The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming
As Kanade and I headed to my room, she opened my closet right away.
โHmm. I wonder what I should have you wear today.โ
Kanade said as she rummaged through the closet.
I wonder.
The way she said, โI wonder what I should have you wear todayโฆโ might give the wrong impressionโas if Kanade always decides what I wear.
โThe restaurant Ayaka-chan picked for lunch is a chic, independent Italian placeโฆ Maybe a more sophisticated look would be good. But wait, weโre still high school students, so maybe casual clothes after allโฆ?โ
โฆShe was actually giving it more thought than I expected.
โโฆโฆHmm.โ
=โฆWatching Kanade agonize over it, I suddenly realized something.
โKanade, you really know the ins and outs of my closet, donโt you?โ
Ever since a little while ago, Kanade hasnโt shown the slightest hesitation or uncertainty while rummaging through my closet.
Itโs almost as if she knows exactly where everything is.
โHehe. Hehehehe.โ
โAhaha. Ahahahaha.โ
Well, maybe itโs a bit premature to assume she knows the contents of my dresser inside and out just because she shows no hesitation or uncertaintyโฆ
โAh, A-kun. How about this one?โ
It seemed Kanade had ultimately decided to go with a formal look, as she was holding a lightweight jacket.
โYeah. Thatโs nice.โ
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Even though sheโd been the one to suggest it, Kanade started tilting her head with a puzzled look on her face.
โIs there something you donโt like about it?โ
I asked.
โโฆโฆAkkun, do you wear this often?โ
โHuh?โ
This time, I was the one tilting my head.
โโฆโฆI guess I wear it pretty often,โ
she said, sounding a bit hesitantโฆโฆ
โCome to think of it, itโs been way too hot lately, so I havenโt really been wearing it much.โ
โThatโs true. Youโre right.โ
โฆโฆHuh?
โThenโฆโฆ I guess Iโll skip wearing this jacket after all. You probably wonโt be able to wear it until summerโs over. Right?โ
โโฆโฆYeah.โ
When I looked closely, the sparkle had faded from Kanadeโs eyes.
โSo, hey. Can I borrow this jacket today?โ
โYeah. Sure.โ
Itโs supposed to be a scorcher all day today, but maybe sheโd been sitting in the AC too long and was feeling a little chilly?
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Poor thing.
โHehe. A-kunโs jacket is so baggy!โ
Kanade immediately slipped on my jacket, and with a sparkle in her eyes, she smiled happily.
Seeing her look so happy like this makes me feel happy too.
โโฆโฆSniff, sniff.โ
Kanade suddenly started sniffing my jacket.
โHehe. It smells like you, Akkun.โ
โReally?โ
โYeah. It smells like you, Akkun.โ
โOh, really?โ
โHehe. It smells like you, Akkunโฆ Hehe.โ
Kanade wore a blissful expression.
โItโs like Iโm wrapped up in you, Akkun.โ
โAhaha. Kanade, youโre exaggerating.โ
I laughed, but Kanade was too absorbed in my jacket to reply.
โShould we head out soon, Akkun?โ
After sniffing my jacket for a while, Kanade said.
Deep down, I was surprised.
After all, the reason weโd come to my room was so she could help me decide what to wear today.
In the end, Iโd just ended up lending her something to wear over her dress.
โฆSigh.
Iโm just glad she didnโt have to be cold.
โAkkun. Hurry up, hurry up!โ
โOh, okay.โ
โฆWell, itโs hot outside anyway, so Iโll just go with a white oversized T-shirt and wide-leg pants.
โKanade, Iโm going to change for a bit. Could you wait in the hallway?โ
โHuh? Why?โ
โHuh?โ
I looked over at Kanade, who was still sniffing my jacket as I pulled clothes out of the dresser.
โโฆI have to take my clothes off to change, so could you wait in the hallway?โ
โHuh? Why?โ
โโฆWell, itโs embarrassing, isnโt it?โ
โHuh? Why?โ
Kanade smiled.
โWe used to take baths together when we were little, didnโt we?โ
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โโฆโฆYouโre right.โ
โHehe. See?โ
โAhaha. Youโre right.โ
Ahaha. What on earth was I being shy about?
โWell then, Iโm going to show you a slightly unsightly sight for a moment, but Iโm sorry.โ
โHehe. Hehehehe. Hehโฆโฆโ
The moment I took off my pajama T-shirt and was bare-chested, Kanadeโs faint smile faded.
โAh, A-kun. Sorry. I think Iโll go wait in the hallway for a bitโฆโ
โHuh? Whatโs suddenly gotten into you?โ
โโฆY-your bodyโs more masculine than I expectedโitโs a bit overwhelming.โ
โHm? โฆI donโt really get it, but itโs hot out in the hallway, so just stay here.โ
โHuh!?โ
โIโll be done changing in a second.โ
After putting on a white T-shirt, I reached for my pants.
โWhoa. Whoaaaaa!?โ
Kanade rushed out of the room in a panic.
โAkkun, you pervert!โ
As she left the room, Kanade threw that mysterious parting shot at me.
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