Episode 76 – It’s not like I don’t care


The Love of My Childhood Friend, Who Has Overcome a Terminally Ill Diagnosis, Is Overwhelming


After parting ways with Takagaki and the others, I headed straight home.

I hadnโ€™t met my study quota for the day yet.

So I figured Iโ€™d hurry home and get started studying.

โ€œKanadeโ€”she left the restaurant before the rest of us. I wonder where she went?โ€

Sitting in my seat on the train on the way home, I muttered that to myself.

Earlier at the restaurant, Kanadeโ€”who had been invited by Takagaki-san to go to the beachโ€”had left ahead of everyone else, saying she had plans for later today.

I wonder what kind of plans Kanade actually had.

โ€ฆHonestly, thinking about it now, it feels a little off.

To begin with, Kanade had been invited to dinner by Takagaki-san today. Given that, the fact that she went home early because she had her own plansโ€ฆ means Kanade must have accidentally double-booked Takagaki-sanโ€™s plans with someone elseโ€™s.

Would Kanade really make such a silly mistake?

Maybe she would.

Because, from what Iโ€™ve heardโ€ฆ it seems Takagaki-san invited Kanade to dinner at the very last minute today.

If a plan came up at the last minute, itโ€™s not impossible that she could have double-booked.

โ€ฆBut still.

If there really had been a double-booking, I feel like Kanade would have at least told Takagaki, โ€œMy schedule overlaps, so Iโ€™m going to have to leave a little early.โ€

But judging by how stunned Takagaki looked, it didnโ€™t seem like sheโ€™d been told anything like thatโ€ฆ

But if thatโ€™s the case, then Kanade, who headed home alone at that momentโ€ฆ it was almost likeโ€ฆ

โ€œEscape.โ€

โ€ฆItโ€™s not entirely impossible that she ran away to avoid staying there any longer and being persistently invited to go swimming.

โ€ฆWhy on earth does Kanade not want to go swimming that badly?

The first thing that comes to mind is, as I thought earlier, that sheโ€™s worried about her relationship with us.

Spending a long time with people you donโ€™t get along with is, in itself, a source of intense stress.

Human beings instinctively want to escape from that kind of intense stress.

Could it be that Kanadeโ€ฆ was trying to avoid spending a long time with usโ€”people she doesnโ€™t get along with, or perhaps even dislikes?

โ€œโ€ฆHmm.โ€

But Takagaki denied that, didnโ€™t she?

Of course, I know I canโ€™t just take everything Takagaki-san says at face value, and I have no proof that Kanade doesnโ€™t resent our relationship.

That saidโ€ฆ itโ€™s also true that there was something about Takagaki-sanโ€™s demeanor back then that seemed almost certain.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆSo, what other possible reasons could there be?โ€

โ€ฆโ€ฆI donโ€™t know.

At times like thisโ€ฆ itโ€™s faster to just ask her directly.

โ€œLetโ€™s talk about it tomorrow during the study session.โ€

So, the next dayโ€”not exactly to comply with Takagaki-sanโ€™s request, butโ€ฆ because I wanted to know why she didnโ€™t want to go to the beachโ€”I decided to talk to Kanade about todayโ€™s events.

Soon, the train arrived at the station closest to my house, and I walked home alone in the sweltering heat.

โ€œPhewโ€ฆโ€

After getting home, I stepped into the air-conditioned living room and sank deeply into the sofa.

The spot on the sofa where I was sitting was the best position to let the cool air from the AC wash over my whole body.

I could physically feel the sweat pooled on my forehead receding all at once.

โ€œAkkun. Why donโ€™t you take a shower?โ€

โ€œYeah. I think Iโ€™ll do that.โ€

Once the sweat had subsided a bit, I got up from the sofa.

โ€œโ€ฆKanade, you can go take a shower first if you want.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s okay. I already took one.โ€

โ€œOh, okay. Thatโ€™s good, then.โ€

I smiledโ€ฆ and noticed something off.

โ€œWait, Kanade.โ€

Only now did it occur to me: Kanade, who had left the restaurant a little early earlier, saying she had plansโ€ฆ was sitting on the sofa wearing my T-shirt and shorts.

โ€ฆโ€ฆWait, why on earth is she here?

Didnโ€™t she leave the restaurant a little early because she had plans?

But at that moment, that question didnโ€™t matter at all.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆKanadeโ€

โ€œWhat? A-kunโ€

โ€œDid you dry your hair properly with the hair dryer?โ€

More than anything else, I couldnโ€™t help but notice Kanadeโ€™s slightly damp hair.

โ€œYeah. I thought I dried itโ€ฆโ€

โ€œItโ€™s still damp.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆReally?โ€

โ€œYeah. Hold on a sec. Iโ€™ll dry it for you.โ€

Before taking a shower myself, I headed to the dressing room to grab the hair dryer so I could dry her hair.


Maiasa


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