรฉ where weโre meeting, letโs stop by a convenience store, okay?โ
โHuh? Oh, yeah. Sure.โ
It was a sudden suggestion.
What on earth does Kanade need at a convenience store?
Well, convenience stores are the kind of place you just wander into even if you donโt need anythingโฆ but stopping by one right before meeting someone feels a little off. Itโs also a bit tight timing-wise, considering our meeting time.
โโฆAkkun. You brought the SD card with the airplane photos from the other day, right?โ
โHuh? Oh, yeah, I guess.โ
When I made plans to meet Takagaki-san today, Kanade agreed on the condition that I hand over the data from those photos.
Thatโs why I brought the SD card with meโฆ
โSo what?โ
โSince weโre here anyway, letโs print out the best photo at the convenience store and give it to her.โ
โโฆOh.โ
โI think Ayaka-chan would be happier that way.โ
โโฆYouโre right.โ
Soon, an announcement echoed across the station platform, and a train slid into the station.
โSo then, Kanade.โ
โWhatโฆ?โ
โWhile weโre on our way to our stop, letโsโฆ decide together which photo to print.โ
โโฆOkay. Sounds good.โ
We boarded the train.
Maiasa