Episode 55 – What is this…


The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming


โ€ฆโ€ฆStill, why is Kanade asking me if Iโ€™ll stay by her side from now on?

Itโ€™s true that the other day, we both realized how special we are to each other.

Thatโ€™s partly because weโ€™ve been childhood friends since we were littleโ€ฆ but more than anything, itโ€™s because we once shared both the good times and the bad.

In other words, the relationship between Kanade and meโ€ฆ is close to what youโ€™d call a comradeship.

Is that really the case?

A comrade-in-arms is supposed to be a partner who has shared difficult work.

Butโ€ฆ while what we went through together was toughโ€ฆ it was certainly nothing you could call โ€œwork.โ€

If thatโ€™s the case, then our relationship canโ€™t really be called that of comrades-in-arms.

โ€ฆAnd above all, you wouldnโ€™t normally ask someone you merely shared a difficult experience with to stay by your side foreverโ€ฆ

โ€ฆWhat on earth is she thinking right now, holding my hand and resting her head on my shoulder?

Is she waiting for my answer?

Or is she just bored at the moment?

Kanade doesnโ€™t say a word.

โ€ฆAfter mulling it over, the first question that popped into my head remains unresolved.

Butโ€ฆ the answer to Kanadeโ€™s question, which Iโ€™d been pondering along with that doubt, had solidified.

โ€œOf course weโ€™ll be together forever.โ€

I donโ€™t know if the words I just spokeโ€ฆ are the answer Kanade was hoping for when she asked.

Butโ€ฆ I felt like this was the right thing to say.

โ€œโ€ฆReally?โ€

Kanadeโ€™s grip on my hand tightened.

โ€œAkkun. Are you really going to stay with me forever?โ€

โ€œYeah. Weโ€™ll be together forever.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆDo you really understand what โ€˜foreverโ€™ means, Akkun?โ€

I felt like Kanadeโ€™s voice was trembling slightly.

โ€œOf course I do.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆThen, Iโ€™m going to live in this house from now on, okay?โ€

โ€œWhy not?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m going to hold your hand the whole time, okay?โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s fine.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll take a bath with you, and go to the bathroom tooโ€ฆ Weโ€™ll be together all the time, okay?โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s fine.โ€

โ€œN-no, thatโ€™s not okayโ€ฆ!โ€

Kanade suddenly let go of my hand.

For some reason, her face was bright red.

โ€ฆโ€ฆWhy on earth?

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆWell, if we hold hands the whole time, I wonโ€™t be able to cook, will I?โ€

Ahโ€ฆโ€ฆ I see.

โ€œThatโ€™s too bad.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆYeah. It is.โ€

We both looked dejectedโ€ฆโ€ฆ After a while, we left the house to meet up with Takagaki-san.

On the way, it suddenly occurred to me.

โ€ฆโ€ฆWait, did I just blurt out something completely outrageous a moment ago?

Well, that canโ€™t be right.

After all, Iโ€™m smart. Iโ€™m at the top of my class.

โ€œAkkun. Akkun.โ€

On the train platform, Kanade called out to me.

โ€œOnce we get to the station closest to the cafรฉ where weโ€™re meeting, letโ€™s stop by a convenience store, okay?โ€

โ€œHuh? Oh, yeah. Sure.โ€

It was a sudden suggestion.

What on earth does Kanade need at a convenience store?

Well, convenience stores are the kind of place you just wander into even if you donโ€™t need anythingโ€ฆ but stopping by one right before meeting someone feels a little off. Itโ€™s also a bit tight timing-wise, considering our meeting time.

โ€œโ€ฆAkkun. You brought the SD card with the airplane photos from the other day, right?โ€

โ€œHuh? Oh, yeah, I guess.โ€

When I made plans to meet Takagaki-san today, Kanade agreed on the condition that I hand over the data from those photos.

Thatโ€™s why I brought the SD card with meโ€ฆ

โ€œSo what?โ€

โ€œSince weโ€™re here anyway, letโ€™s print out the best photo at the convenience store and give it to her.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆOh.โ€

โ€œI think Ayaka-chan would be happier that way.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆYouโ€™re right.โ€

Soon, an announcement echoed across the station platform, and a train slid into the station.

โ€œSo then, Kanade.โ€

โ€œWhatโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œWhile weโ€™re on our way to our stop, letโ€™sโ€ฆ decide together which photo to print.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆOkay. Sounds good.โ€

We boarded the train.


Maiasa


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